Dear diary, what have I done?
Am I trippin′ or am I alive?
Once I′ve decided I′ve got stories to tell
No way in hell was that just
Another motherfuckin′ dream
Doesn′t matter ′cause I already know
How it feels to wake up with

Yeah, body like a roadmap of pain
Oh yeah, mind like a landfill of shame
Tie my rope one more time

Dear diary, had I known
What I told you last night
I would′ve never walked there
To start another fight
Banging my head on concrete wall
While knockin′ on wood
Thinking it that′s gonna do any good
When I wake up with

Yeah, body like a roadmap of pain
Thats right, mind like a landfill of shame
Tie my rope

Tell me once, I decline, refuse to learn
Shoot me twice but I′m not going down
I will climb the rope you tied for me
Beat me up while I′m still alive
(3x)