How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I′d chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I′ve found no meaning.

I guess it′s time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure′s the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I′ve heard what they say, but I′m not here for trouble.
It′s more than just words: it′s just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I′m so cold from fear.

I guess it′s time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure′s the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I′ve heard what they say, but I′m not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure′s the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It′s more than just words: it′s just tears and rain.