Hopelessly retarded
Spluttering decay
Crying out the lament every night and every day

Hiding in the twilight
X-ray shades
Suffering from constipation, tripping out in space

I′ve been recoiled into stone age
Covetous a dream
Obnoxious and depraved, waking up in a scream

Sleeping in the morgue
A weird effect on me
Think I lost my consciousness, left reality

My inner circle′s helter skelter, echoes lovin′ ecstasy
I know I′ll find a way to live, a way for you and me

Totally addicted under detrimental spell
And if I had a shotgun, I′d blow myself to hell
Let me be your piggybank for nothing but your smell
If I had a shotgun, I′d blow myself to hell

Squalid and deranged
I′m the outlaw of the kin
Will never be the same again, stuck in deadly sin

I slouch along the street
Instead of struttin′ down the block
I still did not recover from that stunnin′ cold shock

Away from phony people
Besides the way of life
I won′t be blamed for loving you, I′ll take you - be my wife