Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater

Chorus
You don′t need to bother;
I don′t need to be
I′ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won′t let go ′til it bleeds

Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason;
my flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

Chorus

[Solo: Corey]

Wish I′d died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
with its memories
Diaries left
with cryptic entries

Chorus

You don′t need to bother;
I don′t need to be
I′ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on:
I′ll never live down my deceit