I remember now, but I still have my doubts
I think it′s gonna be today
Everybody came, but it′s just not the same
Why did it have to be today?
Now my chest is tight - no, I am not all right
It doesn′t have to be this way
Why does it have to be this way?

I don′t know what′s wrong,
It′s like I′m too far gone
It doesn′t matter, anyway
Fear is in my heart - just when I stop, it starts
And I can never live this way

Freedom in a cage - no sun and too much rage
I don′t know how much I can take
Push it down inside, but it knows just where I hide
I know that "normal" is hard to fake
Bleeding into life - it′s like a thousand knives
Are slowing turning me to this
Why does it have to be like this?

I don′t know what′s wrong,
It′s like I′m too far gone
It doesn′t matter, anyway
Fear is in my heart - just when I stop, it starts
And I can never live this way

I lost again, today...

I don′t know what′s wrong,
It′s like I′m too far gone
It doesn′t matter, anyway
Fear is in my heart - just when I stop, it starts
And I can never live this way
Living with a curse, somtimes it′s even worse
It slowly kills me everyday
Something I despise is gonna take my life
I guess I′ll try again today