Why don′t you feel me? I′m so in need. Is it a wonder I resist from you? I was the one who fell in this game Then you took me away from you...
I′m fine without you now I don′t need you here I′m fine without you now Сan you disappear? I′m fine without you now I′ve given you my heart I′m fine without you now I′ve given you... Given you everything I′m fine without you now I′ve given you my heart I′m fine without you now I′ve given you... I′ve given you everything I′ve given you everything I′ve given you everything I′ve given you everything I′ve given you everything
You′ve made it clear now - This the end No more goodbyes and symphaties from me All you still want is that physical thing But you′ve taken it enough from me...
I′m fine without you now I don′t need you here I′m fine without you now Сan you disappear? I′m fine without you now I′ve given you my heart I′m fine without you now I′ve given you... Given you everything I′m fine without you now I′ve given you my heart I′m fine without you now I′ve given you... I′ve given you everything I′ve given you everything I′ve given you everything I′ve given you everything I′ve given you everything
Stay with me wont you wait for me Care for me and never say never
Love, your in my flashing bottle Wherever youre going home I′ll follow you there
You′re in my head In my heart In my soul The air I breath [x3] You′re my favorite need I′ll follow you, yeah
Mmmmmmm
I′ll follow you
But everything seems lost I′m stuck in falling down You will guide me home
So promise me you′ll stay with me Won′t you wait for me Care for me and never say never Stay with me Won′t you wait for me Care for me and never say never again.
You see the world through your window You don’t even go outside anymore Only feel safe feeling hollow You think your scars are way too deep to be cured
You hide your heart in the shadows So afraid to open up to anyone But I can see your faded halo And I can make it burn again, like the sun
If you stay for a while Let me hold you tonight Just open your eyes you will see the light
But stay for a while Let me hold you tonight Just open your eyes you will see the light shine You don’t have to be frozen You don’t have to be broken tonight
I can see your faded halo And I can make it burn again, like the sun
Just stay for a while Let me hold you tonight Just open your eyes you will see the light shine You don’t have to be frozen You don’t have to be broken
Yeah I keep dreaming that I have it all I′m always waiting for that something more
I′m still craving to have you by my side I know our love is fading but soon it will shine
And I can′t see today and I can′t see tomorrow your burning out my head and in my brain it′s going wrong and I will live today and I will live tomorrow no matter what is said or done even if it′s going wrong even if it′s going wrong even if it′s going wrong your burning out my head
I keep searching forever in your eyes I′ll be careful but soon we will shine And I can′t see today and I can′t see tomorrow your burning out my head and in my brain it′s going wrong and I will live today and I will live tomorrow no matter what is said or done even if it′s going wrong even if it′s going wrong even if it′s going wrong your burning out my head
Even if it′s going wrong your burning out my head and I can′t see today and I can′t see tomorrow your burning out my head and I can′t see today and I can′t see tomorrow your burning out my head and I can′t see today and I can′t see tomorrow your burning out my head and in my brain it′s going wrong and I will live today and I will live tomorrow no matter what is said or done even if it′s going wrong
See the mirror in your eyes See the truth behind your lies Your lies are haunting me See the reason in your eyes Giving answer to the why Your eyes are haunting me
Falling in and out of love in love, in love Falling in and out of love your love, your love
See the mirror in your eyes see the truth behind your lies Your lies are haunting me see the reason in your eyes Giving answer to the why Your eyes are haunting me
Falling in and out of love in love, in love Falling in and out of love your love, your love in love in love in love
Why can′t you see it? Why can′t you feel? In and out of love each time
Why can′t you feel it? Why can′t you see it? In and out of love
You keep keep runnin′ I keep keep fallin′ Let it fade away.
Here I am Standing naked Thats what she said I dont mind as long as I get what I want
She′s heven sent I take this subway You′re always sorry When you tell me What youre feeling
Ooooh she′s so special Ooooh she′s so special
On and on and on she cries to men On and on she makes me feel so special She′s a devil in disguise She′s a golddigger
Well I dont mind Don′t really care This is the end It will be the last time (well I dont mind) You′re always begging for salvation But you don′t have selfrespect
Ooooh she′s so special Ooooh so fucking special
On and on and on she cries to men On and on she makes me feel so special She′s a devil in disguise She′s a golddigger
Well I dont mind Don′t really care
I don′t wanna be inside of you, I don′t wanna be afraid of you It takes me knowing and leves me nothing
Oooh she′s so special You′re so fucking special
On and on and on she cries to men On and on she makes me feel so special She′s a devil in disguise She′s a golddigger
For each forgotten kiss For all the memories For all the times in love Said all we had to say You played your part so well A modern Romeo You came on Cupid′s wings And then you flew away
When you touched my face When you call my name I′m burned with desire When you touched my face When you call my name I′m burned with desire
For every sleepless night Forever in your arms For every hour spent Lost in the memory You broke your promises No shame and no regrets You burned the bridges to An endless mystery
When you touched my face When you call my name I′m burned with desire When you touched my face When you call my name I′m burned with desire
Everyface i see is cold as ice Everything i touch is pale Ever since i lost imagination
Like a stream that flows into the sea I am lost for all eternity Ever since you took your love away from me
Some times(Some times)
Everyface i see is cold as ice Everything i touch is pale Ever since i lost imagination
Like a stream that flows into the sea I am lost for all eternity Ever since you took your love away from me
Some times, some times, some times
Some times, the sound of goodbye Is louder than any drumbeat Some times, the sound of goodbye Is louder than any drumbeat Some times, the sound of goodbye The sound of goodbye The sound of goodbye
Some times, the sound of goodbye Is louder than any drumbeat Some times, the sound of goodbye Is louder than any drumbeat
Закрываю дверь на все замки И не отвечаю на звонки Тихо так, что только ночь слышна И со стен стекает тишина.
И опять за окнами шаги То близки, то далеки
Только ночь-подруга мне шепнёт Что никто сегодня не придёт.
Ну и что с того Это не волнует никого.
Припев: Первый день без тебя обычный день Гаснут в окнах огни и чья-то тень Словно ангел пролетела. Первый день без тебя и первый раз Ясно есть только я, нет больше нас Но кому какое дело.
За окном неоновый мираж Может это праздник, но не наш Не заплачу и не позову Как-нибудь, но всё переживу.
Ну и что с того Это не волнует никого.
Припев.
Может — нет, может — да, любовь — западня Но что с того, всё это важно только для меня. Словно ангел пролетела. Но кому какое дело.
Закрываю дверь на все замки И не отвечаю на звонки Тихо так, что только ночь слышна И со стен стекает тишина И со стен стекает тишина.
Мы играли в любовь не по правилам, Пусть себя погублю, но я тебя не люблю.
Что люблю раньше думала, и тебя я придумала, Теперь за ошибки плачу. Просто разные мы с тобой, поняла — ты не мой герой,
А лгать я себе не хочу.
Припев: Мы играли в любовь не по правилам, Своё сердце на кон я поставила. Сорвалась пелена с глаз моих сейчас И я больше не сплю. Улетаю в окно птицей белою, И пусть много ошибок наделаю, Разобью этот мир, что для нас двоих, Пусть себя погублю, но я тебя не люблю.
Пусть такое случается, только жизнь не кончается, Нельзя обойтись без потерь. Это просто спасение и моё воскрешение. Поверь, я другая теперь.
I need a bigger mood To block out the sun I don′t wanna see what i′ve become And you could fight your way Give back what you really want It′s nothing special anyway
[chorus:] Yeah you′re always in my way I′m falling faster everyday Yeah you′re always in my way I gotta spit you out You bring me down Everthing just crashes to the ground Cause you were always in my way
I can feel a brake A bruise from another day It′s hard to say just what i feel It all seems broken now When i′m stuck on the in between Staring at something out of reach
[repeat chorus]
Go!
Yeah you′re always in my way Yeah you′re always in my way You bring me down Everthing just crashes to the ground Cause you were always in my way Cause you were always in my way Cause you were always in my way Yeah
I’ll make you a 5 star enemy I’ve taken a fall would you like to see Choke it down what a sound run away from me Keep on laughing girl do you see me
Break it down now What chu want anyway Right about now What chu want anyway I’ll fuck it up again What chu want anyway We keep falling in love What a beautiful disaster
Connect my skull to the socket burn baby burning like a rocket Cant sell no tell would you buy it Thick skin now don’t you wanna try it
Break it down now What chu want anyway Right about now What chu want anyway I’ll fuck it up again What chu want anyway We keep falling in love What a beautiful disaster
What a beautiful disaster [x3]
Connect my skull to the socket burn baby burning like a rocket Choke it down what a sound run away from me Keep on laughing girl do you see me
Break it down now [x2]
Break it down now What chu want anyway Right about now What chu want anyway I’ll fuck it up again What chu want anyway We keep falling in love We keep falling in love
Break it down now What chu want anyway Right about now What chu want anyway I’ll fuck it up again What chu want anyway We keep falling in love What a beautiful disaster
She paints her nails But she don′t know He′s got her best friend on the phone She′ll wash her hair His dirty cloths But all he gives to her And he′s got posters on the wall Of all the girls he wished she was And he means EVERYTHING to her
(chorus)
Her boyfriend He don′t know Anything About her He′s too stoned Nintendo I wish that I could make her see She′s just the flavor of the week
It′s friday night And she′s all alone He′s a million miles away She′s dressed to kill The tv′s on He′s connected to the sound
And he′s got pictures on the wall Of all the girls he′s loved before And she knows all his favorite songs
(chorus)
Her boyfriend He don′t know Anything About her He′s too stoned Nintendo I wish that I could make her see She′s just the flavor of the week
Her boyfriend He don′t know Anything About her He′s too stoned He′s too stoned He′s too stoned
Her boyfriend He don′t know Anything About her He′s too stoned Nintendo I wish that I could make her see She′s just the flavor of the week
My name is Alanis. I′m a white chick singer The drums are a - smokin′ and so′s the bass Shake your thing When you sing Just sixteen No disco queen
I′m a white chick singer I′ve seen the world I′ve got A lession 4u I′m your teacher girl Two words you′ll be hearin′ will Shake the earth so repeat after me No need to be rehearsed
CHORUS: Oh yeah
My name is Alanis I′m just sixteen so Please gimme a break I′m no disco queen Just hear what I′m sayin′ you don′t Wanna miss I got a message 4U and it Goes like this
CHORUS
Ride my train Go insane Your teacher girl Rules your world
Now don′t overdo it when you shake your thing Cause you′ll be goin′ insane when you start To sing Without special training an amateur Could be a casuality case if they sing These words
CHORUS
Yo - Ah Yo - Ah Wo - oh Yeah!
The drums are a smokin′ and so′s the Bass they keep on pumpin′ a groove and it′ll melt your face Comon′ everybody and blow your mind Because you′l never escape these 2 Words of mine HA HA HA AH...
I′d be lying if I said I was completely unscathed I might be proving you right with my silence or my retaliation Would I be letting you win my non reaction? How would I explain How would I explain this to my children if I had them? Because I can′t not Because I can′t not Because I can′t afford to be misread one more time Would I be whining if I said I needed a hug? Would you feel slighted if I said your love′s not enough? How can I complain? How can I complain when I′m the one who reaches for it? Because I can′t not Because I can′t not Because I cannot walk without my crutches Because I can′t not Because I can′t not Because I can′t help wonder why you ask me To all the unheard wisdom in the school yard You think you′re the right ones You think you′re the charmed ones I′m sure How can you go on with such conviction? And who do you think you are why do you question me? Because we can′t not Because we can′t not Because we can′t help laugh at underestimations Because we can′t not Because we can′t not Because we can′t afford to be misled one more time Because we can′t not Because we can′t not Because we cannot help without your willingness Why do you affect me? why do you affect me still? Why do you hinder me? why do you hinder me still? Why do you unnerve me? why do you unnerve me still? Why do you trigger me? why do you trigger me still?
know there′s a reason you′re forcing a smile You hide what you′re feeling and you have for a while I can tell that you′re falling And you feel that you can′t go on But a new day is calling And you′ll see that the feeling is gone
CHORUS: You know you′re not the only one Who has a lot to overcome And when the time has come then you move on ′Cause you′ve been crying for too long Sometimes life is so unkind But change is never a waste of time
I know how you′re feeling, I′ve been there before The hurting is something much to strong to ignore Don′t be waiting for someone Who can take all your fear away When there′s no one to listen That is when you should not be afraid
CHORUS
But change is never a waste... it′s never a waste of time
I pray for peace They require me to kick into high gear We may as well have our Phd′s Might we compose was never taken into account
I pray they let out or talk it out She would give me a wink across the room I would have made a really good lawyer I had a really good strategy for putting things back on the wall of the hoser
Thank God it was the God dammed wall I would have to hide all my valuables Who would calm my mother down? Who would calm me down once I talked her through it?
My mother and I were the official peace makers It was a full time job I would send my mother directly to bed do not collect 200 We′d talk about it till 5am when I′d come visiting her 5 years later
We would pray for peace It was most comfortable and familiar
Dear matthew I like you a lot I realize you′re in a relationship with someone right now and I respect that I would like you to know that if you′re ever single in the future And you want to come visit me in california I would be open to spending time with you And finding out how old you were when you wrote your first song
Dear eric I liked you too much I used to be attracted to boys who would lie to me And think solely about themselves and you were plenty self - destructive for my taste at the time I used to say the more tragic the better the truth is whenever I think of the early 90′s your face Comes up with a vengeance like it was yesterday
Dear terry I love you muchly you′ve been nothing but open hearted and emotionally available And supportive and nurturing and consummately there for me I kept drawing you in And pushing you away I remember how beautiful it was to fall asleep on your couch And cry in front of you for the first time you were the best platform from which to jump Beyond myself what was wrong with me
Dear marc you rocked my world you had a charismatic way about you with the women And you got me seriously thinking about spirituality and you wouldn′t let me get away With kicking my own ass but I could never really feel relaxed and looked out for around You though and that stopped us from going any further than we did and it′s kinda too bad Because we could′ve had much more fun
Dear terrance you were an adventure besides being a few decades older than I was You used to write the most poetic loveletters and I still have them you were in And out of several marriages and you liked them young and naive so you could have The power and the dramas to feel fear I wonder what your wife thought of all of this
Dear christian we learned so much I realize we won′t be able to talk for some time And I understand that as I do you the long distance thing was the hardest and we did As well as we could we were together during a very tumultuous time in our lives I will always Have your back and be curious about you about your career about your whereabouts
Dear taylor I missed you a lot there was a period of time when I was too mad to even bring up Your name and it killed me to hear you discount the time we spent together I knew all along That we had different tastes in moderations and we couldn′t hang out forever and while it lasted It was hilarious
Can you relate to what it says The lyrics are straight from the heart The soul is expressed in the lyrics The virtues and vices are released
Chorus: Keep The Radio On, This song means so much to me Keep the Radio On, The words live right through me The lyrics are comforting Like I expressed them my self Keep The Radio on, the song speaks for itself.
Why Can′t You Relate To my way of thinking Why don′t you understand All the things I am feeling I am not a stranger to opinions In fact i have my own I am no stranger to delusions Although you live through mine
Repeat Chorus
Keep The Radio On Keep The Radio On The words have their meaning Keep The Radio On Can′t you feel what they are saying Keep The Radio On
It′s late at night and no one′s around And only my heart is making a sound I lay awake alone in my bed And I can′t sleep should I call you instead
I think of you far too much ′cause you, you′re one of a kind I′m not like an open book ′cause I′ve got something in mind
CHORUS: You know I can′t deny the way I feel inside I won′t be hiding my love You know I can′t disguise you′re always on my mind And now I can′t get enough
Give me love, I know that you can I like the strength of a confident man It′s in my blood and all through my veins You feel it once and you′re never the same
Whenever I close my eyes you′re there. I feel it inside But why am I holding in my love, I can′t tell you why
CHORUS
I think of you far too much ′cause you, you′re one of a kind I′m not like an open book ′cause I′ve got something in mind You know I, you know I, I can′t deny Every day you′re always on my mind You know I, you know I, I can′t disguise Can′t deny the way I feel inside
If it weren′t for your maturity none of this would have happened If you weren′t so wise beyond your years I would′ve been able to control myself If it weren′t for my attention you wouldn′t have been successful and If it weren′t for me you would never have amounted to very much
Ooh this could be messy But you don′t seem to mind Ooh don′t go telling everybody And overlook this supposed crime
We′ll fast forward to a few years later And no one knows except the both of us And I have honored your request for silence And you′ve washed your hands clean of this
You′re essentially an employee and I like you having to depend on me You′re kind of my protaagaa and one day you′ll say you learned all you know from me I know you depend on me like a young thing would to a guardian I know you sexualize me like a young thing would and I think I like it
Ooh this could get messy But you don′t seem to mind Ooh don′t go telling everybody And overlook this supposed crime
We′ll fast forward to a few years later And no one knows except the both of us And I have honored your request for silence And you′ve washed your hands clean of this
What part of our history′s reinvented and under rug swept? What part of your memory is selective and tends to forget? What with this distance it seems so obvious?
Just make sure you don′t tell on me especially to members of your family We best keep this to ourselves and not tell any members of our inner posse I wish I could tell the world cuz you′re such a pretty thing when you′re done up properly I might want to marry you one day if you watch that weight and keep your firm body
Ooh this could be messy and Ooh I don′t seem to mind Ooh don′t go telling everybody And overlook this supposed crime
Monday morning is not Monday morning ′till Taylor has his coffee Friday night is not Friday night ′till Jessie leaves the room sweating Tuesday morning is not Tuesday morning ′till Nick has his talk with his son Thursday night is not Thursday night ′till Chris has sex with his bass
CHORUS Come on to the Weekend ′cause the Weekend I′ll get high Hold off ′till the Weekend ′cause there′s too much time to think And they′re really nice guys
Tuesday morning is Wednesday afternoon when you cry all night Wednesday early we fall into work all caught up in the day by day Thursday morning is not Thursday morning ′till someone says how′s your life How′s your life? Ye how′s your life How′s your life?
CHORUS Come on to the weekend ′cause the weekend I′ll get by Hold off ′till the weekend ′cause there′s too much time to think and not much time to cry Hold off ′till the weekend ′cause the weekend we′ll be high Hold off ′till the weekend ′cause there′ll be no time but we′ll get by
What if there were no more mama′s boys What if no one shares their humble appearance What there were no consequences What if there were no more arguments Well that′d be a shame Wouldn′t that be impossible And you would be board ′cause you wouldn′t want it a little to late...
CHORUS Hold on ′till the weekend ′cause the weekend I′ll get by Hold off ′till the weekend ′cause the man upstairs has the really nice guys Hold off ′till the weekend ′cause the weekend I′ll get high Hold off ′till the weekend ′cause we may look strange but we surely will get by
What if there were no more mama′s boys What if we all had no thinking together Would that be a shame... Wouldn′t that′d be impossible And you would be bored ′cause you wouldn′t want to lead it away
What did you think I′d be doing now While you left me I was thinking aloud Would there be no end to my sorrow Will I make it through tomorrow Fate Stay With Me
Chorus: Oh, Please Fate Stay with me, and guide me along my way There has been so many problems So please stay, please, stay Fate stay with me, will you help me on my way
Will you end my troubles Will you please stay, please... I wanted money and hope and A dream to carry me forever
This is all the hope I got left Help me to get it together, now I can sing or act or dance but I still won′t get far Unless you help me please to be a big star
Repeat chorus
I don′t want to be a queen, no, Or a princess with all my jewels, oh If you could guide me And you could help me But don′t go too far, I just want to be a star
Repeat chorus
Yes guide me Forver guide me Will you stay with me and guide me along the way If I succeed because of you, fate my friend I′ll be so happy
I am a man as a man I′ve been told Bacon is brought to the house in this mold Born of your bellies I yearn for the cord Years I have groveled repentance ignored
And I have been blamed And I have repented I′m working my way toward our union mended
I am man who has grown from a son Been crucified by enraged women I am son who was raised by such men I′m often reminded of the fools I′m among
And I have been shamed And I have relented I′m working my way toward our union mended And I have been shamed And I have repented I′m working my way toward our union mended
We don′t fare well with endless reprimands We don′t do well with a life served as a sentence This won′t work well if you′re hell bent on your offence I am a man who understands your resistance
I am a man who still does what he can To dispel our archaic reputation I am a man who has heard all he can Cuz I don′t fare well with endless punishment
Cuz I have been blamed and I have repented I′m working my way toward our union mended And we have been blamed and we have repented I′m working my way toward our union mended
Do you derive joy when someone else succeeds? Do you not play dirty when engaged in competition? Do you have a big intellectual capacity but know That it alone does not equate wisdom? Do you see everything as an illusion? But enjoy it even though you are not of it? Are you both masculine and feminine? politically aware? And don′t believe in capital punishment?
These are 21 things that I want in a lover Not necessarily needs but qualities that I prefer
Do you derive joy from diving in and seeing that Loving someone can actually feel like freedom? are you funny? ¨¤ la self-deprecating? like adventure? and have many formed opinions?
These are 21 things that I want in a lover Not necessarily needs but qualities that I prefer I figure I can describe it since I have a choice in the matter These are 21 things I choose to choose in a lover
I′m in no hurry I could wait forever I′m in no rush cuz I like being solo There are no worries and certainly no pressure in the meantime I′ll live like there′s no tomorrow
Are you uninhibited in bed? more than three times a week? Up for being experimental? are you athletic? Are you thriving in a job that helps your brother? are you not addicted? ...curious and communicative…
Make sure she′s alright She just can′t wait to party She′ll make it look so easy Why won′t you listen to me Yeah
Jealousy - some girls have it rough oh baby Loyalty - why is that so tough, the trust is gone
CHORUS: Jealous don′t you know your girl is jealous She can′t help but be suspicious Can′t you see, that girl is jealous So better make it right
Cruelty - it′s easy for him to be Fallacy - you′re out on a limb for him
Conspiracy Anxiety she just can′t wait to party Strategy totally she′ll make it look so easy Loyalty disagree why won′t you listen to me Fantasy Novelty she will be free
CHORUS
Jealous - it′s no fallacy Jealous - she doesn′t trust you much Suspicious - so baby can′t you see that girl Don′t trust you much make sure she′s alright
You got a plastic name and a plastic heart You can play the game or you′ll never start I′m talkin′ to you You got a plastic house and a plastic fence Gotta look around or you′ll lose your friends Am I gettin′ through?
You got a plastic girl in a plastic bed And she′s in your house made of gingerbread And you′re in there too Got a plastic smile on a plastic face But it′s underneath that you can′t erase But what can you do - do - do?
CHORUS: Say Love - it′s not that hard after all (tell me what I want, what I wanna hear) When everybody does Say Love - it′s gonna tear down the walls (tell me what I want, what I wanna hear) If everybody loves
You live in a plastic dream through a plastic card But reality you don′t disregard You know that it′s true You got a plastic goal in a plastic life Gotta search your soul gotta make it right And here′s what you do - do - do
CHORUS
Wake up in the morin′ Some are not sleepin′ tight A matter you′ve been ignorin′ Why can′t you just say it? Will not wait forever Can′t you see I′m right I want you to endeavor To tell me again and again!
For you they live in a quiet monastery For you they wear whatever you want them to as long as it is short They count to ten when you tell them how to drive And when they′re afraid they let you speak for them
All hail the king of intimidation Obeyer of Christian behavior
For you we′ll wax; we skin, chicken our legs For you we chew our nails if we had any but fake ones to do it We contradict him temporarily And it was somethin′ about how you talk down to me
All hail the king of intimidation Obeyer of Christian behavior
The role of compromises for the family you now want some There′s only so much we can do to make you rest assured
I am single I am weary You′re just jealous You′re just confused You′re just hungry You′re in sin now You′re not happy You like kidding
All hail the king of intimidation Obeyer of Christian behavior
He knows not of what he has wrongly done So forgive his ignorant behavior
You are tortured You are captured You are busted We were silent You were tested You did better You are lonely Was it worth it? La, la, la, la
Your love ain′t enough - OW! You′re just a party party party boy yeah Oh baby You′re just a party party party boy!
From the moment I walked into your life I knew right then it was a serious Thing 4U
I got a kick out of your party friends After a while I found a holiday, overdue Who completely away from you Oh baby your love ain′t enough - OW!
CHORUS: Party Boy You′re just a party boy Ain′t no time for sleepin′ cause you′re misbehavin′ Party Boy You′re just a party boy Wake up soon and open your eyes The time has come to see the light
It took me long enough to realize That all you give me is a really big broken heart And I remember how it used to be There was a time when we could never be Torn apart and now I wish that we could make a start You know I gave you all my love - OW!
CHORUS
This world of yours turning upside down Goin′ up and down like a merry - go - round A rumor goin′ on right across the town Why can′t you see it?
I gave you love like you never knew And you′re givin′ me nothing but an attitude And now I′m gonna give a bit of solitude I′ll miss you baby oh... Misbehavin′ - now I′ll mis ya
Ow! Your just a party party party boy Yeah oh baby You′re just a party party party boy! I′ve got to say to you so you listen Hey Boy A - Good Bye!
I′m lookin′ for someone who can made me feel A serious love like Juliet′s is real A little impulsive and a boy at heart A little bit shy but he′ll be oh so smart
Superman I need a superman
You got a complicated girl like me He′s gotta be fair and treat me properly yeah I want him to understand equality You gotta Keep searchin′ everywhere in the world You gotta keep lookin′ or you′ll miss the feelin′
CHORUS: You gotta be tough to make it today who You do it your way and not how they say You′ll find him somewhere You gotta be tough to make it today who And never be scared of finding your way To Superman
Should I call him on the telephone Should I go seem him or just stay at home Will be different from the other boys If I could find him I′d be overjoyed
Superman where are you Superman Whenever it seems like everything′s on the line You gotta keep lookin′ or you′ll miss the feelin′
CHORUS
With all the other boys I never knew What it took to make a choice When he′s mine I′m gonna stop All my changin′ around now Between the two of us there′ll be Enough goin′ on that′s serious I can′t wait ′til I can stop All my lookin′ around now
I found my Superman I found my Superman
Whenever it seems like everything′s On the line you gotta keep lookin′ or You′ll miss the feelin′
Sometimes is never quite enough If you′re flawless, then you′ll win my love Don′t forget to win first place Don′t forget to keep that smile on your face
Be a good boy Try a little harder You′ve got to measure up And make me prouder
How long before you screw it up How many times do I have to tell you to hurry up With everthing I do for you The least you can do is keep quiet Be a good girl You′ve gotta try a little harder That simply wasn′t good enough To make us proud
I′ll live through you I′ll make you what I never was If you′re the best, then maybe so am I Compared to him compared to her I′m doing this for youre own damn good You′ll make up for what I bled What′s the problem... why are you crying
Be a good boy Push a little farther now That wasn′t fast enough To make us happy We′ll love you just the way you are if you′re perfect
Dear matthew I like you alot I realise you′re in a relationship with someone right now And I respect that I would like you to know that if you′re ever single in the future And you want to come visit me in california I would be open to spending time with you And finding out how old you were when you wrote your first song Dear jonathan I like you too much I used to be attracted to boys who would lie to me And think solely about themselves And you were plenty self - destructive for my taste At the time I used to say the more tragic the better the truth is Whenever I think about the early 90′s Your face comes up with a vengeance like it was yesterday Dear terrance I love you muchly You′ve been nothing but open hearted and emotionally available and supportive And nurturing and consummately there for me I kept drawing you in and pushing you away I remember How beautiful it was to fall asleep on your couch and cry in front of you for the first time You were the best platform from which to jump beyond myself what was wrong with me Dear marcus you rocked my world You had a charismatic way about you with the women and you got me Seriously thinking about spirituality and you wouldn′t let me get away with kicking my own ass But I could never really feel Relaxed and looked out for around you though And that stopped us from going any further than we did And it′s kinda too bad because we could′ve had much more fun Dear lou we learned so much I realise we won′t be able to talk for some time and I understand that as I do you The long distance thing was the hardest and we did as well as we could We were together during a very tumultuous time In our lives I will always have your back And be curious about you and your career and your whereabouts
[Verse 1:] So it starts with the pauses As singular and quiet It′s still and it is patient Intended as it grows And we go From sunrise to sun falling From daughter to sister Angels through Maria
[Verse 2:] Our reaching is daunting But perfectly far reaching And our mission is joined With our children returning There′s blood and there′s sweat And there′s fears unabated And there′s grief in the night time While the phoenix is rising Rising high leading me home
[Chorus 1:] So this is the morning We′re more keen to blending We′re led by the senses We′re serving our family We′re graced by the tender We′re upping the ante We can′t help but orient Homebound t′ward unity
[Bridge:] And this sight of inclusion This [?] protected [?] safe by intention Educate me far and wide
[Verse 3:] And this small section of the world It calls me to my highest To true collaboration
[Alternate lyrics:] Senses are delicate And fashion toward the whole The tales, they′re high The vibes, they′re high The tales, they′re tall My specialty I am carrying by This shaky arm
[Chorus 2:] So this is the morning We′re more keen to blending We′re led by the senses We′re serving our family And these are our sisters And this our specialty And this our commitment to whole
There′s a little black spot on the sun today That′s my soul up there it′s the same old thing as yesterday That′s my soul up there There′s a black hat Caught in a high tree top That′s my soul up there There′s a flag pole rag and the wind wont stop That′s my soul up there
I have stood here before in the pouring rain With the world turning Circles running round my brain I guess I′m always hoping that you′ll end this reign But it′s my destiny to be the king of pain
There′s a fossil that′s trapped in a high Cliff wall There′s a dead salmon frozen in a waterfall There′s a blue whale beached by a springtides ebb There′s a butterfly trapped in a spiders web There′s a king on a throne with his eyes torn out There′s a blind man looking for a shadow of doubt There′s a rich man sleeping on a golden bed There′s a skeleton Choking on a Crust of bread There′s a red fox torn by a huntsman′s pack There′s a black winged gull with a broken back There′s a little black spot on the sun today it′s the same old thing as yesterday
I have stood here before in the pouring rain With the world turning Circles running round my brain I guess I always thought you Could end this reign But it′s my destiny to be the king of pain
Dear momma′s boy I know you′ve had your butt licked by your mother I know you′ve enjoyed all that attention from her And every woman graced with your presence after Dear narcissus boy I know you′ve never really apologized for anything I know you′ve never really taken responsibility I know you′ve never really listened to a woman
Dear me - show boy I know you′re not really into conflict resolution Or seeing both sides of every equation Or having an uninterrupted conversation
And any talk of healthiness And any talk of connectedness And any talk of resolving this Leaves you running for the door
(why why do I try to love you Try to love you when you really don′t want me To)
Dear egotist boy you′ve never really had to suffer any consequence You′ve never stayed with anyone longer than ten minutes You′d never understand anyone showing resistance Dear popular boy I know you′re used to getting everything so easily A stranger to the concept of reciprocity People honor boys like you in this society
And any talk of selflessness And any talk of working at this And any talk of being of service Leaves you running for the door
(why why do I try to help you try to help you When you really don′t want me to)
You go back to the women who will dance the dance You go back to your friends who will lick your ass You go back to ignoring all the rest of us You go back to the center of your universe
Dear self centered boy I don′t know why I still feel affected by you I′ve never lasted very long with someone like you I never did although I have to admit I wanted to Dear magnetic boy you′ve never been with anyone who doesn′t take your shit You′ve never been with anyone who′s dared to call you on it I wonder how you′d be if someone were to call you on it
And any talk of willingness And any talk of both feet in And any talk of commitment Leaves you running for the door
(why why do I try to change you try to Try to change you when you really don′t Want me to)
You go back to the women who will dance the dance You go back to your friends who will lick your ass You go back to being so oblivious You go back to the center of the universe
through you I see I) Between a broken nose and a fake smile Between piety and gunpowder Between fighting and fleeing the scene Between murder and diplomacy Between aggression and ????? Between brutal and realistically well behaved Between screaming and pulling in the reins Between tiptoeing and ambleing
What am I to do with all this fire (I′d like to hit you but I′d never hit you) Would you stay with me in this red space (I′d like to slap you but I′d never slap you)
Chorus Between violence and silently seething Between my fist and my pollyanna flower Between fuck you to your face and it′s alright Between war and denial
Between flying vases and secretly weeping Between loose cannons and ever downplaying Between bruises and rudely differing Between bursting and boiling
What am I to do with all this burning (I′d like to hurt you but I′d never hurt you) Do I overwhelm you in this place (I′d like to kill you but I′d never kill you)
What am I to do with all this fire Can you understand me in this place?
Are you still mad I kicked you out of bed? Are you still mad I gave you ultimatums? Are you still mad I compared you to all My forty year old male friends? Are you still mad I shared our problems With everybody?
Are you still mad I had an emotional affair? Are you still mad I tried to mold you into Who I wanted you to be? Are you still mad I didn′t trust your intentions? Of course you are Of course you are
Are you still mad that I flirted wildly? Are you still mad I had a tendency to mother you? Are you still mad that I had one foot out the door? Are you still mad that we slept together even after We had ended it? Of course you are Of course you are
Are you still mad I wore the pants most of the time? Are you still mad that I seemed to focus Only on your potential? Are you still mad that I threw in the towel? Are you still mad that I gave up long before you did? Of course you are Of course you are
You′ll complete me right? then my life can finally begin I′ll be worthy right? only when you realize the gem I am?
But this won′t work now the way it once did And I won′t keep it up even though I would love to Once I know who I′m not then I′ll know who I am But I know I won′t keep on playing the victim
These precious illusions in my head did not let me down when I was defenseless And parting with them is like parting with invisible best friends
This ring will me yet as will you knight in shining armor This pill will help me yet as will these boys gone through like water
But this won′t work as well as the way it once did Cuz I want to decide between survival and bliss And though I know who I′m not I still don′t know who I am But I know I won′t keep on playing the victim
These precious illusions in my head did not let me down when I was a kid And parting with them is like parting with a childhood best friend
I′ve spent so long firmly looking outside me I′ve spent so much time living in survival mode
I went to your house Walked up the stairs I opened your door without ringing a bell I walked down the hall Into your room Where I could smell you And I Shouldn′t be here Without Permission Shouldn′t be here Would you forgive me love If I danced in your shower Would you forgive me love If I laid in your bed Would you forgive me love If I stayed out left and new oh... I took off my clothes Put on your rob Went through your drawers and I found your cologne Went down to the den Found your CD′s And I played your Johnny And I Shouldn′t stay long You might be home soon Shouldn′t stay long Would you forgive me love If I danced in your shower Would you forgive me love If I laid in your bed Would you forgive me love If I stayed out left and new oh... I burned your incense I ran a bath I noticed a letter that sat on your desk It said hello love I love you so love Meet me at midnight And no It wasn′t my writing I better go soon It wasn′t my writing So forgive me love If I cry in your shower So forgive me love For the salt in your bed So forgive me love If I cry out left and new oh...
I had high expectations It′s something I could not compromise And when I saw you I wasn′t ready It completely took my heart by surprise
Who... And when I think of the time I med you The situation looked harmless It wasn′t long before I got confused enough And soon I realized that your...
CHORUS: Love is just an emotion away I know it′s gonna get to you Love will be only a moment away A moment away you know it′s true
Lately the way I′m feeling It′s something I could never have planned I knew that one day I′d find a love thing Now I′ll never stop believing in chance
I put my heart on a shelf forever I never thought I would find you I didn′t know any better baby But then I realized that your...
CHORUS
Love is crazy love love is crazy and soon you′re gonna get some (Ad - lib)
Testosterone in large amounts Your little sister just kick out of God you can′t shave your head Come to the show The boys rock harder Your mother lent you her slip She lent you her bright red lipstick And your shoes are hurting your back But boy don′t you look gorgeous
You look gorgeous You look gorgeous You look gorgeous How you look gorgeous
This is but an observation You put a bullet in your foot You make it hard for us bitches inconsequential in your back bends And your taste in men leaves something to de desired You love them to be aloof and self obsessed They love you in your mini dress
You are looking gorgeous You′re looking gorgeous You′re looking gorgeous How you look gorgeous
When your voice is raised above a certain level I′m afraid you must go to the ladies room I left your competence in curlers
You look gorgeous You look gorgeous You′re looking gorgeous How you look gorgeous
I am the harm which you inflict. I am your brilliance and frustration. I′m the nuclear bombs if they′re to hit. I am your immaturity and your indignance. I am your misfits and your praised. I am your doubt and your conviction. I am your charity and your rape. I am your grasping and expectation.
I see you averting your glances. I see you cheering on the war. I see you ignoring your children, And I love you still. And I love you still.
I am your joy and your regret. I am your fury and your elation. I am your yearning and your sweat. I am your faithless and your religion.
I see you altering history. I see you abusing the land. I see you, your selective amnesia, And I love you still. And I love you still.
Haaaaaaaaahh I see you averting your glimpses. I see you cheering on the war. I see you ignoring your children, And I love you still. And I love you still. I see you altering history. I see you abusing the land. I see you, your selective amnesia, I love you still. And I love you still.
I am your tragedy and your fortune. I am your crisis and delight. I am your profits and your prophets. I am your art, I am your vice. I am your death and your decisions. I am your passion and your plight. I am your sickness and convalescence. I am your weapons and your light.
I see you holding your grudges. I see you gunning them down. I see you silencing your sisters, And I love you still. And I love you still. I see you lie to your country. I see you forcing them out. I see you blaming each other, And I love you still. And I love you still.
Haaaaaaaahh I see you holding your grudges. I see you gunning them down. I see you silencing your sisters, I love you still. I love you still. I see you lie to your country. I see you forcing them out. I see you blaming each other. I love you still. I love you still. I see you.
I don′t want to be the filler if the void is solely yours I don′t want to be your glass of single malt whiskey Hidden in the bottom drawer I don′t want to be a bandage if the wound is not mine Lend me some fresh air I don′t want to be adored for what I merely represent to you I don′t want to be your babysitter You′re a very big boy now I don′t want to be your mother I didn′t carry you in my womb for nine months Show me the back door
CHORUS: Visiting hours are 9 to 5 and if I show up at 10 past 6 Well I already know that you′d find some way to sneak me in and oh Mind the empty bottle with the holes along the bottom You see it′s too much to ask for and I am not the doctor
I don′t want to be the sweeper of the eggshells that you walk upon I don′t want to be your other half I believe that 1 and 1 make 2 I don′t want to be your food or the light from the fridge on your face at midnight Hey what are you hungry for I don′t want to be the glue that holds your pieces together I don′t want to be your idol See this pedestal is high and I′m afraid of heights I don′t want to be lived through A vicarious occasion Please open the window
REPEAT CHORUS
I don′t want to live on someday when my motto is last week I don′t want to be responsible for your fractured hear and its wounded beat I don′t want to be a substitute for the smoke you′ve been inhaling What do you thank me What do you thank me for
For hearing all my doubts so selectively and For continuing my numbing love endlessly. For helping you and myself: not even considering For beating myself up and overfunctioning.
To whom do I owe the biggest apology? No oneas been crueler than Iave been to me.
For letting you decide if I indeed was desirable For myself love being so embarassingly conditional. And for denying myself to somehow make us compatible And for trying to fit a rectangle into a ball.
And To whom do I owe the biggest apology? No oneas been crueler than Iave been to me.
I′m sorry to myself. My apologies begin here before everybody else. I′m sorry to myself. For treating me worse than I would anybody else.
For blaming myself for your unhappiness And for my impatience when I was perfect where I was. Ignoring all the signs that I was not ready, And expecting myself to be where you wanted me to be.
To whom do I owe the first apology? No oneas been crueler than Iave been to me.
And Iam sorry to myself. My apologies begin here before everybody else. Iam sorry to myself. For treating me worse than I would anybody else.
Well, I wonder which crime is the biggest ? Forgetting you or forgetting myself... Had I heeded the wisdom of the latter, I wouldave naturally loved the former.
For ignoring you: my highest voices. For smiling when my strife was all too obvious. For being so disassociated from my body, And for not letting go when it wouldave been the kindest thing.
To whom do I owe the biggest apology? No oneas been crueler than Iave been to me.
And Iam sorry to myself. My apologies begin here before everybody else Iam sorry to myself. For treating me worse than I would anybody else. Iam sorry to myself. My apologies begin here before everybody else Iam sorry to myself. For treating me worse than I would anybody else
You hadn′t seen your father in such a long time He died in the arms of his lover how dare he Your mother never left the house She never married anyone else you took it upon yourself to console her
You reminded her so much of your father So you were banished and you wonder why you′re so hypersensitive And why you can′t trust anyone but us But then how can I begin to forgive her under so many bridges with dirty water She was foolish and selfish and cowardly if you ask me
I don′t know where to begin in all of my 50 odd years I have been silently suffering and adapting perpetuating and enduring Who are you younger generation to tell me that I have unresolved problems Not many examples of fruits of this type of excruciating labour
How can you just throw words around like grieve and heal and mourn I feel fine we may not have been born as awake as you were It was much harder in those days we had paper routes up hill both ways We went from school to a job to a wife to instant parenthood
I walked into his office I felt so self conscious on the couch He was sitting down across from me he was writing down his hypothesis I don′t know I′ve got a loving supportive wife who doesn′t know how involved she should get You say his interjecting was him just calling me on my shit?
Just the other day my sweet daughter I was driving past 203 I walked up the stairs in my mind′s eye I remember how they would creak loudly She was only responsive with a drink she was only responsive by photo I was only trying to be the best big brother I could
I′ve walked sometimes confused sometimes ready to crack open wide Sometimes indignant sometimes raw Can you imagine I pay him 75 dollars an hour sometimes It feels like highway robbery And sometimes its peanuts I wish it could last a couple more hours
So here we both are battling similar demons ( not coincidentally) You see in getting beyond knowing its solely intellectually You′re not relinquishing your majestry You are wise you are warm you are courageous you are big And I love you more now than I ever have in my whole life
There are worse things I could do, than go with a boy or two Even though the neighborhood thinks I′m trashy and no good I suppose it could be true, but there are worse things I could do I could flirt with all the guys, smile at them and bat my eyes Press against them when we dance, make them think they stand a chance
Then refuse to see it through, that′s a thing I′d never do
I could stay home every night, wait around for Mr. Right Take cold showers every day, and throw my life away On a dream that won′t come true I could hurt someone like me, out of spite and jealously I don′t steal and I don′t lie, but I can feel and I can cry A fact I′ll bet you never knew But to cry in front of you, that′s the worst thing I could do