Tell me what you wish to do?
You know that your wish most likely will not come true
Not to worry because your life has been one big disappointment anyway
Thinking that if I fall asleep to her breathing
It is not despair, it is certainly that I have suffered enough
and that I am sacrificing myself for her
Tell me what you wish to do, Chileab
a falls river farewell. sometimes I sing by myself. alone, away from the angels that hold my hand.
as I walked way scared. from the memories that I choked on. memories of you. wiping them away with
glass. angels sing songs about you. they bleed in my dreams bringing those memories of you alive. as
the angels fall to their knees. their wings were torn in my dreams. my eyes were torn to shreds.
with a simple blink of an eye
the trupeter stops
he has run out of breath
he dtops to his knees
to regain his breath
panting and gasping for as much air
as he can fit into his tired lungs
he risses to his feet
with tears in his eyes
he has failed
He knew that she would leave the light on for him
Suppose that it was possible that she forgot this night
Only the crescent moon dragged its way across the dirt path he walked on
And as he closed his eyes, his mind began to drift away
This time was the only time he was able to cover her mouth
as he ripped apart her chest with his nails
Her screams soaked his hand with with spit and blood
As she fell to the floor, he walked away with joy
me no good soso what fuck u think me
me no bad buhoo what shit think my life
say say ye me no wrong si sis si lilly joy
booby doll ye like hip hop ice cream juice lime sweet
can i can see ya lovely g g spot
a spot ma mouth the taste hoola hoola kiss me on my dick
wa wa wa waoooaaaa millions come out side
one is looking
forward to be alive
i love my wife so much like a want a baby
oaeeeeyeeeeeeyyyy the cry of baby girl
hoola hoola happy day yaaa
a clustered mind is not a benefical one
i am being chocked mentally
thought flow through my head
like a verbose raging river
tambling four word phrases
jumping from noun to noun
i yearn to live for a a person
that can make me feel like pious
but instead i am shattered by irreverence
i want someone who allows themselves
to live without margins
to be bereaved
nights turn into days
and i can only remember my dreams
they seem existent
creating the smell of perfume
the fumes turn into a plague
overbearing my senses
with some imaginary woman
who fucks me from hello
when i open my eyes
i see a reflection of myself
lost and motionless
do you know the glorious?
do you know they breathe and live?
the strict attention that they give
toward their competition
is comparable to any domiant country
that exists today
not allowing their alertness
to be distracted while they take
what they want
your actions are useless
the appalled know
not to question or act our
toward the glorious in a harmful manner
the result woudl disastrous
eighter side you choose
can be negative or positive
so i appalled walk away
with their eyes closed
and mouths gaping open
trying to take in each breath
they can as they walk away
they never question them
they never even think twice about it
and all we here is his born
you can hear him strain
as the pitch retreats
deeper into a gloom monotone note
there is a sudden silence
which consumes the crowd
a second later
faces start to grow old with age
stress soaks eyes
with a foggy coat of depression
lips wrinkled
as the air grows bitterly cold
i am running
trying not to look back
leaping over fallen bodies
and seeking shelter from this living hell
her cloths were soaked with mildew
ropes burned their way
through her fragile thin wrists
i stood over her
watching to see
if she was going to live or die
i remember her
screaming and scratching to my arms
while i was tying her wrists
behind her back
she was kicking her legs
up and down in my direction
trying to prevent me from knotting the ropes
stop crying
i screamed in her face
you took me for granted this time
how could youve done this to me
i said as i punched the ground beside her
until fists were sore and bloody
honey this couldve all been different
if you had wanted it to be
i gently whispered in her ear
u dont care what you want anymore
this is what i want now
dont offer me anything
you will be wasting you breath
screaming out loud. I loved everyone. I never meant to hurt anyone. just as the nails of so many man
before Me, drove through My skin. it seemed to silence His lips. for no one really cared. He then
let out a cry that was heard for miles and miles. His love joined in with cries of love. screaming
at the top of Her lungs. screaming for something pure. pure emotional love. the kind that cannot
quiet Her lips
the damage has been done
listen to the cries of turmoil
as the day continues to rain
you can hear the vocal violence
silence the crowd
words fall short of sound
as the loudest of men
becom speechless
lack of breath
is what swept me away
as i wallow
helpless in this surreal atrocity
with night approaching
we all become vulnerable
everything seems to move slower
as time drifts apathetically
to great the dawn
as the new day begins
the effort to live becomes none
it could have been easier then this. it could have been so much more enjoyable, for the both of us.
but it wasn′t right. for me to waste time with you. thinking I even had a chance to make a
difference in your life. just forget about it. forget about me. I was only trying to make you happy.
you touched my face and kissed me on the forehead. this could not be the end. the end of something
that was never started. and I will not give you any space. if any is given, it is the last feeling
of our lips. how many times can you make up excuses not to be with me? only once.
ow we are here
we are closer to absolute control
more than ever before
my growing desire
to conquer the world
increases over night
this surge of poetic tyranny
gushes through my body conduits
feelings meet me face to face
i stand up taller than you
and watch my hands smother this world
i want to leave millions hypnotized
and gasping for their last breath
i have been here once before by myself
this is nothing new for me
i am degraded and thrown aside
realization steps away from its waltz
with my mental shadows
to present this uncoated truth
i tested your patience
without you even knowiing
so i continued to throw words
around carelessly
i knew how to get you off
certain words
evoked this beast from you
it was your carless eyes
that strayed away
which brought forth
your true feelings
now tell me of the nights
when you pushed my patience
the thrusts of hormonal guilt
i suffer here
your skin
holds the image of his face
and your hair
smells of compulsive lust
now tell me
was it worth it?
Let me rip the throat of your still warm body
Cover my eyes with the blood of lying fool
A person you sought after innocence in my arms
A person you took advantage of
For I am the fool
I am the fool you walked past threw these lies
I am the man that shall be punished
Let it be known that we create a desire
and that we are the only creatures that can
And the olive trees, for the locust devoured them as well
You will not let me die
Why not
The trees and fields have been picked dry yet you keep me here for what
To sit at your side. Let me die young and empty of days
Bury my bones under the bare olive tree
Let my name rest on the tip of your tounge
As the night captured our still voices
The contrast of the sky locks our eyes one last time
what else do I need to do? what else can I say? sorry? I have trained myself to love you. but you no
longer look at me. why? what have I done to you? I tried so hard to be perfect. but you still throw
me aside. I wish I was the symbol of passion. the passion that fills yours eyes. but I was always
second in your heart.
can i spread frustration
without speaking?
without parting my lips
except to breath?
i let my actions speak for me
because my words
collided with yours
it created tension and frustration
so i left
i didnt turn around to see
how troubled you were that night
i promise that it paled in comparison
to the anguish each step brought me
as i walked away
my heart pumps your rhapsody
i still lick my lips
to the thought of you
so now im stuck here
in the purgatory of longing
for that one kiss good-bye
i try to empty myself
of all desire that i crave for ou
but the attempt only brings me
to my knees
i succumb to you idol
this subconscious social vampire
who haunts everythought
i chock on the will to demand patence
only to find myself swallowing blood
I always pictured you with flowers in your hair. dancing in the dry rain. you held color beyond
love. yet the sensation to no longer walk in is alive. in my eyes and heart. and all I could ask was
for you to love but I am guessing that was even to hard. breaking the snows silence and this was the
end.