Pale and Dark and Tortured Blue, behind a veil you find serenity. I guess that′s something we share, violently fading into nothing to find peace, or escape it.
Curious, majestic black strands cover you entirely, yet I may there. Always being tested, an eternal game that must leave your soul in shreds, as it does mine. You have my sympathy,
but forget about everything just for tonight for this moment in life, this moment in time could be your first, or your last. You abandoned hope long ago, you abandoned love, or it abandoned you,
but now is the time for beauty, violent beauty so pure it′s scary, the past is over, this is something new, altogether alien, exotic, and welcome, erasing what came before, with a blink of her amazing eyes...
Spirits seem to drift up through a darkened sky twisting through dead branches in the night while in the moonlight we go down upon our knees entwined together only we can see their beauty beneath the stars a bell begins to toll for reasons which we really shouldnґt know so take a walk with me down to the cemetery wrap me in darkness, claire make love to me i am thunder, i am rain, i am plaisure, i am pain only in darkness can there be light tell me angel have you prayed tonight burning darkness, red ecstasy, pull me closer and make me bleed in the dark i know you all so well beauty from heaven wrapped round souls from hell so take a drink from me my sacrifice to thee damned fallen angel always blessed with me
I sense there′s something in the wind that feels like tragedy′s at hand, and though I′d like to stand by you, can′t shake this feeling that I know the worst is just around the bend.
And does she notice my feeling for her? And can she see how much she means to me? I think it′s not to be.
What will become of my dear friend? Where will his actions lead us then? Although I′d like to join the crowd in their enthusiastic cloud, try as I may it doesn′t last.
And will we ever end up together? No, I think not. It′s never to become for I am not the one...
Innocent child, how you thought you knew me, understood my ways, my dark needs, the hunt is not the thrill I′m after, I want the kill, the conquest, to be your master, wrap your arms around my pale skin, it′s too late to back out you′re in, on your knees and praise your new lord, deeper now, and here′s your reward,
Oh the witching time, like a blackened pearl. Oh how useless seem the offers of this world. A shroud is wrapped and bound, to Gallows led away though innocence is mine. The dog will have his day.
All the Love turned to Hate, the blade is in too deep and your repentance comes too late.
Oh wits misery, the madness of your stay. The best revenge, a price which you must pay.
The children hide behind, behind their little masks. They are, at their games, the only ones who laugh.
All the Love turned to Hate, the blade is in too deep and your repentance comes too late.
So did I deserve, your lies and treachery. The curtain closes now. The bell, it tolls for thee.
All your lies, all your shame. And it drives you even madder that you′ve got yourself to blame.
Is this life this degradation this pointless game, humiliation Born to die, we′re born to lose and not one choice we make we choose And when this life is at an end we find that Death′s our only friend Must we suffer through your games, oh Lord? Can God really be so bored?
We waste our lives destroying, hating, while beneath our flesh a skull lies waiting Blind to beauty blind to love, we fear of our loving Lord above Some live their lives to play their games, some live as victims, the insane Your experiment oh Lord has failed and I trust that when we meet you will forgive us
It′s futile so I′ll end this note and find a knife and slit my throat and come to track you down oh Lord you better watch your back, be sure that when we meet you′ll be surprised no loving praise, no glee filled cries Just pain and hate and tear filled sighs and the question in the end is "Why?"
Such a wretched waste of time such a fool to be so blind serpents hide behind your eyes and I′m their prey tonight
Can we end this mind fuck please, your treachery′s beyond belief must you bring us to our knees with your psychopathic tendencies? Please be gone and rest assured I see you as you are, perverse with all your lies and empty words- I fear for you there is no cure.
Here we go another game designed to butcher someone′s brain is that emotion I see feigned? all reason′s lost on the insane
Can we end this mind fuck please, your treachery′s beyond belief must you bring us to our knees with your psychopathic tendencies? Please be gone and rest assured I see you as you are, perverse with all your lies and empty words- I fear for you there is no cure.
Sincerity has not been found beneath your self appointed crown these bitter tears in which I drown will soon be yours to drag you down
Can we end this mind fuck please, your treachery′s beyond belief must you bring us to our knees with your psychopathic tendencies? Please be gone and rest assured I see you as you are, perverse with all your lies and empty words- I fear for you there is no cure.
I could take your breath away, I could make this feel so right out of the blackest shadows into your burning light
your touch would enthrall my heart, my touch could release your soul lying warm and dark in your arms, come close to me now and take control riding through endless nights, bury the nameless dead the stars will rain down in the night cast out of Heaven by jealous angels of death
together we′ll rule our world together we′ll rule theirs too lightning and thunder collide at the edge of the world for me and you
In this Paradise you′ll find just what your looking for, beauty right before you eyes, how could you ask for more? Here behind these eyes, here inside my soul hear the screams of a crucifixion ring through the dark, ring through the cold reach up and pull me down into your hallowed ground I′ll lead you into temptation, buried in passion I′ll lead you down...
What on earth went wrong just tell me what went wrong can′t understand just how you feel
I know the end is near but I no longer fear that what we had was so unreal
why can′t you feel it? you had to know how could you steal it? let me break you
you made it all so mad love or control gone bad it seems to me you don′t play fair I′ve come to know your kind through innocence then blind believed in something that was never there...
In this world of snow and cold I′ll hide in this world of ice I′ve built with pride of all things that I′d most like to receive there′s just one thing I really want this Christmas Eve I believe, I believe it′s you
I know youre out there waiting in the cold all shimmering and blue and warm to hold but if I try and really do believe I′ll get just what I′m waiting for this Christmas Eve I believe, I believe it′s you
Nothing can compare nothing can come close to you nothing can compare nothing else will ever do
buried in the snow I′ll wait for you and keep on wishing ′till my dreams come true I feel your touch, it melts the world away and we′ll be together in the light of Christmas Day far away, far away with you.
Twilight... the leaves fall, The ground... is oh so cold. Sing about God, sing on his death! Sing about love and sing about sex. Your great mystery′s a lie, hypocrisy′s the rule. Sing on. The. Death... of God!
Of darkness and light, of heaven and hell, Of sinful delights. Beneath our feet lie shattered wings, Our screams bring the awakening of God...
So say goodbye to torture and lies, And if there′s a God pray he opens his eyes. His angels aren′t the master race, We′ll tell him when we′re face to face with God.
You′re telling me that I′m the most important thing to you, but can′t you see? you′re killing me with all the things you do, and I really want to believe it′s impossible I really want to believe it′s all a dream, but I just can′t seem to wake up, I just can′t seem to turn on the light, one step off the edge and the world will seem all right
You did it again, yes you in the mirror, you put your faith in a cruel world, All my dead friends come to haunt, harm and hinder, never letting go, here to drag me down to Hell, just say goodbye...
Just answer me, what was the point of all that treachery, and soon we′ll see the truth behind all of your blasphemy,
No never again I′ll never trust no one again, I′d sooner slit my wrists and risk discovery of Hell, than stay another moment here where certain Devils dwell...
Deep in this blackened void, the space that used to be my soul no ray of light no hope has shown there in the darkened cold.
In time memories and pain will fade and disappear they must, but not until this mortal being has turned to scattered dust
You cannot judge what you don′t understand take the blade from the child′s hand all the petty lies and the jealous whores matter little and leave me bored
Repent, Remorse, Revenge
why don′t you just crucify me, nail me to a cross and bite and scratch and make me scream if that will get you off
You say a fall from grace would suit me well, well you can crawl straight back to Hell, fear not to lie, it will seem a sharper hit nor to blaspheme it will pass for wit
Long after midnight, on a night like this I′d sit by my blacklight and dream of your kiss pulsating music filled my room and my head and I dreamed what it′d be like to have you in my bed
I′m your best nightmare
And then it happened, you were in my arms your lips on my throat- your hands on my, on my... two bodies together the intimate sin the pain and the pleasure could do mortals in how could you know what I′m thinking of to me lust can be as beautiful as love here tonight, your pure heart and soul untainted passion should have no control
She asked me if I... I told her the truth I said "I′m sorry it takes me longer than you" she smiled and blushed and continued to grind and promised to make me go out of my mind
returning her promise she came to a halt licking my lips I tasted her salt then she sat up and gasped and clutched at her breast I thought she was coming- I′d never have guessed that as she grew pale, as white as a flower she collapsed to the floor and was dead in an hour.