I did it again, just last night. Sought upon that man of men, I chose not to bite:
What I let happen for a moment, acting like you were my saviour. Spared you from death or at least postponed it, I will not feed, I waiver.
You have awoken in me ire your one life counts as more than a hundred. I′ve taken as a vampire, even more than my life undead.
So many have crossed my path, But I couldn′t kill you. Seeing bloodrained and cold in the aftermath, I couldn′t give you that life too.
I′m so bent here where I fell, in not taking you, that it makes me unwell. You think so easily your soul is yours to sell, I′ve already sent your love to hell.
Night is coming, and I have left things the way they were. I can take it even your shunning, even seeing your new life with her.
Tonight when I hunt in the sea of faces, They all look like you to me. Would you mind trading places, So that I could be free.
Darkness has fallen around me, once again i am caught, familiar feelings emerge from the past, reality i can′t seem to grasp. i thought i was safe from it all, i realize how foolish i was,
i put it away in a deep dark place, now i clench my fist as tears pour down my face. had i not learned?? am i not stronger than before?? i question my abilty to learn from my mistakes, i know the wrong choice i am about to make.
my eyes staring at the ground, i wipe away my tear stained cheeks, i pour the contents of the bottle in my hand, one by one i swallow til i can barely stand. my body limply falls to the floor, i close my eyes squeezing out my last tear,
i put it away in a deep dark place, now i clench my fist as tears pour down my face. had i not learned?? am i not stronger than before?? i question my abilty to learn from my mistakes, i know the wrong choice i am about to make.
My body limply falls to the floor, i close my eyes squeezing out my last tear, tonight i have fallen from grace, dead and gone, darkness is my face
Someone saved Who become free, Someone who′s existence Is darkened by your lack of persistence, Someone who′s sings hopeless Left alone in the middle of lies, Someone like me...
Someone who betrays And never tells the truth, Someone you really trust But who considers you less than dust, Someone strong Who was pretending all along, Someone like you...
Someone lost in a world of tragedy With deep wounds that never heal, Someone who lives in illusions Of better solutions, Someone who writes poetry of love Who′s head lies in the clouds above,
Someone like the ones who feel... Someone like me, Someone like you, Someone who′s hating the things we love too, Someone who lives, Someone who flee, Someone who′s waiting for other′s rise, Someone like us...
It stalks the night It stalks the day It seeks out life And whisks it away It′s known as death And other things too But it′s all the same What matters is you. How do you see it? What does it mean?
It′s best if you know For death is unseen. It can take you at day It can take you at night Knowing death well Can lend you some light The passage to death Is always unclear And it′s best to know That you′re very near. For death is at hand It is for us all Know it′s face well So you don′t stumble and fall Now think hard on death
And know that it′s near And the meaning of life Will be all to clear And that is to live For your hearts desire Not to stumble or fall But to burn with a fire. A fire for life
To live for each day To reach for your dreams No matter what people say Life is a question And death holds a clue Reach not for the answer For your life′s not due Live for the moment And die for it too For it′s the moment that counts It, and you Now I′m all done I′ve said what I′ll say Just remember one thing Live for the day.
My thoughts are mixing in my head, Still can′t believe that you′re dead. I feel the raindrops on my lip, All day, all night the tears drip.
I still remember all we had: All hours, when I was sad, All our meetings in the park, But now my future is too dark.
I try to feel, that you′re gone; My soul is lost, I′m all alone. I′ll hunt your enemies and fight And I will blind them by the light.
I see the angels in the street And feel a sharp pain in my feet. I cannot stand, but I can fly. I know what′s truth and what is lie.
I always try, but cannot change My thoughts about the revenge. I′ll put the sword in traitor′s hand, I′ll drink his blood, I′ll see his end. I made my farfetched I′m satisfied.
I have no eyes but I can see, If he knows he will flee. I have no eyes my throat is seared, These legs a quiver as he nears.
My mouth would water if it were not dry, As I watch him come closer by. I have no tongue but I can speak, For I am cursed I′m damned for keeps.
I wait and ponder whilst I study his stride, How I once was like him before I died. I must have died or so it seems, I′m older than he but look thirteen. Much time has passed I′ve never grown, My mind is ancient I′m on my own.
My head a aches as he comes my way, I try to swallow but thirst takes sway, I have no choice I have to follow.
I am a beast forced to feed, Not on blood I have different needs. Fear and misery line my plate, Pain and suffering make it great. As for the wine to this meal, There′s nothing better than the death I′ll deal.
How he′ll die no one will know, I′m real thorough it will not show. I keep my secrets thats the key, For it to remain a mystery.
When it′s over then I′ll be whole, For a time that is until thirst takes hold. Once more I′ll prowl seeking a meal, In cover of darkness it′s your life I′ll steal.
What children fear and adults dread, I′m much worse I scare the dead. I must be silent for I draw near, My prey awaits to be my meal.
Rest In Peace Not in Fear I promise I′ll be very near I′ll be right here Just longing to hear Your laughter ringing in my ear I promise you that my dear
Rest In Peace We will live on To continue your memory To right the wrongs Your voice will carry our song Through the night, no matter how long
Rest In Peace As we live out your final wishes As we sit here at your wake All for your resting sake Do we accept your fate So do not fear your not alone We are with you in the forgone
Rest In Peace Is what I say, As you lay, I try to say, Good bye to you dear friend You were the strongest and best till the End