I′m pitifully delicate Lost in no one else′s space but mine I′m floating around I′m loaded up on uncut hurt That breaks me down and slowly cuts me up My memory kills I need to put my pieces back And try to live a life that I once knew I′ll find a way I′ll find a way
I′m bored and tired Give me some life I sure need it... To make me happy...
I′m dreaming of a future womb A place of warmth that I can fit inside To hibernate in I′ll penetrate the ritual And clean off all the cobwebs on my brain Remove all the gloom And when I′m up and feeling new I′ll promise me to leave the past behind And fly away I′ll fly away
I′m bored and tired Give me some life I sure need it to make me happy I′m bored and tired Give me some life I sure need it for me to figure me out So... So...
So cure me now Make me complete Don′t let me go wandering In the dark where I was alone no no
Soon to be a newer version of me Can′t believe I′m really able to breathe I have waited all my life to be Out of sad and into happy
My misery days keep calling my name But I don′t want to go back there again ′Cause I have a chance (to) let go of the pain And I don′t want to feel it anymore My misery days keep calling my name But I don′t have to go back there again I′m out of my cage and flying away And I am never coming back again
The lights that shine in your eyes Just keep me shadowed, underneath and scared I′m never gonna fight Image, open wound, synthetic stain Let you hate me if you open my eyes Make me unafraid
Tell me that it′s all wrong World view Crucifix dysfunction Yeah it′s all wrong World view Crucifix dysfunction
So vulnerable Compatible So vulnerable In love with my own lie
So keep descending Make it never ending Advertise a suicide that anyone can try But we′re never gonna die I might kiss your face and bite your tongue But you will never feel a thing ′Cause your world is so perfectly unclean
Yeah it′s all wrong World view Crucifix dysfunction Don′t sleep, don′t think Don′t breathe, don′t love I′m trying to be different Yeah it′s all wrong World view Crucifix dysfunction Don′t sleep, don′t think Don′t breathe, don′t love I′m trying to be different
Light bulbs in my mouth complete me
Black tongue
Yeah it′s all wrong World view Crucifix dysfunction Don′t sleep, don′t think Don′t breathe, don′t love I′m trying to be different Yeah it′s all wrong World view Crucifix dysfunction Don′t sleep, don′t think Don′t breathe, don′t love I′m trying to be different
Lights out girl I′m coming in I can′t talk but I can sing to you
So paralysed and moving I can tell I′m falling behind
Come on Are you ready now Hey girl I′m coming in Take back my everything now
Yeah yeah yeah Yeah yeah yeah I′m stuck here inside the wheel Turning around turning around Yeah yeah yeah Yeah yeah yeah I′m stuck here inside the wheel Turning around turning around
I′ll make me believe I′ll make me believe I′ll make me believe I′ll make me believe I′ll make me bleed I′ll make me bleed I′ll make me bleed I′ll make me bleed What the fuck!
Are you ready now Hey girl I′m coming in Take back your everything now
Yeah yeah yeah Yeah yeah yeah I′m stuck here inside the wheel Turning around turning around Yeah yeah yeah Yeah yeah Yeah I′m stuck here inside the wheel Turning around turning around
Are you ready now Hey girl I′m coming in Take back my everything now Take take take take take Are you ready now Hey girl I′m coming in Take take take take take Take back my everything for you
I bought a breakdown torn out paper cut heart To find another rejection Ever lasting phases A fake smile to chase some cheap affection Reduce me to a bad infection You′re guilty of love fraud
The pain inside Been feeding it for days
And all the time that I never really knew you You kept me away Leaving me with time
Got the time but I still feel so dead Loss of memory shine and I won′t miss a thing I do if I could only get through I can′t feel no better
Show me the petals of love Show me the petals of love Erase all the pain in my heart Show me the petals of love
We′re falling down Just crawling around
Got the time but I still feel so dead Loss of memory shine and I won′t miss a thing I do if I could only get through I can′t feel no better
I woke up thinking how I′ve never had a good time I seem to lack the kind of life that everybody has I gotta have it, I gotta have it The perfect feeling that everybody has A little confused To why I continue To let the maggots enter me and live I better sterilize my heart today I better sanitize my mind again
And when I crawl I bleed like an angel Suicide I′ll never die because I haven′t lived cause it′s Something I could never find Something I could never find
I′m ripped up by all that I′ve found Something aims at me from up in the sky I′m still confused To why I continue With every day I change a little more I have to fabricate myself today I have to recreate myself again
Maybe my fault that I never really opened up Take away every last piece of life cause it′s Something I could never find Something I could never find
Something I could never find Something I could never find Could never find Could never find
A clean dose Anti adrenaline A new breed A special specimen You see me look I′m looking down at you A pretty face But it ain′t the face of you
I envy you You are so Hollywood Fake little smile Is this your newest look? Your tired skin You need to stretch it out I see a freak and it looks just like you
Slip away and waste away It′s all you can do You are a pretty monster inside the little picture
An overdose Of every vitamin Pure greed So very feminine Your tiny skin Why don′t you stretch it out? Cutting it up, twisting it round, glueing it on
Slip away and waste away It′s all you can do You are a pretty monster inside the little picture Slip away and waste away It′s all you can do You are a pretty monster inside the little picture
Delete your image Clean the wreckage You′re a lovely failure Delete your image Clean the wreckage You′re one ugly fucker
I need adrenaline I need love The skin I′m in is breaking up I need something to satisfy my lust before I start to cry I need to feel the rush inside Spaced-out, face-down, based-out, coming down I take my highs where I can find them I know the lows are right behind them
I want a 24 hour buzz I want it 24 hours a day I want a 24 hour buzz
Vanity ceiling coming down on me Keeps me from drowning like a test tube baby I want a 24 hour buzz
Crawling round on my knees Caffeine-free and made to please Candy knows what Candy chose Henrey′s high as she hits overdose Cracked up at what Charlie′s done Mandy′s Benny′s favourite fun All good junkie′s go to rehab Counting sheep and screaming ab-dabs I need something to satisfy my lust before I start to cry I need to feel the rush inside I find my passion where I must ′Cause we are all just...Oblivion Dust
I want a 24 hour buzz I want it 24 hours a day I want a 24 hour buzz
Vanity ceiling coming down on me Keeps me from drowning like a test tube baby Vanity ceiling coming down on me Keeps me from drowning like a test tube baby
I want a 24 hour buzz I want it 24 hours a day I want a 24 hour buzz I want it 24 hours a day I want a 24 hour buzz I want it 24 hours a day I want a 24 hour buzz I want it 24 hours a day I need something to satisfy I need something to satisfy
Come a little closer to me Hurt is in motion with me Calling out for all the things that I never had, never want, never need Used up emotions in me Some things will never...
I still see you every day You still make me cry You made my pain go away Now you make me want to die
Where are you now? Kinda feel that I′m lonelier inside
Come a little closer to me Hurt is in motion with me Calling out for all the things that I never had, never want, never need Used up emotions in me Some things will never... Disappear...
Now what am I supposed to do with all of these scars that are calling out your name? (And the feelings I have just don′t respond) And I′m trying to put it all back together
I know I′ll never let go Why aren′t you looking for me? Or am I dreaming? Kinda feel like I′ve never had I′ll never get to know what I never ever had
Come a little closer to me Hurt is in motion with me Calling out for the things that I never had, never want, never need Used up emotions in me Some things will never...
These are words that you say to me You′re confused and you′re so empty
Everyday you′re part of me Never fading out of me
And I′m so bored again Don′t listen to a word I say Is it this suger taste in the mind I′ve wasted that′s left me so cold? These fakes eyes wake up in xerox makeup to an image of you
Everyday you′re part of me Never fading out of me
These are words that you say to me You′re confused and you′re so empty All this life that you live for me You′re confused and you′re so empty
It′s the same old memory Never fading out of me Everyday you′re part of me As you stay to comfort me Comfort me...
Call my name, call me all of the time Another way to pollute the air around me sweetly... say something Feed me lies, feed me all of your lies I never notice, I never ever really had to... baby...
Please don′t you let go ′Cause I can′t hold on my own Please don′t you let go I′m trying... I′m trying
Sing a song, sing it all out of tune It′s hard to listen to a voice that doesn′t reach me lately The touch you give me with your sympathy gaze So hard to feel when I don′t know who you′re feeling for Don′t know who you′re feeling Don′t know who you′re feeling
You′re breaking me You′re breaking me again Again You′re breaking me You′re breaking me again Again
Close the door to what you have said Close the door to all that you did
For what it′s worth You′re all that I had You′re all that I′m needing now... again You know you can′t make me forget That you′re breaking me again now
You′re breaking me again now When I′m needing you I′m still wanting you Just keep hoping you′ll feel The things that I want you to do But I can′t be what you wanted I can′t be what you want me to be
You get me low today You get me low with what you did You did, you did...
Time to empty head Try and dream instead Let memory trip and finally slip Like acid in milk Garbage in silk Dripping and oozing your sex over my guilt
And I really don′t know who to care about And I don′t know if I′m in our out
God is dead God is dead from hesitation Cannot make love to the ones you have sold yourself to Jesus hates my generation He′d rather go down and around and go down, but he′s always in love with the role that he′s playing
And I really don′t know who to care about And I don′t know if I′m in or out Should I torture myself and live in doubt? And I really don′t know if I′m in or out...of my head
It′s in my head It′s in my head
Sugar sweet suicide drips Find me a lick from your finger tips
Let my soul go down and around and around and go down In control, but where do I find love? Should I torture myself and live in doubt? And I don′t know if I′m in or out
So unkind I really don′t know Love in mind I really don′t know
It′s in my head It′s in my head Let my soul...It′s in my head It′s in my head
The X-ray is on They see through my mind And I can hear you say stop (Why?... Why?...)
Their T.V. is wrong My feelings are backwards And I can hear you say stop (Why?... Why?...) Why do I think I′m sinking? (Why?... Why?...) Why do I think I′m losing?
I′m a beautiful girl you cannot solve And I haven′t figured out myself A beautiful girl you cannot hold You won′t make the picture clear You won′t find a reason why I′m here
It′s taking too long For you to detect me I can still hear you say stop (Why?... Why?...) Why do I think I′m sinking? (Why?... Why?...) Why do I think I′m losing?
I′m a beautiful girl you cannot solve It′s time that I figure out myself A beautiful girl you cannot hold Getting hard to understand The frequency is breaking up Think I′m underneath her now The walls are closing in on everything
Tied up in your body cables Swimming in all your fluid motions Baby lotion rubbed in my mind just one more time Just one more time Just one more time You won′t see through my mind any more
So cold... so cold... yeah Won′t flow... won′t flow... yeah On hold... on hold... yeah I won′t go... won′t go... yeah
Alone again Demo minna onaji sa Nana-jyuu paasento no naka de oboreteirunda Broken youth Oh fukanzen de Ashita ni chikazukenai tokoro aishiteru
Kanashisa ni kizukenakute Always Together forever Fukazugiru omoi komi de Our love Forever and ever
Call for me Otokanai sekai demo Kikoeru youni mimimoto de sakende hoshii da I say... Our life cut up cut it up Our life cut up cut it up
Kanashisa ni kizukenakute Always Together forever Fukazugiru omoi komi de Our love Forever and ever Minna to kuzuretai dake sa This way it′s all good This way it′s all good Forever Forever...
I did myself damage, I know I did it by myself yeah Filled myself with rubbish, I know I did it, I did it I did all this and more and wondered who to blame But I can′t pretend anymore, I did the damaging
This bad position that I′m in, I′m twisted and I′m bent and I′m 360 Created so much regret I don′t know baby, but it′s all gone funny, it′s all gone honey
No regrets I′ve been asleep and now I′m wide awake No regrets I don′t apologize for what I did or anything I′ve ever said
Bang baby hit the core Yeah maybe they don′t know Damn baby instant glow Do what you will and go Bang baby now I′m dead Lip bullet in my head Damn baby don′t you care That I′m puking with my friend
Over here you son of a bitch I′d like a word in your ear Let me make it clear How little I want to hear That you think I should be repentful I′m resentful of the implication My station in life has always been my own creation
Never regret the things I did to get me what I got Got everything I′ll ever need but easy it was not But she′s my reason for being alive And well not dwelling in hell Where I fell and well what brought me here it is the story I tell
I lick my cuts when I bleed ′till it coagulates Rejecting the pain till it leaves, it emigrates Back on my feet again falling into the groove Making up for lost time Picking up missed moves
All I′m going to do is keep doing what I do All you need to know is that I still think you′re a fool Never be taking to letting you get to me breaking me down like that Bring it on, be bringing the pain And I will just kick back
No regrets I′ve been asleep and now I′m wide awake No regrets I don′t apologize for what I did (do you hear what I...)
Bang baby hit the core Yeah maybe they don′t know Damn baby instant glow Do what you will and go Bang baby now I′m dead Lip bullet in my head Damn baby don′t you care That I′m puking all over you
So fucking sorry
(Comin′ around again!) Bang baby yeah yeah Damn baby yeah yeah Bang baby yeah yeah Damn baby yeah yeah
I am so bored of life I want neon lights fixed to my electric chair I am so bored of life that I feel sensational Can I become your friend? Got glowing bits of face And you are not as paranoid as me Just yet yeah
Don′t go taking me apart Don′t go taking me apart Don′t go taking me apart
Take me everywhere that I need to go Make them love me and hold me These new delusions cut me down But I can hear you telling me... love me again Love myself myself Therapy
I want all the breath that I can take away from you I really need it I want to dance around all the love, all the love, all the love
Don′t go taking me apart Don′t go taking me apart
Take me everywhere that I need to go Make them love me and hold me But new illusions cut me up Cause I can sense you telling me... love me again Love myself myself Therapy
I wanna feel so medicated So sedated Make me Taste me Feel me Fuck me Break me till I′m...
The more we live, the more we become...ashamed A walking corplse, so senseless and dumb..Remains I made it A mayday come
Save me Save me
No one cares and how our hearts are cut We sell ourselves like some cheap misused slut
Save me Save me
And I stay to repay and I′m standing on my soul And I stay to repay and I′m stranded on my soul And I stay to repay and I′m strangling on my soul And I stay to repay as I suffocate my soul
Selling all her beauty all day long Searching for some purity that′s gone
Save me Save me
And I stay to repay and I′m standing on my soul And I stay to repay and I′m stranded on my soul And I stay to repay and I′m strangling on my soul And I stay to repay as I suffocate my soul
Save me Save me
I can′t concentrate inside this shell Sinking in a pool of remorse hell
Save me Save me
And I stay to repay and I′m standing on my soul And I stay to repay and I′m stranded on my soul And I stay to repay and I′m strangling on my soul And I stay to repay as I suffocate my soul
If I tried harder, the words would come out but you have got to listen to just how I′m missing you. I would drive for hours to let this flower grow. It′s not time forgotten, wasted. Time cannot escape this. Car crash, twisted metal And shrapnel in my mouth Lost life next to me Running past lights red Let me off.
Found the time to tell myself That I don′t like this time that I′ve found If I stop too long then it may be for good Has it been so long and is this wrong? When I look on back at the mice that ran, or how I used to sing (I′d like to say hello) I was young, so forgive my words that hurt My best songs they hate me know, no they don′t, I′m just growing up (I′m paraniod) We used to drive all night To go nowhere and back and then we′d just drive on (leaving behind) And though, I know those days, will never go away From this place to get away Well I never asked too much, or did I? I′ll guess we′ll never know Well I turned you round in circles, sent you spinning off to bed _ Will you let me do that again?
I think that it′s bull shit Why do I gotta put up with it? All the words you say Your smart ass lines never go away I think that it′s bull shit How good have I been to you? You never give in return For all the favors you have not earned Your super ego lies And tells you things you′ll never abide by_ Your sighs have become the background of the days It′s what′s to be expected when _ I can see them from a mile away i think that it′s bull shit How many times do I have to say it? I′m tired of living this way Wait for the phone to ring to hear you say, "I think this is bull shit" and then I′ll say, "Well, no shit." I′ve tried to fix this before I need your help so that this won′t go one anymore
are you all about this? i didn′t think you would and now it′ts all understood i′m all bones tonight can′t feel the sighs breath out my neck cold from no skin tonight water blue eyes cut to my bones i am bleeding red is the wine drink? this blood will save me? and so this time to let this go you must die by my hands
when was the last time that you cried? and everything inside wasn′t locked up so tight you′re so unorganized and scared but so am i but tonight, as bullets fly, and my heart is rendered useless...you used to make me so alive. you′re breaking me they want us all to get in line and die for them. die for them and i guess it′s what′s expected but i′ll break this. we′ll break this? we′ll break this down for a while come to my rooftop and you′ll see. and have a drink on me how does it feel? well you′re so different. we′re so different (enemies?) but then how was i to know. just all everything about your world? (our own cold war. did you just blink and twitch?) how was i to know? they want us all to get in line and die for them. die for them and i guess it′s what′s expected but i′ll break this. we′ll break this. we′ll break this there′s a fire in our hearts. they want to put out we′re living off the faint. and haunting.... sound that keeps us wanting. that keeps us wanting. more you′ll never get it. you don′t get...
welcome back to town they said to me and it′s not too great to be back or good to be gone neither′s forever can i make either better for me? either or fuck summer how was yours? stick to your guns and i will come around pulling triggers pointing fingers at nothing in particular standing on this roof city lights are lighter and thinking back it′s not much brighter looking down scares me looking up scares me which way is my home city lights are lighter and thinking back it′s not much brighter looking down scares me looking up scares me which way is my ... stick to your guns and i will come around pulling triggers pointing fingers at nothing in particular pull the trigger look down down forever pull the trigger
it′s times like these when just simply breathing takes everything i am the time for action′s arrived and the answers are multiple choice a-scream b-sleep c-run and i′ve chosen all the above scream sleep run should have done this long ago next bus and a good book and i′m gone something′s wrong there are one thousand ways out of here and i′m going over my plans this marauder′s map can show me every secret exit: give up give in give out there′s no looking back i know you′ll say that there′s no point "you can′t solve anything by running away" i′ll just disappear so i′ll reply "that could be true but i′ll find out on my own i can find out on my own" i can hardly breathe but i′m still here so i guess you′re right and if this book is as far as i can get this book is where i′ll be
Hands folded on my desk, saliva dripping down, waking from my dream. I sat here for hours on end, looking down. I can′t go back again. Life′s too short for me. Facing forward, head turned backwards.
a household breakdown iced tears for two enough to make your blood my fuel you run on empty a few ricoculous claims wait that′s yours we bleed the same and while i′m drinking can i buy one for you? no six long years and eight months to the day in your mind i haven′t aged and what about him? is he really there? or is he stuck in 88? and while i′m drinking can i buy one for you? no we′re young forever young or trapped? and while i′m drinking can i buy one for you? so here′s to another year a stagnant lie and moving dreams and while i′m drinking can i buy one for you?
And so her message begins, "Hello, I am drunk." And I think, "Oh my God _ what is it now?" It′s been weeks since you′ve said a word. "Ha!" Hell no. I don′t think so. It′s not funny; no you′re not funny. You′re laughing, and, I′ll bet money on you. So is it you I′m talking to? "Ha!" Hell no. I don′t think so. And so my answer begins, "Hello, how are you? I am fine. That′s great you′ve got numbers. And five well, that′s a lot for you. You are so, so way cool." Typing every word and I just meant everything I said. I′m not holding back a thing, I am not what′s tying you down. It′s so odd, to see your words, but then, how am I supposed to tell? Are you mad? Are you sad? You seem bitter. Shouldn′t you make those calls? I trusted and you fucked me. So I′ll never trust again. I wish I′d never met you. I wish I′d never met you. And five well, that′s a lot for you. I wish I′d never met you. And fuck your friends, too.
"Are you crazy? Say that again _ you said you want me to do what?" "That′s what I said, you heard me so, drink it down and no one will ever know." "Why did I come around that night, I knew something was not right." "It′ll be our secret, no one will know, that′s the way that life goes." "Say it′s not fair, I just don′t care anymore what′s right or wrong. I′m here for you and you′re here for me and if you disagree_" Circles turn round themselves, never ending forever turning. "What you′ve done to me will come back to haunt you so you see that you can do what you want, and say what you′re gonna say to me. But then I′ll come back, and you won′t know what hit you." "Say it′s not fair, I just don′t care anymore what′s right or wrong. I′m here for you and you′re here for me and if you disagree_" "I′m gonna show you how it goes. You′re laughing and smiling ′cause you don′t know the mighty powers that I can call your ignorance will be your fall." Your fall. "I hate you. ′Cause I′m still here and you can′t catch me. I guess that you have failed. But look at where you are and why I didn′t hear your call." Your ignorance. Your downfall.
It′s over, the light has returned to red My bloody red divine, so high, tastes like cheap red wine At the party′s dawn, I′ll sing that song, to prolong the Scourge, the walk of the avenue, the place, the place_ You′re 20 minutes away 20 Years are hard enough some times just want to get off forever, or maybe just a couple days, ′cause forever isn′t far away but it sures feels closer than you If we tied these hands, wrap this heart in a blanket The blood would seep through, and my bloody red divine Just smile, drink your cheap red wine, have a drink on me But how much more red is willing to bleed, one last drop, one last beat But on that Friday
so i′ve been up this holiday week and the late nights are finally catching up with me so catch some sleep or just pretend that the last 2 years have not happened they push and pull htey tug away "you′ve all been pawns in my chess game" and it servew you right for your self-service; the end? checkmate again so tonight i′ll wait, i hope you get here soon and you′ll wave goodbye. i didn′t have a clue conjure up a phantom. invent a war. this machine has done this all before old dog. same trick. newmeans; ithink....i′m getting really fucking scared and it helps me just to know you care so tonight i′ll wait. i hope you get here soon and you′ll wave goodbye. i didn′t have a clue and i′ve missed yet another chance at kind words and laughs (i′ll hold your hand. but don′t hold so tight. you weigh me down) i′m stuck in no man′s land. is this the end? (don′t run so fast. where are you?) the city′s burning. they′ll burn another down and as we′re getting older, this life is getting so much colder it′s what we think. so what do we do? thought and action. thought and action so tonight i′ll wait i hope you get here soon (i′ll hold your hand. but don′t hold so tight. you wiegh me down) and you′ll wave goodbye. i didn′t have a clue (don′t run so fast. where are you? i′ll be right here) and i′ve missed yet another chance. at kind words and laughs (i′ll hold your hand. but don′t hold so tight. you weigh me down) i′m stuck in no man′s land. is this the end?(don′t run so fast. where are you?)
So if we′re up all night again, and we′re talking about my friends, remind me to tell Jesse he was right. I don′t think Brook would like to hear that the drawings in his wallet were not clear. Those watermelons are way too big for me. We′re driving, I′m singing, "The world is really 20 miles away." And she says, without hesitation, "Why can′t everyone be as smart as me?" So that night I′m on her couch, it′s almost morning light again. Didn′t this happen last Tuesday? I remember the Promise Ring. I′m never sleeping anymore, I′m always listening and talking to you. So what the hell, it′s 5am again. So I′m guessing that I am sick all the time ′cause I′m scared to be alone. If I ride this out, and I do not say a word, then maybe we can still be friends.
I am walking south on 3rd and they just walked a batter out to first but you′re on your way home where you′ll cease to be you. Your lease is up, you passed your turn. I wish I did not have to learn I lost this dance, you lost your chance and now you′re leaving me behind. You can retreat back to your safe house. Burn it down all the way to the ground. Burn this away. Ashes.
The thorn in your side, remember me? Your rose, your dove, your cry, "the size of your eyes" the air is thinning around you press here, deflate my words "I′ll count to two" can′t believe you waited, it′s gone your way so you can say_ so look through these here yellow glasses, they make it so much brighter so you′ll see and many times I′ve walked down, so foolish in your trees "it seems your dreams I see" the sun has set in the East, and bye, for a fortnight "the night, I′ll count too" up til 5am again, hoped those nights would never end "watch out falling rocks" the late nights I don′t mind, I′m just scared of what I′ll find "darkness rises, above alone" so if you stay with me, then I cannot make any gurantees "tried my best to make you smile" miss the days of falling rain, the high seas, please stay with me I don′t know anymore Sinking, falling with the weight of gold, I′m not there yet
I′m closing all the doors, I′m waiting for the world You′ll forget to apologize, your disguise hasn′t worked this time So take off you′re scary mask, put on the face, that I knew I knew you before, before you became who you are And I want to know why everyone is changing ′Cause I′m still the same, the kid that you met years before As I′m getting older, the world seems so much further away Drinking another 40 again, euphoria here I come God, I know I′m still the same, or maybe she′s right and I have changed So I′m just getting drunker and drunker ′cause that′s what drinkers do And so I′m the Man of the Year, congratulate me ′cause I′m still here I′m still here.
it′s over now so shut your mouth or let the blood keep coming and keep fighting me and her and he ... i′ll ... try to explain ... yeah ... but what′s the use? it′s all news to you and read the fine print all bets are off time to throw down $1000 punches here comes the first one why don′t you understand that this thing has lost all feeling? let′s bring it back again and get excited for what′s about to be open doors and no more hiding out building foundations for the new existence finally got our feet on solid ground take off the blast shields and we can see roll the dice and start moving on now it′s our turn so raise a fist and we′ll scream together fuck this and to think it doesn′t have to end this way you can′t cast a shadow on me anymore it′s over now so shut your mouth or let the blood keep coming and keep fighting me and her and he ... i′ll ... try to explain it′s tried and true you will lose it′s tried and true
t′s 3am, locked out again. Can′t get in I′ll stay outside instead. I′m surprised by all the noise, that′s drowning out the shouts of girls and boys, naked and dancing, they′re hands are clapping. "Show it to me" says the kid show′s laughing at the one with little feet. You think it′s wrong but who′s to say it′s wrong to lock out everyone and live your life and die your death by yourself in your private bottle full_ It′s 9am, get dressed again and out the door that locked me out at 3:10. Here come′s the mom, running up the stairs. "Let me in" and the kid says, "I don′t care." And then there′s we, who never knew about the crazy shit and now you′re unglued. I don′t every wanna say, "You think it′s wrong but who′s to say it′s_" So now I know of all the hate that′s come from you upon myself. I′ll smash this bottle full of hate from you upon myself.
I saw you here today and when I waved in your direction you didn′t see me and I was wondering if it′s ′cause I′m so short and you′re so much more taller than me. "It′s funny ′cause it′s true", it′s sad I can′t remember the last time but I do recall the first. And what you did to me_you thought I was the bad guy in another action movie. And it gives me a headache or a headrush, whichever one you please to be is fine with me just don′t expect respect, expect much less. So I guess that was a wave goodbye, so bye bye.
once again our songs will fall on deaf ears and if slamming makes you happy then crack my head open age four so young and yet he screams in pain motivations feuled by hate i swear to god this time with blood coming from my eyes i swear to god this time this is not ok so here goes one thousand tears to drown you i know you cannot swim i won′t reach out you′ll pull me in and you′ll see blood dripping from my hands as all the water turns to red you′ve caught me in the act this noose is going around your neck i hope it′s a quick death and your heart stops beating
kick out the knees that hold me up poke my head around the corner and pull back chipping away at my resolve keeps me grounded where i stand the future is boundless in this fishbowl so we′ll shine mock heroic roll on waves of conviction orchestrate this subversion cause we′ve only got one shot and it′s all so big so show me something that i couldn′t predict tonight is the beginning of the end walking with the blinders on not stopping for anyone late nights we crawl inside the machine you see what i breathe but still you can settle abort mission. drop the match as if it was ours all along to detach bucking a trend of decline pledging allegiance to our own design.
bike rock revolution and pot smoke conclusions at 2 am and we′re eating again at the same place we ate last night and i say we should have shared the fries what′s yours is mine did you know there′s a fence around every last mile of the U$A we′re not ok we′re breaking down together so lock up all your doors and pack up your belongings we′re heading to the shore and try cleaning up the mess that other people left the pile is piling up and now it′s over our heads do we fall asleep instead? so what we never knew and to think we′re going on in circles eat again sleep instead we′re breaking down together so lock up all your doors and pack up your belongings we′re heading to the shore and try cleaning up the mess that other people left the pile is piling up and now it′s over our heads do we fall asleep instead? so what we never knew and we′ll never know what if we never awoke? never awoke again? what if?
When we first where, things where right on track. Listen a while and I′m gonna take you back. Back to the days when you where mine. We would away and everything would be fine.
So where is your heart where is your soul. Tell me where did go. All of the time you′ve been away oh I want to know.
Are you gonna change your ways darling. are you gonna change your ways. (tell me) Are you gonna change your ways darling. Are you gonna change your ways.
Are you gonna change your ways darling. Are you gonna change your ways.
Sat by the water side. Oh where we used to hide. (ohhhh)
All in good faith I think of you. Crossing my mind only when I want you to. I know its hard and I must resist. Cause in an other lifetime maybe we′d exist.
So where is your heart where is your soul. Tell me where did go. All of the time you′ve been away oh I want to know.
are you gonna change your ways darling. are you gonna change your ways. (tell me) Are you gonna change your ways darling. Are you gonna change your ways.
Are you gonna change your ways darling. Are you gonna change your ways.
Down by the water side. Oh where we used to hide. Sat by the water side. Watching the waves go high.
don′t let you know i′ll do ya no good while ya go down that stronghold like ya know ya should you′re livin′ up in a cloud and tantalizing all your pain the pressure building all around and it calls your name wake up in the morning the sun shining on my face got to give thanks to the heavens for this beautiful place i know i know my responsibility i know i know we need this shelter for me
i climb up to the mountain i shout out to the sky you can have my body but don′t let my spirit die
can′t fight the feeling when it calls your name can′t fight the feeling when it calls your name
well approximation of the situation tends to bend when you have too much to drink and you piss off your friends you cant talk, and you cant walk, and you dont know you′re name, you find yourself attracted to a very ugly dame,
the booze just kills your conscience and your dick is in your hand and you dont know who the fuck is in your bed
Why do you make this sound so difficult to say you follow me around you will not go away you get into my car and you expect a ride, i wanna go into a hole and hide
oh what can we do when we think of you
you call me in the morning and you get me out of bed i can not get your ugly face out of my head you are not a woman you are just a little girl you′re nowhere near you′re nowhere near the real world
oh no
oh what can we do when we think of you what we do when we think of you!
why can′t have a real woman someone to watch over me someone to sat by my side when im sleeping
i dont want anymore little girls coming around no more i just want a real woman not a whore
give me your heart i just might break it give me your chance i′m gonna take it give me chance you throw me your love, you give me what you′ve got but im warning the people have said enough
You don′t know where I′m going You ask me where I′ve been You wish you couldn′t understand I′m gonna fight this till the end Local girls and you wont see the problem fast its you and me In the end I need em but you left and were not there Why do you put me down for who I am and what I do I am just a person trying to live my life just like you You got your fancy suit yeah you got your caviar I′m just a young punk with a microphone and a guitar
Reality Sobriety Anxiety It′s not a cup of my tea
Soberness Awareness Environmental madness It shouldn′t be
Work all day sleep all night They don′t know what it′s like to fight They′re yuppies
It′s not my cup of tea So don′t talk trash to me
How can you step up to me and tell me how to look Trying to tell me how to dress or even how to cook Who are you to judge what I do in my own home Who are you to say what I can and cannot grow Why do you control my life and my own property Everything I have and own cannot be taken easily You always tell me what to do and what to say Now it′s time to stand up and do it my own way
my mind′s locked up in a world that i don′t know the end is coming soon i think i′ll lose control staring out my window and it feels fine
well... i′m sending all my signals but i stiffen so im long said i′m sending all the signals that i do not have a home i said my month in up in armour say i really wasnt scared say my month in up in armour but i do not have a way
things are happening so really do we ever live so fast theres a concert oh but what a fucking blast my bags are packed in all rugged up theres one thing left to say i′ll make you take the fall then im doin it my own way
my mind′s locked up in a world that i don′t know the end is coming soon i think i′ll lose control
a re you happy working mornings are you happy working nights are you happy on your time off when your high?
here we go were back again in the same rut withthe same friends doin it like we did the year before ya got no money got no car, got no woman so there you are your empty, sold out and depressed
well you can run and you can hide from the trouble that is deep inside your master of your own destiny and fame things to do gotta place to go gotta cut the line gotta make the next show gotta make everything work out alright
what do we have to say for ourselves... i dunno i dunno i dunno