Many rocks the rapid has A lot of billows the sea More plentiful are my cares Then cones on a spruce Beard moss on a juniper Gnarls upon a pine bark Knobs upon a fir Husks on a grass-top Boughs on a bad tree.
Drag my cares away Carry off my griefs For no horse can draw No iron-shod jerk Without the shaft-bow shaking off The cares of this skinny one The sorrows of this black bird
In the morning mist by the waning moon through the woods she set on foot With a sacred blade cut the berries down Dug up the dreaded mandrake root
Tread my path to summer′s end This bequest I leave you she says You will see what could be evergreen Turn to copper and fade to gray
By the standing stones Atropine eyes smiled at me Sitting in a sluggish vertigo Sands of time form another dream No love without sacrifice No lige springs without decay The final kiss is a wormy one In soils cold caress to rest we′ll lay
To a strange land, land of Pohjola I took my gift, I received it from the gods I melted the knowledge of heaven From the pieces of my heart I built a golden mill
I made the heavens, I delivered them I gave the horn of plenty, released them
My king sold me to the northland queen I forged and gave her a godlike machine It wasn′t enough for the queen of liars To the river of death I also was sent
The field of death I furroved I turned the soil black with steaming viper blood In a forest deep underground I hunted a wolf and a bear from the shadows
I was offered death as a prize for my great deeds False words, from the tongue of the northland queen
A heart turned unto me She whispered the knowledge of gods And gave the missing words of wisdom To me, a creator of heavens
Sorrow is my bread And tears I drink as wine Oblivion my happiness Ground under teeth of time
For cold be the stone When frost ve devoured the land Consolation is no gift Of winter′s icy hand
Upon a crust of snow I′ll lay my broken frame What steel and iron won′t take I′ll give in winter′s name No good a sullen sout no use a simple knave No groom for brides of plaited hair This man old and lame
If only I could breathe To see the sun of may but still longer are the nigths than days As I wither away
Came the man of crown With sound of war drums beat Said no sword arm′s strong enough Without my two good feet
But not overlooked am I In eyes of the maid I′ll wed I′ll reap the crops of Tuonela My bride′s wealth in death
I walk down to the seashore To bury my hate I wait till the morning of the mourning But it′s too late Down to the seashore Through the illuminous gate You wait for tomorrow but today is today No one can understand my pain
Find me the ocean Where waters stand still Nothing can befall evermore Find me the ocean which swallows all that floats It′s time to prevail your conspiracy
It′s a whisper of a dead man I′ve heard it before It′s yearning my emotions Before I was born It was only delusion Of illuminous gate ′cause today is the day
Calm is the breath that breaks the circle of silence Like the whisper of a dying man Who was born in his own funeral Time is right for the twisted one Guide me to the center of the vicious goal You′re my prey, kiss my arrow the silver
In the bowels of rocky mountain A fiery bird I forged Forged from iron, from molten steel A flaming eagle majestic beast
On the wings of my eagle To black river I flew To the dale of the dead To the stream that grinds all flesh
The eagle soared sky high Touched the vault of heaven The sky sparkled Cracked and creaked
The eagle soared sky high Soared my flaming griffin The thunder crashed and rolled Rolled the monster′s head
I found a monster, a black giant pike From it′s jaws my eagle saved me Dragged the fish under the sun Split it′s belly, ripped the head off
I rolled the pike′s head to the house of the north I threw the bony skull at they haughty queen Here′s a throne for you to rest your frozen bones I have done my share, now keep your promise
I had made the heavens Forged out a miracle The snake infested field of death turned over Slayed the wolf of shadow lands Shackled the bear of death I captured the impossible The pike from the black river
She′s riding on a crimson wave Truth sat on her shoulder Planets before melting face The keys for the wounded Sinking into underground Please the one who wants it Something is pulling you down It′s not the cravings why you need it
It′s a rush hour inside my head Don′t wanna share the anguish And I will take it away from you Before you can change it
That bastard hallucination′s pushing me Like a damned I walk over Touch the sky when it′s burning red Standing the ground I have chosen
Shivering in outer space There′s no one who can hear you Getting into different state It′s like getting nowhere Gathering all those fears and fails There′s no one who can see you Someone is pulling you down It′s not the cravings why you need it
The Devils weds a widow Death another′s leftovers Better to lie on a willows Rest on alder boughs Then upon a widow′s bed On a used woman′s pillow Sweeter the side of a fence Then a widow′s flank
Softer the side of a grove Than a widow′s beside is
The Devil weds a widow The grave one twice wed A widow′s hand is rougher Than a dry spruce bough With which she strikes the playful Grabs the one who laughs A widow has had her games And spent a merry evening
Your helping hand is killing me If you see me suffer it′s not your victory Sadistic forms of new way discipline Like I love myself I love to sin
And I want more And I want it low Of course you wont forgive me But I wont crawl
Look out for number one I pray on you it has begun Let the night stand one thousand years Longstanding ,everlasting Breathless masquerade I′m your devil in disguise
Grieve stricken heart Calls upon you Grieve stricken heart My only look you fools I love my misery too
I′m the one to see your collapse I′m on the side of destruction On the side of black and I love to sin Mentally transmitted disease Rotten wretched attraction And I love myself
Spring came in one day The clouds in front of the moon Tore themselves to shreds So that two moons passed in one night
Winter went and spring came And the clouds tore off their clothes Washed them in the rivers of rain And naked in the dark they stayed Waited for their cloaks to dry
They darkened the face of the moon They would have tried to kill it If they could have reached that far As it spied on the clouds
They′ve taken off in the rivers of heaven They′ve taken off
I will never sleep alone (never without you) Whatever you say to me I already know If I said something to you You would take those words There′s so much power in those words
(You don′t know) You don′t know nothing yet About the dreams I have I will make you sleep (You don′t know) You don′t know nothing yet About the dreams I have Sleep is a house for lovers
You will be the mistress (of that house) You will be given the wide belt And the big key to the gate If I said something to you You would take those words There′s so much power in those words
Darkness was my light Muteness was my tongue Death was my life Matter was my spirit
I am a brother to the fire To fire a brother I am From breasts of maidens three I drank the black milk Devoured the white milk I swallowed the red milk
Brother to the fire I am Brother to the fire
I′ve lain in the dark bowels Bowels of this marshland Dead beneath the soil Under the waters Oblivious to all Devoid of all knowing
The god of deception a man with your face see him still wondering searching for your grave
needles called luster it′s only a one night stand and you are six feet under dead by your own hand
as you lost your destination something drilled holes in your soul it′s time to meet your maker raise the relief on your temple
as you lost your destination something drilled holes in your soul it′s time to meet your maker raise the relief on your temple
make them blame themselves regret the deceased until the truth kills it′s novelty attrition of their beliefs
as you lost your destination something drilled holes in your soul it′s time to meet your maker raise the relief on your temple
it′s the pain that calls the tune those heartbreaking moments mislaid it all all the happiness you can die at your leisure make them blame themselves regret the deceased until the truth kills its novelty attrition of their beliefs
Once I was there Standing outside Looking in Beside my window Smiling face, shattering It′s an old man′s pride That climbs over understanding It wasn′t your child That I was hurting
And I turn my back to the world Well I don′t care What can I say if I see you all as dead
Under the dying sun it comes Weaving fear but I have none I know that mushroom cloud Won′t come very near What do you have to believe in And all the poison you breath in The crystal heart shatters within
once I was there standing outside moving in inside my window crying face, shattering take all that you have and leave the rest for today it′s the old folk′s sign that took away your chastidy
We craved the light from the darkness It′s a morning of misfortune The dawn of a mankind Listen to me instead of a blind folk′s speak Forget the mature plan We are but humans you′ll see
I can hear the silence See invisible emptiness Tarnish the halo of your guidance And the night is over
That women in grief Luxurious gehenna And what I have become What I have done to you Listen to me instead of a blind folk′s speak Forget the mature plan We are but humans you′ll see
Mother wept for her son she wept and sang anxiously pondered fate his and her own
A sun′s ray, in through the eye glimmered in the room of mind changing the woman shape sorrow fled her face
From the shaman into shaman
From the chimney a witch flew out shaman dived across the sky under her the woods and lakes till she saw the Northland gates
I have come for my son, where is my son? I accept no lies, no falsehods or deception I′ll send you plagues unnumbered destruction upon your house I lay to waste your treasures and slay your fairest daughter
The queen of north told of the way the road to River Black impossible and incomplete the path of no return
Old folk remember And those today learn How before their time Life was different here:
Without the sun people lived Groped about without the moon With candles sowing was done Planting performed with torched.
At the time we lived Without the sunshine Who had covered up our sun And who had hidden our moon?
Without the moonlight stumbled With our fists fumbled the land With our hands we sought out roads With hands roads, with fingers swamps We could seek out the sun Who spy out the moon? Who else if not God The one son of God?
Still searching for my way, the right way to be still pondering what I′ve done I′m still thinking what I′ve said, still finding from within and all that I know is still not enough
I′m being held by the one shadow tormenting my soul the curving neck of a swan the slow turning of a birds head
So white its plumes and feathers itse breast like the moon in water silent and tranquil it moves on the river in the calm
I wander back on familiar roads I sense the marks I left on the hills I see the cuts and wounds of my deeds they make me muse on life
Up the hill and the mountain I look back, I look down there flows the River of Death and here the wind in my hair
Sparks sent flying, my mind thundering The room of my heart flashing to the sky The flaring of fumes fill my senses Pervade this room and this space
The days they blend into the nights The moon, the sun unite Order of stars expires A wonder is born
I listen and aim, I observe I use all the forces and let it transpire I confront the darkness absolute And blinding, dazzling brilliance
From roaring flames the shapes emerge Come forth they do with vile charms Their poisoned core hides in beauty But I see and perceive their deceit, I see
Into the blaze I shove them back To lose their forms to the hungry fire Again and yet again I start my work anew Again and again I start my work again
Under the vault of heavens I stood alone, waiting The blaze of silver shining in my eyes My hands of gleaming gold The red of iron in my veins The blue of steel in my bones The sparkle of blackness of coal in my hair My chest golden with waved
It is my heaven It has my eyes It is my space It has my shape
I knew it was my masterwork I felt the strength of gods Revised the soaring heights Let the heavens be aligned
I listened with care the place for the moon Made sure of the tones Painted through void the route for the sun Made out the locus of stars I pierced the distant dome For the lights to seep through I checked the curves of borders of all And placed the highest star
It worked and sun and danced It shone and gloved and gleaned It circled, curved and blazed It pulsed, burned and waned
It flowed from my bones And bolted from my fingers And settled on and over me And made me face my longing
That′s what my sister says And during that day Came spring and summer Oh, when did you fly here? It was you I found The same flesh and blood
(My flesh) It was you that I found (My blood) It was you that I met One just like me, same flesh and blood (My flesh) It was you that I found (My blood) It was you that I met One just like me, my flesh and blood
A hard place, this world And nowhere else Does one make so many mistakes What′s done is done Done and gone The same flesh and blood
Astonishment when I bend over you creep Put a noose around my neck Which side I deside it′s my time to reap It′s your side wicked and deaf
Take me to the place I can sleep Wipe away all misery Turn my path away From the mind tearing tragedy Consuming range of vision I can see they decline It′s a stay of execution I fly free tonight
New moon laughs on it′s own Without compassion I crawl through the realms unknown And kneel to the goddess of the sad man
Inhale all mists from the shadows And hide before the dawn Face your mortal horror You won′t be reborn
Is he a proud man or just a fraud Fooling himself with a losers talk Punished to eternal vanity It′s thy destiny to cry for purity You infidel slime I grace insanity
satisfy my agony I know what my goddess needs I bet there′s something wrong inside my psycho creep fire burns within her eyes take me to the deadly ride I remember how she was when she choked on her own pride
Forging the future from the timeless stone Oh let me know how far I can go Answering the questions thet no one ever asks Float through the sea of madness And face the everlasting task
So lonely to wander So sad to be alone In the mist of the unknown Trying to fool myself with dreams that never come true So hard to stand my ground Never again will I fail
Will you tell me not to wait Tell me to live for today
As the flowers wither I will forget my pain Since the stars have shone The devil has shown me the way
How does it feel Blessed to receive Be modest and forgiving How does it feel You can try to hate me But you′re only hurting yourself
Drifting in your shady memories Where to go when sorrow breeds Let the fear run through Breath in black and stiffling air All those words they disappear No need to rest it′s too early to die
You don′t have to say Why rue for that day When you′ve open up your eyes again Now it′s your fate Face your heart ache You wish to make it unreal
A mind dejected, blood boiling with anger the storm of the warpath, now sings in my heart your pleading, useless, I now shall disregard I′ll leave you to weep and to fear for me
(I′m ready for my end) my hair I comb down with resin into braids (I′m ready to ascend) my will burning high summon strength from the night
I equip myself, to warfare I prepare I put on my black cloak, enchanted adders skins your prayers shall not reach into my heart your despair shall not stop me now
This precious hairbrush, thrown at the wall it came to me from my father I give you this as a token of myself for you to have and mourn over
And when my blood flows from it′s bristles when my sap is dripping from it′s shaft then you will know of my anguish my destruction will be revealed
From my world the sun faded And the moon from my sky was gone with stars I came home to a bleak room of sorrow Forsaken house, place of grief, in solitude
I listened to my heart beating The faint rush of my blood I listened to my heart beating The echoes from space
Something moving in the emptiness Something drew me near Someone told me of my future deeds Whispered them in my ear
The sky stirred The lights of space flared Beneath my feet The living earth started to breath
The sky is mine This sword is mine This fate is mine This miracle, mine
From steel I made the master′s sword Cleaving stone, cliff, a mountain From darkness I stepped Onto the path of stars
Inside this nonexistence I know very clearly The directions, all the points Of every potential quarter
I forge my wisdom Into an arc surrounding all I forge my heartbeat To a dome all heavens wide
I know the sun and the moon The names of stars Their movement and purpose I mark the place of polaris on these impossible heights
I forge the horizons I craft them for flowing blood I forge the places Precise for silver, precise for gold
In solitude, I measure out The range of barren lands I drain unto the nothingness The intersecting curves I look at all directions I look at one clear point I see them all come together I see into the heart
This here is my place, it is my work I was made the maker of the sky
I am the maker of the sky I am the forger of the arc
I have known the arcane lore on strange roads such visions met that I have no fear nor concern for hatred and obstacles of this world
By stone-shoed wanderer I am taught my visions from fiery eyed iron-armed chanter I know how to fight, I know how to sing I know how to bend, I know how to break
I′ve not grown weary on lengthy roads on strange lands not gone astray such is the knowledge cast in me such is the knowledge, such are the skills
I know how to fight I know how to sing I know the way
If ruin is said to befall me it has not come to pass I′ve conquered all who stood on my way and drowned the snakes of death
Because of treason I now shall leave because of my blood burning my soul and now I raise this flaming sword towards darkness, against everyone