I hear you So don′t you say another word Here you are standing there crushing yourself I′m near you But my eyes see a different world Now here you are, standing there Breaking my heart as you′re crushing yourself
Now lately you′ve been painting on the walls with the black fire you lit Then you call it your mirror And then you hate it And then you spit on it
Sorry you′re not a god Now every thought you feel within turning into flames So hold your breath cause all I can smell is ashes Sorry but you′re not god
I hear you But I can′t recognize even a sentence as truth Who lit that black flame into your heart And I′m near you But my words land far from your heart You turn your back and I don′t know where to start
But lately you′ve been painting on the wall with the black fire you lit And it′s a lie and I hate it Still you think it is you And you keep it
Sorry you′re not a god
Sister I′m sorry but it′s not your call To create a lying image of yourself
i inhale take it in the hate the anger it clouds my thinking it pulls me under further further my eyes lose sight my ears grow deaf my mouth is gagged i exhale get rid of confusion returning my focus i try to keep my grip closer closer lights come on to kill the black festering inside i inhale i choke i exhale i choke i crawl you kick i choke on hope if i, swallow everything that you give to me i would vomit on this world i see your delight in my mistakes using my shortcomings to your full advantage you′re full i′m empty the story old and stale a thousand times over torn to laugh as i sit crying whining in selfishness
Black rose where are you now White skin as cold as the snow we walked in Your lips like midnight That night we walked for hours And I remember But maybe I′m the only one who still remembers
You slipped away Why would you come back to say You′ve already moved on You slipped away But I′ve come back to say that you′re not really gone
My black rose where are you now And yes I′ve seen your black rose petal fall Fall down to the ground like glass shatters And turning into ashes But I′ve seen your color and it′s like a blood drop And maybe I′m the only one Who still remembers
You′ve slipped away But why would you come back to say You′ve already moved on You slipped away But I′ve come back to say that you′re not really gone
So try to disappear But my mind doesn′t slip that easy You can try to disappear But my dear you′re still standing here
You′ve slipped away But why would you come back to say You′ve already moved on You slipped away But I′ve come back to say that you′re not really gone
When I′m feeling low I consult my friends When I get depressed, contemplate the end When I don′t know right, I see the light When I see the light, it′s far too bright the light is too bright far too bright for me to find my way back Back to you...Someday To see the light reflecting on your face to feel the warmth of a friend′s embrace I will get back to you... Someday
Guess it′s in all those small things Eyes closed or eyes wide open Something in the corner of everyone′s eye See or look away again This time I won′t ignore Not hesitate just adore
And I think I′m starting to come alive Life flooding my veins again
Feel I′m coming back to life I′m falling Feel I′m coming back to love This black crow becoming white dove Feel I′m coming back to life I′m falling again I′m falling in love
I guess it′s in all those great important matters We all like to bend around We do our best to ignore While our hearts is reaching for more We are not synchronized We are intellectualized
The crown is broken King has fallen Child lies bleeding crying inside no love no hate no pain no joy no more emotions for your little boy inject shot take pill your cure for sorrow body of man, heart of a child we kill depression for life inject shot take pill no cure for sorrow i want to love, feel, live... please is life worth all these unfeeling days? I want to love? I want to live
Wait up, don′t you close your eyes Breathe life little flower You′ve got 20 t-cells left to burn Please choose life with its sweet and sour
Don′t sing your last lullaby I don′t think it′s time
We′re all going to die But we′re all not meant to die young
Wait up, don′t you close your eyes Love has been hidden in the shadow You′ve got the rope already tied around your neck One voice whispers life through your sorrow
Don′t sing your last lullaby I don′t think its time
We′re all going to die But we′re all not meant to die young
This is not your lullaby Don′t go to sleep Not yet
We′re all going to die But we′re all not meant to die young Wait for the sunrise Cause we′re all not meant to die young
Talks about it all the time It′s a sickness he says So sure all the time He hates it And I honestly believe him So sure all the time
Maybe the one who screams the most Screams about himself
Fed up of giving up Clean cup please drink up
He sees it′s eating him up It′s the price he pays But it′s not even worth a dime So scared that people may find out He is what he hates So scared all the time
This is his naked inside
Piece by piece he′s trying to build a ladder For him to fall from Every time he climbs He condemns their actions So that no one will suspect That he′s the victim for his own crime
This is his darkness In which he will stand This is his naked inside Alone in a desert land And I′m a coward Shut my eyes and concentrate On my shell, on soap and shower Oh God how I want to tell the world But I hesitate
Just one last cigarette and fly Coincidences made sorrow rule over your soul I′m standing with my wings around you I cry
So try to show you′re a man You′re nobody′s toy There is nothing that separates a man from a boy
Thought so dark you got lost in there Lost your way home and now it′s getting late I long to greet you when you come home But don′t you leave earth in this state
No don′t you leave earth in this state I′m the soft whisper of peace in your ear As all of this creates No night vision in this forest of darkness And I feel what you feel inside And as your skin got burned mine did too when they lied
Why are you doing this to me? Have I done something wrong? My childhood eyes can′t see. Innocence! It was born in me, stripped of my clothes, you ignored my plea. Violate! One who was, so very close, wasn′t it enough, no! You had to boast, of your sick perverse fantasies, you′ve had your share, now leave me be. Violate! You found me, you touched me you raped me, you left me, you hurt me, you hurt me, explored me, destroyed me. You′ve played with my head you′re playing with my heart, ran inside my dreams you tore them all apart. Just another freak for your perverse circus, no more tricks. I don′t deserve this. Violate!
Take back that photograph it breaks my heart And I will wait by the telephone While the silence pressures my eardrum I found a black and white with a person smiling sad at me Now I know can′t get back that photograph once it′s been seen
Promise you won′t let me fall asleep never to wake up Til my breath is gone don′t let the color of my eyes fade Promise you will find a way through the night while the angels cry You color your heart blood red love does not fade away
Can′t give back that photograph once it′s been signed And I can′t stop thinking about your voice Now it′s keeping me up at night I found myself on a black and white staring back at me Now I know, can′t get back that photograph It just needs color
Promise you won′t let me fall asleep never to wake up Til my breath is gone don′t let the color of my eyes fade Promise you will find a way through the night while the angels cry You color your heart blood red love does not fade away
Blood-drop on that black and white Is the only thing that can colorize these non-colored eyes
Promise you won′t let me fall asleep never to wake up Til my breath is gone don′t let the color of my eyes fade Promise you will find a way through the night while the angels cry You color your heart blood red love does not fade
I′m waiting for You Until you give my spirit wings I′m waiting for You Until winter breaks into spring
In the air of truth I held up my bruised spirit For everybody to see So no one can drag me away from this place Before You heal it For my soul to breathe only before thee
Let me hear it once again Silent thunder shake me I will wait forever if that′s what it takes for me to hear and see So they can go ahead and say that I swallowed the bait And I′ll still sick around Your precious voice, yes I will wait
So let me glow like I was new Pure as if this was where it all should have begun If I could I would give more then I have to You As I′ve walked this night Your hand guides the morning sun
That day I woke up, screaming of emptiness A thought crushed my mind To all of them she′s just a worn-out dress They can seek but not find Time pass please this day of rain I′m in this world and she′s in another Her fragile voice of sorrow let my brain go insane I′m in this world and she′s in another
And You must be my arms around her now
We both agreed on this choice To let me be helpless And she to stick to your voice Me to my knees everyday I guess
Leave footprints on her/my/our floor tonight To slumber in Your light Let her/me/us sleep with angels tonight Can′t even breathe without holding you tight
Trade my will against yours Is something I′d rather say then do I want to kick down some doors For me to see through But she believes in love Makes this distance pass She sees the dove Makes me stay and not trespass
My feet felt light for the first time in months It was like you came walking across the room Straight at me and then straight through me And then stopped and stood still for awhile I knew then that i′d been lonely for quite some time And as we started to dance you gently took off my tear soaked coat And let it fall heavy to the floor and then We danced some more
When all is said and done When all is gone and still just begun I will be asked what i did with my time and why Can you be my alibi Cause i know i spent it dancing with you
I have been here before These emotions are relived It′s like a joy deja vu You have been walking along With me for quite some time But me with my deaf ear and blind sides Both of these i turned against you We all know that you′re there We all know
When all is said and done When all is gone and still just begun I will be asked what i did with my time and why Can you be my alibi Cause i know i spent it dancing with you
Said and done Now all is gone and still just begun What have i done with my time and why You are my alibi Cause i know I know im dancing with you
I′m here You′ve got me Have no fear Savior that′s me On a stable rock I′ll place you You can rest That I will personally will see to
You called out my name I heard you You′re healed
What happens now? You′re healed But still I′m disappearing somehow In your cry I′ll always be near But in your laughter I don′t disappear I′ll gladly wipe away your tears But I′ll never become your teddybear
Don′t throw this away I′m no teddybear
I′m here You′ve got me Have no fear Savior that′s me No favors that′s no what I came for If you had any idea what I′ve got in store
You called out my name I heard you You say I′m feeling fine You say no deal But I′ll always be two steps behind In case you change your mind In your cry I′ll always be near But in your laughter I don′t disappear I′ll gladly wipe away your tear But I′ll never become your teddybear
Think through whatever you decide to do Can′t make you but I ask you please don′t fake When you come before me I know you don′t like when you don′t see me with your physical eyes But I tell you what you think you see can be lies
She said what I was supposed to think Thank God for freedom Thank God for liberation (She said) Now we are allowed to think Now we are allowed to feel lust without cute boring love
But don′t you ever just like me Long for purity Don′t you ever Get sick of our territories
What are you so scared of sister What made you so afraid to feel To chose a stone cold liberation The one thing I hate most about me Is the one thing you want to make your trademark To feel lust without cute boring love
But don′t you ever just like me Long for purity Don′t you ever Get sick of our territories Don′t you ever feel like glass Fragile, hurting, letting it pass Don′t you think it′s time to trespass
But when the fire is gone Who are you? What are you so scared of sister? I′m just as scared as you
Because I am what you told me you are Because you showed me your unhealed scar Revealed and died in your own eyes Relieved me to see my own lies
Through the years it has become darker in that secret place His light pierced this lonely chamber through you And the truth shall set you free I′ll remember your truth that set me free from it getting Darker and darker in that secret place
It came flying through the air like a beautiful shadow made me turn my head The taste of danger is sweet I′ve always known but still allowed this to be my bread Evil crow lands on my head, I let it stay Whispers so I think only I can hear it and I obey
Who would think that so much beauty would come from such horrible truth Because I am what you told me you are Because you showed me your unhealed scar
Tongue too ashamed to even pronounce it right I spoke but kept it in me with ropes so tight This is my fight, the word was spoken and I got my sight
Promise so glad I wasn′t able to keep Words formed by your soul is my reflection Lie was bound to my heart to keep Broken chains through your confession
As I stand here watching your worn-out shell You used it well I can feel it in the atmosphere somehow I want to see with your eyes right now I know you′ve never been this close before You′ve been feeling homesick for a while This is the moment you′ve been longing for
The gate is slowly opening more and more And I′m already missing you I always thouhgt the walls between The worlds were bigger was thicker And I′m already missing you
That boy is gone Sometimes i miss the way he wept at night To be still and not run To be rocked to sleep in your light These days there is not much that will bring tears to my eyes But when i remember who i am and who you are When i remember A cloud moves in, rain falls, thunder strikes, and sunshine breaks through the clouds
I am walking blind So distracted that i dont even feel when you hold me When did i grow such thick skin You are my sunshine and rain My joy and sweet pain I′m a spotless stain That boy is gone But nobody moves me like you do When i remember
A cloud moves in, rain falls, thunder strikes And sunshine breaks through the clouds I can cry out of sorrow and joy Every drop of rain turns into a crystal in the sun So wash my eyes, my clothes, my skin, my bones, my soul My feet, my love I′m not forgotten I′m in your thoughts cause i feel sunshine in the rain
To this day nobody moves Nobody Nobody moves me like you do
Start the motor let the engine spin Give it fuel so it can′t stop within Precious harmony I say Wont you open the door Let me in let me stay In your arms under your wing Give me some water from your everlasting spring Shut up must stop talking to myself Shut up must stop rely on my shell I′m in you you′re in me Glad you came to my senses Because I didn′t
Eye for an eye Some things are hard to Say goodbye to And you Are what I want to be when I say I′m invert
Ouch it hurts when my shoulder hit Their shoulders Ouch want to go mainstream just like them God help me go bolder I know I′m not and I forgot that I am Not the one who is going to make things done All by myself I think I made You tiny But I am glad You made me see In Your presence You′re just growing And growing and I′m being just me
All seems wasted now you comb your hair While your eyes search for a backdoor to get out All you could do was to leave your deeds at the door As you entered this room of sickness and doubt But i saw you put down the memories in your coat just before Now you want to drink but need someone to pour To pour your heart out
This time You know this is real When you′re scared to reveal This time Could you leave this now Even if you knew how This time Looking over your shoulder You have become older This time Are you afraid to die
With nothing left the pressure is off To become all you needed to survive With a color black you would not be blessed In a church that decides on color and puts a price On a paradise you now seem to know so well But i knkow I see jesus in your eye, so kiss the sky... and leave this now Now i have seen what grace looks like
This time You know this is real When you′re scared to reveal This time Could you leave this now Even if you knew how This time Looking over your shoulder You have become older This time Are you afraid to die
We had an intimate talk With god you and i Me with my words and you in silence All you said was I like that But i saw jesus in your eyes
This time You know this is real When you have nothing more to reveal This time Would you leave this now Even if you knew how This time Looking over your shoulder You have become older This time You′re not afraid to die
Pace is picking up Tempo changing slowly gradually hardly noticeable One beat per minute becomes two and two makes four Now where is that door
To reality check me out and in and out of this motel rooms It′s unbelievable is this retrievable I think I better leave
Pretty nights flashing photo lights I feel all right as long as smiles are shining bright What a game what a night I feel all right I said Pretty nightspretty nights but got nothing to say
Who touched the volume knob Has it always been this loud Allowed it to go from one Does this one go to eleven I think I better leave
Nothing is silent except the thoughts in my head And all those words have been said Feels unbelievable are they retrievable Because all I do is scream to overpower this noise
Pretty nights flashing photo lights I feel all right as long as smiles are shining bright What a game what a night I feel all right I said Pretty nights pretty nights but got nothing to say
Pace is picking up tempo changing the common normal Normalized us and paralyzed us and left us with a sadness And now it′s hovering in the air in between our eyes I know we can find our way around Around if we can only find the time Time we don′t have but that has been given
Pretty nights flashing photo lights I feel all right as long as smiles are shining bright What a game what a night I feel all right I said Pretty nights pretty nights but got nothing to say
Force me to open my mouth Again because they know I don′t want to Speak loud when they make me feel Like a boy scout So hard to tell them You love them to I can′t give much if I punch back at The one who hits first Trying to make me feel ashamed Because I′m touched God help me see them See my thirst
Tensed But still so calm Alright Leaning on your arm Beautiful spirit Talk to me Holy Spirit Walk with me
They are liberated minds I′m a narrow-minded fool Why must it be That a discussion is about beating My mouth will be Closed if there′s no one seeking
You know I will be there Love is so convincing My words don′t come out right I will stay but not fight Everybody believes in god But it seems like no one does in You But I do
The charade is over now Still you′re trying to hide it somehow Am I wrong when I say a piece is missing? Inside is screaming you stay quiet No one is listening You′re picking up a shell No one will ever tell The difference and so the indifference will come
You can′t climb out of your empty box alone
Grab your hair but you can′t lift yourself up Still you′re telling me to shut up Don′t you get fed up with your own pride? Realize we′re on the same side You are not the first one Who lost track of the sun You can′t see that now I know
Don′t want to sound superior but even though I know this is not a cave can′t you see the light I′ll walk beside you tonight
Fast lane, sane, insane this world is running And I′m walking with a cane Seek, seek you can be unique But whatever you do don′t let your inside out But I′ve got to take a leak
And I know you′re alive And you know I will always try I could never care less about What this world has to offer if the price is to die I′ll keep my human spirit alive
Man I′m so weak Come on over here I′ll let you have a peek Inside my heart cause you′re the one I seek I know I′m slow but wherever I go I hear your steps echo
And I know you′re alive And I′ll give my heart to survive This world has nothing to offer a human soul Reaching for the sky So father of light Keep my human spirit alive
Will I try to hide away in the secret space of my heart Will I try in time Will I try with my feet on the ground of shadows But my hands towards the light Will I try in time
Your eyes Are always there Your eyes Are what I came for
Your eyes Drive away my fear Your eyes I could just stand there and adore
Stop just right there Everything has to stop to steal time For whom I want to be near Yes I do care and I love the love we share
And I know you′re alive I′ll give my heart to survive This world has nothing to offer a human soul Reaching for the sky So father of light Keep this human spirit alive
Come with me, ride upon my shoulder why don′t you Don′t you see, you can′t fall down when you′re On my shoulder You wonder if you must climb To get away from the slime Seeking it′s way in to your heart But I know Yes I know
You′ll see this through Come ride upon my shoulders I′ll carry you Why is it that you must fight alone? I′ve known you before you did So don′t you play no charade
Breathe my air, come ride upon my shoulders Don′t feel scared, I won′t break when you′re on My shoulder You wonder if you must climb To get away from the slime But I alone will lift you up Because I know Yes I know
It is time To leave yourself behind I can take every drop of your spit But it′s when you do you see you don′t fit It is time
Softly like a touch of a dark angel Her hand in yours You′re dressed to kill Can she tell
Swing your partner to the right Swing your partner to the left It scares me, the way you dance She looks pretty Hair glittering with confetti How does it feel man Hold steady Is she ready Does she like it dancing on the broken glass
Watching you from across the room One hand on the waist while the other, knuckles turning white Are you holding on for dear life or does she not know how to let go
Swing your partner to the left It scares me, the way you dance She looks pretty Hair glittering with confetti How does it feel man Hold steady Is she ready Does she like it dancing on the broken glass
I see you′re wearing your shoes Where are hers And see I′m wearing my shoes
I don′t want to but in this square dance Everybody has to dance Everybody dance now
Swing your partner to the left It scares me, the way you dance She looks pretty Hair glittering with confetti How does it feel man Hold steady Is she ready Does she like it dancing on her broken dreams
She shut your eyes Now you could say better luck next time But I know you′re about to die How deep can you drill into a man′s soul Still say better luck next time When the only thing to fill it with is a lie
So say what you want But drops of crystal clear water Has been falling into your heart
Now you′re sick of lying Tonight a star is shining On a heart that′s dying The morning star is shining again So you better wake up You better rise up The morning star is shining again
How long has it been since you gave in Did it just take all this time For you to see you′re not the messiah She shut your eyes Or did you do it yourself with time Did you on purpose walk astray Did you choose to be a liar
A star called your name Will you use your voice to answer Just one last time
With big guns and big ambitions Never ending arguments When is your ammunition spent With big guns you load and shoot me down With all those pretty words you thought out Ready to recent
I hope time will change your heart I′ll be coming against your words With something inside of me Time will change your heart I will be waiting at the doorstep of love The doors wide open for you to see
We laugh about it and we dwell over it But time flies by, and I′m getting anxious Forgive me for pushing you I know you have your own legs to walk with I guess it′s because to me it′s so precious
I hope time will change your heart...
When there′s not much left to say Words better left unspoken Let me hear from you When your heart is broken
I used to be making future plans As I would dance At your funeral that′s me The superman I always wanted to be Pretending blindness I didn′t want to find this Something I left behind But always with me Somehow protecting me Somehow trying to convince This blind man to see
Blindside What am I going to say When you come my way What am I going to do When you come through
Past present How on earth did my lifestyle Become this pleasant Basically I′m this kite Flying around in this great big night Birdman feeling free But my strings attached to the man below me If birdman wanted to fly on his own He would be a slave to the storm
I would like to see Differently I would like to walk Like I talk Would like to breathe The air that I need Would like some bread Although I′ve just been fed
I wish that I could stop Playing superman I have decided to let the case drop I′m not superman
With my hands I can do Fake food With my hands I can drown All your sounds With my hands I sometimes think That I can do Just like You With my hands I can make Mistakes
One, two, three stop break Count to three and if I don′t see You You′re fake I heard You care Now don′t dare Show Yourself I′ll believe Show Yourself I′ll still proceed Show Yourself I′ll believe No I won′t
I don′t want to see You My eyes see what′s true I don′t want to feel You But still I do
You say You are mine I just want to leave this behind I think You′re nothing but an act A good one Don′t You try Whatever You do I′ll deny Why is it so convincing?
I don′t lie why can′t I just drop this Get this out of my head
Frost in the grass glitters Dance in it barefoot for awhile Until it hurts and i′ll know it stings Before turning numb I guess you win and you lose some
We′re at war Realize this is a heart-attack One nation under at attack Heart is frozen but it′s ready to crack
Frostbite biting slow Turning blood and veins cold Ice with claws climbing Unwards my veins But i will be searching for a heart that won′t get old
These streets are as cold and wet As my eyes, flesh and bones are longing home I was taken out of context And to think you had me not speaking for a month or two But it′s not you i know It′s just me waiting Waiting for the sun to come out
We are to follow What if i could stand still and get moved
We are to follow We are nothing running blind We are to follow We are so sick of it now We are to follow But im scared to be left behind We are to follow Nothing now
The TV dies more and more for each day And the beauty of your eyes (in my hand) Makes the flashing lights behind me on the wall look even more pale Four o′clock and the sky is getting red And here i am, just me waiting Waiting for the sun to come out
Im throwing myself at you And i′m holding on for dear life Can i scream out of tune in this choir God help me scream
I took a walk down 4th avenue when i saw it A red line in the concrete Leading somewhere out of sight Something compelled me to stop So i jumped over the fence Started following from what appeared to be The trail of a leaking tin can Leading into the alley away from the light
Now this is what needs to be done Blacklight shining in the dark Brings out brightness more than in the sun Do i dare to stay Cause somehow i want to
Trade love for the city lights You chose me to stay Trade light for the city love You chose me to stay
So now what if i continue this walk The red line is taking me down trashcans lonely street Yes the streets have neames but the people don′t Or are they forgotten And i′m starting to smell something beautiful Though these streets are rotten
Trade love for the city lights You chose me to stay Trade light for the city love You chose me to stay
Put back the stars I′m out of shape tonight Pinhole black velvet Navigation-skills got lost with the fading light It was there not more then a second ago Now what do you know, what i do know Is just not good enough to make things right Put back the stars I′m out of place tonight
Ain′t it something to know your lost
I hoist my sail Through there is no wind in sight And i close my eyes to feel the fresh breeze Paint the inside of my eyelids bright Fill the sky with your breath Cause you know im out of mine Let the sky burn and i will inhale Without a fight I hoist my sail And i′ll just wait for you tonight
Ain′t it something to know you have lost
Black tar surrounds me now But life is the next door neighbor On the outside there is just absence But when i close my eyes All i see is your face
Ain′t it something to know you′re lost Ain′t it something to know you′re lost Ain′t it something i know i′ve lost
Slipped away out of my hands like a soap once again Hey what a day, gone for the night and then Run back home and tuck yourself in for a needed sleep For another work-week, what a day what a day Then wake up, oh no, sunset, I missed another day One slap on the cheek and out the door Running and running and coming closer to stumbling If you run with a knife, you fall. You stick a hole in that bubble called life But my weapon is clean and I′m ready to go Run nicotine, caffeine through my veins To wake up, catch up, but it seems like
Ohhh.. I′ve been living in slow motion I′ve been living in slow motion
Hold your breath and count to three Not me, I′ve got to see what′s around the corner ok One two three... I′ve got to have air Stumbling around spinning the disco ball faster More of everything It smells like burning rubber under my shoes But I′m always one step behind, one minute too late Hey operator, could you connect me with a respirator I′m running after life like a dog on a leech But life keeps slipping away
Ohhh.. I′ve been living in slow motion I′ve been living in slow motion
We make it a hard synchronize Stuck stuck stuck stuck in the lies you better Leave leave because so many times I run 50 miles an hour and I get sick sick sick Wait wait I can′t hold your breath Stay stay won′t let you go away I′ll stay and sleep with the lions If you say you won′t go away
I′ve been running I′ve been running out of time
I′ve been living in, I′ve been living in slow motion
Put the knife in the table Deck of cards fly across the room This game has ended someone need to die Cause i put my life on the table but forgot the risk i assume Now it′s going down
Fell in love with the game But i forgot your name Go ahead please fight me Cause i′m not scared Though you stayed the same I forgot from where i came
I put my life on this table This is me and i′m lost for words Now is it me who needs to die Say something then Cause i′ll be dead before dawn If your voice comes unheard Now i can′t find ground
Fell in love with the game But i forgot your name Go ahead please fight me Cause i′m not scared Though you stayed the same I forgot from where i came
And we both stand tall on the table You take me by the hand and i grab you by the throat And we came crashing down through the window On the dirt ground below And we wrestle in the mud and the blood and the beer Break my jaw i don′t care Just stay with me, stay
Look my arms i don′t want to move Hold me still teach me how to weep If it′s ok with you i think i′ll stay here For a little while
Fell in love with the game But i forgot your name Go ahead please find me Cause i′m not scared Though you stayed the same I forgot where i came from
They spoke their minds As I stood there smiling This brain understood their arguments So I just stood there Keep on smiling Cause it′s not on me they′re throwing their darts So why are they heading this way for my heart?
How come I′m the one bleeding When you′re the one being cut And every stabbing word about you stings
An allergic reaction towards all of this Have to respond, although without an answer back And I throw everything back into their face Hear my own stupid sentences and I have lost track
You have strength beyond words And You have communication beyond my words
This battle is not mine I try to forget Every time they spit Your name out on the sidewalk And I will let the candle shine inside me without any regret But where′s Your voice in all my talk
Liberty Everything is allowed Society Sex gathered crowd
It tickles You just want to play It tickles But soon it plays with you You want to leave but you stay
I see you You don′t want to try I love you And I′m not good at good-byes You say you′re not bad Why should I end up down there? You say you′re not bad But I can only take what′s mine Say you care Is he your father now?
You kissed me on my cheek goodbye But I didn′t mean Crazy it may seem But to me you were never ever unclean I know you know I am but even if it′s slow You′re walking away You think you are here to stay Although your pride have grown Legs taking you away I wonder for how long you can take That image you fake
Fingers in your ears My lips are just moving You don′t want to hear
Taking and breaking the things That is you and I You ask for a goodbye Want this part of you to die Why do you have to wear that make-up? I see your thoughts are screaming in my face Shut up
You and I unseparable Don′t you know I didn′t come here to judge You′ll be free and I will make you whole Those wounds must hurt Let me clean you let me get rid of your bull I′ll make you full That deep down emptiness I′ll just blow away Because no matter what they say You will never be alone with me anyway To feel pain ain′t a sin But it′s when you′re trying to cover it up You hurt me within I′ll take one step Can you take one too?
So you think that I could ride This wave all the way through So you think that I could just stand here With nothing to hold on to I can feel it, it′s breaking, it′s coming down It′s crashing down from up high Can′t see it, it′s too big too fast I′ve already shut eyes
The endings are all right? The endings are all good?
What if I could reach inside To take a deeper breath to see it′s all right What if I saw you at my side
I know I was made to go up this mountain Every bone in my body tells me it′s right I know I was made to go up this mountain But I′m getting scared of heights Still I′ll sleep to the sound of the monsters roar Cause I′ll sleep next to your heartbeat forever
The endings are all right The endings are all good
look at faces bruised and beaten the life you took will leave you empty the unwanted blood it trickles down your eyes can′t see the peace you′ve destroyed this life denied unseen homicide as you took this gift from God′s hands don′t take it away souls of children stare at you in mirrored anguish asking why murder - no love found murder - without a sound murder - in the ground murder - God′s mercy still abounds
Wasted disposable dying scum Two months tops before silence replaces your small beating drum Isn′t that what we′re all waiting for So we can go home and celebrate our good life
But i feel gun powder Burning under my skin Don′t say another word You might set off a spark Cause i′ve got gun powder Burning under my skin
Take me back to tv-land Numbness is a safe zone They never trained me for reality I′m a reality-tv clone Now did you say your 10 going on 11? Something is terribly wrong Somehow i′m dying with you
But i feel gun powder Burning under my skin Don′t say another word You might set off a spark Cause i′ve got gun powder Burning under my skin
They won′t see The fire you have lit inside of me They look up to the stars And wonder where you might be They look up without realizing That they′re standing right there in the palm of your hand I can′t explain or understand I just love you
It′s common knowledge That you′ve been dead for a while It′s well known that the cross is only a burden With pains and trials But then again how come my shoes are so light How come I can walk for miles And still just love you
So I think I′ll stay Caught up in a silent prayer I believe in silence Our hearts speak the same word So why don′t we just walk along The shoreline with a silent song Cause I believe in silence Our hearts speak the same word
We have to prove That our love is real over and over again But let them think what they want I know it will never end Because I know where it began And my heart still heart still pounds twice as fast Whenever you walk by Cause I still love you
What just happened? The hollywood empire strikes back And this time I′m standing in their way Waited for so long For this to come along Now this beauty and beast is starring in my face Still silent voice whispers stay
(but in the crowd I) Caught a glimpse of your eye Everything freezes I′m in an old photograph I′m back from the start Caught a glimpse of your eye Everything freezes and I′m ready To give you my heart
Mayday Too many voices too much noise in my ear Don′t want to lose contact over this black ocean Now you sing follow love I′ll be safe in devotion
The world you painted was new The colors were so alive Took a lie and made it true A final touch and then right into the painting you dive
It′s ok if you break You′ll see colors again This is more than you can take You′ll see colors again It′s your life that′s at stake You′ll see colors again Don′t you think it′s my time, anytime soon
Whenever did it all happen That one color after another seems to fade Now the sky is carved with a coalpen It′s all gray despite the effort you made
How do you like your God now Now that he is you Does he feel dead somehow And where does that leave you