I′m standing at the coast and I listen to the waves I′m searching for a place to anchor my heart But the water is too deep to find You I′m drifting away washed to the shore Sand in my eyes I can′t find You I′m searching stone for stone I′m diving blue for blue I′m diving deep in You but I can′t find You Waters wash my soul I listen to the waves telling stories far from home They live and breathe and break they′re washing clear my soul
shadow-veiled, passing years I can′t see the sun where′s the land of friends? darkness conquers us when the dawn of night begins deep beneath my chilling fears lives the ocean of my tears I don′t understand the world bodies frozen, love stands still as the sun was doomed and I turn to look to you there are no words I can use I can′t explain the goings of the world dark and cold I can′t explain misery I can′t explain cruelty I can′t explain success of lying I turn away anger pounds, sorrow surrounds I can′t stand this pain neverending emptiness everyday we look away we are all alone
you′re waiting for the gates to be raised when you walk through your life will change time after evil hour after fear it′s the moment in life when souls unite ...souls will unite when you close your eyes souls will unite then the sun will rise summer′s might
I will give you the key open the gate to me the sun will rise let our souls unite
emptiness is driving you tunnels you are wandering through your thoughts will set you free from your private misery I want you to see my world I will wait for you within you will walk on flowered dreams mile after mile
someday the sun will warm your face and heat your soul when you sit happily in the sand and unite with the stars
the frost invades the day′s growing dark lock your doors misery arrives black, silent smiles passion is chained hatred is born love forlorn
waiting for the time when sunbeams touch my face feel its warm embrace waiting for the time when flowers rise again growing over pain
forests burning bright fire finds new home the air blows hot drying fruity minds ashes fall like snow burying our souls my warning cries were never heard
waiting for the time when words will win again spirit, thought and soul waiting for the time when jealousy will die waiting for the time
spirit under ice empty veins of blood all ears are closed all mouths are locked murderers of word murderers of thought rivers flood down my cheeks
This is the day When grief pours freezing over me Like rushing mighty floods To drown the flame burning in my eyes Freezing coals in my soul I ask myself, how came these things to pass′ Sometimes unexpected seconds just arrive too fast Counting moments always change my life Counting moments when joy or tears arrive Counting moments I never will forget Sudden, unexpected things come to pass I′ll never enter dreams of Eden anymore The low last edge of the universe Now all hope′s destroyed images burst Perspectives gone and past Dreams devide and break Sudden movements piercing through my life Unforeseen joy or tears arrive
in a maze of feelings I lost myself my colored window now piece of broken glass I can′t stand it anymore but I always do how much more I′ll have to give?
life′s a neverending story of disappointment hunger yearns, greed is turning good to bad
I wish so much to tell but noone hears I′m always wondering how much more all take from me taking this, taking that again and again simple hated life nothing will remain
let me be when will I be free? crumbling walls I wanna see I am sick of useless stories now it′s time for me to worry worry about me
I′m lying on my bed now No morning gives me promise of a glorious day Will happiness return? I overdrink the day I overdring the night I′m drinking forth myself abroad to an empty loss down to a sunless sea to drown in my own misery Will my happiness return? Will the night lay to rest? Future-expectations there? Hopeful promise anywhere? Will my happiness return? Will the night lay to rest? Will the rainbow bridge my ways? Will there be glorious days? I′m a stranger for the world Nevermore to dance Isolation in my rooms Oh hell that I was born Too many wills that don′t come true No chance to realize The final countown, final flight to false illusions, astral suicide I′ll stop my sadness, use the key to the outlet of my misery
I dive into the sea to realms of unknown blue I break the surface to drown in nothingness Calm before the storm Storms drowning everything Floods drowning all You′re sinking down Water, deep, blue, cold The sea′s calling You Floods drowning all Blue dimensions Water, deep, blue, cold destroying all And the flood′s destroying all And the world is sinking down Blue dimensions over us Our world is dying Black clouds appear and the rain falls Lands under water they sink into forget Cold under water lies the wreck called mankind
The last bird from a scattered flock Seeks shelter in a tree Alone amongst the lonely woods He will cry when noone hears He will fall when noone cares Palls of grief hanging in the clouds What must go wrong, so that we see There′s not enough to make us stop
We are the devils of a dying land What evil spirit holds us here We wear a careless mask Making friends with death We are devils of a dying land
Mankind took all nature′s pride Mercy out of sight Demons dark around us swarm Forests′ last time The short last sound of singing birds We don′t know what it means Will we ever know?
A world where iron shells Can kill men′s blood A world of emptiness, A dying land
I′m looking through my window and I see a lonesome star lost in the night I′m looking through my window and I see midnight′s gloomy forest, it′s mighty trees The new-moon winter-bright overspread with phantom light Cold winds are knocking at my door Should I open′ Welcome to my broken heart, I invite You I′ll show You hidden dreams, just explore Dreams that yearn for sunny days Dreams that search for hopeful ways Realize my deepest dreams! When the cold winds visit me my wishes freeze, illusions flee Hopelessness, it fills my soul Hopeless ways I′m walking down I′m sitting here, no window there No lights I see I′m waiting for Dreams that yearn for sunny days Dreams that search for hopeful ways
Would You like to go for a walk′ Essential for You... May I introduce You to my words: Small amusements give You joy You don′t think about it′s sense stupid guy... I deny You, I despise You You′re the one ′bout whom I laugh Go to hell now, get a move on! Follow my advice! I deny You, I despise You You′re the one whom I regret Go to hell now, get a move on! I′ll show You, go to hell! Truth it has no value for You You keep up appearances Shut Your gob, now I am talking! A fat lot You know about the truth Now our ways will seperate forever Forget my words and live the world You live Now it′s time to say good-bye to You Walk Your path again and keep a fool!
My heart is crushed It′s lying there and growing cold Summer′s sunset falls Sunlight flees away and dews of night arise Rainy autumn moves my heart Flowers welking welk my joy Clouds come rolling over they depress me, overrun me They overshadow my heart Autumn comes apace, a last warm glance sighing to me Now grey vails between the earth and sea Birdless branches in the wind Leaves they found their death in coldness Naked trees in the frost of night yearning for the sun again and again Waters laying still in transparent fog Lakes of blue covered with ice to sleep their winter-sleep
In the fire of the sunken sun fast as ravens, bullets, thoughts I run I inhale the golden oil and I fear forever darkness Nights come, bringing snow Forever darkness in my soul Black, cold days will never cease when the ground shakes and the light falls Look into Your heart Do You see the ruins of what we felt before′ Look into Your heart Forever darkness in my soul Do You see the ruins of what we felt before′ Look into Your heart Do You feel it′ Do You see the ruines of what we felt before′ Sickening lives the fallen man This is our world Here the snake gets her poison to kill innocense in paradise Lies come, spirit′s gone devil′s might has won Black cold days will never cease when the ground shakes and the light falls
the hours are slipping by I stare into the night into my deep blue sea of unforgotten memory I paint your face into my mind and kiss your tears away for me there′s only you
I want you here, forever stay my heart torn in two I′ll hold you close to ease your pain ′cause I feel it too
we are two souls in moonlit autumn nights rebelling hearts on wings of gentle smiles peaceful earth and star-filled skies no demon, devil, ghost will make us cry
I want you here, forever stay my heart torn in two I′ll hold you close to ease your pain ′cause I feel it too forever stay and save the day forever stay
A shining star it sinks and spreads it′s last silver rays A short glance and then escape to universal spheres The last sinking star leaving us and with it the last remaining truth Mankind stained itself with sin Wisdom changed to cold, we hunted everything The last fleeing star says good-bye We′re left in loneliness Stars we cannot buy We′re left alone without warmth, without light The stars, the moon they leave tonight God is out of sight We′re left alone without heart, without soul We′re left alone in fields of gold The sun, the stars, the moon returning home to God Crying about the earth We′re lost in emptiness of space, we′re lost in emptiness of sense Wounds we have to close before the last wise thought perishes
a gentle rain came down on all falling down upon the world washing away our sins tears that cleanse the soul and soothe the pain rain of revival
rain of revival running down my skin no past′s survival remaining in my heart rain of revival remembrance washed away my past′s denial I′m challenging the day I′m sailing on the sea of change conquering new lands coasts of new adventures unknown tasks, unknown fears better than remaining here I′ll leave the world behind rain of revival
will you join my walk to new dimensions I′ll take your hand to change your life
I′m walking down this way without an aim, without a course I sometimes find an open door to rooms that show me trivial thoughts I see wastelands in Your heads without ideas, without respect I blame mankind Your road leads downwards into sinful life Down and down the steps You fall Tears they fall like springing rain down onto the poisoned earth Thoughts that love the routine life push me out of Your door A tree′s my friend just loving me despite it′s wounds bleeding free And the sun is blind, happy rays are gone The tree is dead... I blame mankind
We are living in an unrefined world Where wonders fall as soon as they rise The shadows haunt the deaf and blind You are one of them, ′Cause you are a disbeliever
Living in a world ruled by demons for Breaking the pure wings of our angels who flee and conceal They′re damned to silence
Lore ends now
Now they resign and toss ideas away While cold pelting rains descend – washing brains
Deadlocked, hidebound, desperate You all disbelieve No trust in the unseen You don′t dream
Echoes heard far-off They witness past achievements But they left no light To guide us through this nightmare Burning scars, we are baptised heretics Rumors fly like swirling leaves and spread
Losing our belief in unseizable Values once esteemed and adored Now they flee and conceal They′re damned to silence Lore ends now
But I believe Leave and resign and toss ideas away While cold pleting rains descend – washing brains