Little supernovas in my head Little soft pulses in my dead, Little souvenirs and secrets shared, Little off-guard and unprepared, I was never good enough to find I was never bad enough to mind In the middle I will do my best Take me in your arms and leave the rest
I will give you anything to
Say you want to stay - you want me to Say you′ll never die - you′ll always haunt me I want to know I belong to you Say you′ll haunt me
(Together, together we′ll be together, together forever)
Little variations on my page Little doors open on my cage Little time has come and gone so far little by little, Who you are I can see the patterns on your face I can see the miracles I trace Symmetry and shadows I can′t hide I just wanna be right by your side
I will give you everything to
Say you want to stay - you want me too Say you′ll never die - you′ll always haunt me I want to know I belong to you Say you′ll haunt me
Say you want to stay - you want me too Say you′ll never die - you′ll always haunt me I want to know I belong to you Say you′ll haunt me
(Together, together we′ll be together, together forever) I belong to you (Together, together we′ll be together, together forever) I belong to you
Little supernovas in my head Little soft pulses in my dead Little souvenirs and secrets shared Little off-guard and unprepared
I will give you anything to I will give you everything to
Say you want to stay - you want me too Say you′ll never die - you′ll always haunt me I want to know I belong to you Say you′ll haunt me
Say you want to stay - you want me too Say you′ll never die - you′ll always haunt me I want to know I belong to you Say you′ll haunt me
(Together, together we′ll be together, together forever) I belong to you (Together, together we′ll be together, together forever) I belong to you
You help me survive, you′re the reason I′m alive Speak softly, cyanide Passed from your mouth into mine Your breathing sounds like the sickest music playing backwards in my head Contagions, so hellatious You can′t find the words so you scream instead
This lifeless ordinary My righteous unsuspecting I have a secret- you are a dichotomy
What won′t kill me- makes me What won′t love me- hates me What won′t kill me, dies
You could help me hide, you could keep me inside, Heart broken, petrified What am I supposed to do if you don′t try? Mad symmetry, senseless poetry Laying naked on my bed Contracted and frustrated You won′t say a word and your eyes are dead
This lifeless ordinary My righteous unsuspecting I have a secret- you are a dichotomy
What won′t kill me- makes me What won′t love me- hates me What won′t kill me, dies....... What won′t kill me- makes me What won′t love me- hates me What won′t kill me, dies
The whole fucking world′s against us dude, I swear to God....
What a skeletal wreck of man this is Translucent flesh and feeble bones The kind of temple where the whores and villains try to tempt the holistic tones Running rampant with free thought to free form, in the free in the clear And the matters at hand are shelled out like lint at a Laundrymat to sift and focus On the bigger...better...now...
We all have a little sin that needs venting Virtues for the rending and laws and systems and stems that riff from the branches of office Do you know what your post entails? Do you serve a purpose? Or Purposely serve?
Wind down inside adivistic galore The value of a summer spent and a winter earned
For the rest of us there is always Sunday The day of the week that reeks of rest but all we do is catch our breaths So we can wade naked into the bloody pool And place our hand on the big black book To watch the knives zig zag between our aching fingers
A vacation is a countdown T-minus your life and counting Time to drag your tongue across the sugarcube and hope you get a taste
WHAT THE FUCK IS ALL THIS FOR? WHAT THE HELLS GOING ON? SHUT UP!
I could go on and on, but let′s move on...shall we?
Say, you′re me and I′m you and they all watch the things we do And like a smack of spite they threw me down the stairs Haven′t felt like this in years The great magnet of malicious magnanimous refuse Let me go and plundge me into the dead spot again
That′s where you go when there′s no one else around Its just you, and there was never anyone to begin with, now was there?
Sanctimonious pretentious dastardly bastards with there thumb on the pulse and a finger on the trigger
CLASSIFIED MY ASS, that′s a fucking secret and you know it Government is another way to say...Better...Than...You...
Its like ice but no pick, a murder charge that wont stick Its like a whole other world where you can smell the food but you cant touch the silverware...what luck Fascism you can vote for...isn′t that sweet
And we′re all gonna die some day, cause that′s the American way And I′ve drunk to much and said to little When your gaffer taped in the middle, say a prayer, say a phrase, get yourself together and...
See what′s happening
SHUT UP FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU
I′m sorry I could go on and on But its time to move on...so...
Remember.. You′re a wreck An accident, forget the freak you′re just nature Keep the gun oiled and the temple clean, shit snort and blaspheme Let the heads cool and the engine run Because in then end everything we do... Is just everything we′ve done
What a waste of life this is, every altercation I permit is Like a quiet sigh From a man resigned to a place that was never his And the hours are long, even in a world where I belong Every second stays, every minute counts against my sentence I Fall…I had to let you go… What I tried to accomplish died – every offer of faith I had To fight and a dream unfolds The moon is cold because the sun left early And the days go by, even when my conscience just won’t try Every week decays, every month is rotten - I AM FORGOTTEN I fall… I had to let you go I fall…my mind is all I know I fall… the table turns to dust I fall… today, I let go of my trust What a waste of time I am, every ounce of life is Just dead flesh I can’t forget, but then again you can’t let me remember When I try to speak, every word I say comes out so bleak I don’t want this, I don’t want you But I DON’T WANT ANYONE I don’t want anyone… I fall… I had to let you go I fall…my mind is all I know I fall… the table turns to dust I fall… today, I let go of my trust I let go of my trust
Got a pit in so tight – wish I never had a blast that night, I can hear’em though the walls for me Try to rub but they always find me All in all, this is all I can take – when I fell it was my first mistake, but Broken-hearted musta wilted, cuz everything’s all tilted I keep a little place in the back of my mind I take a little trip when they use up my line But as soon as I can, I’ll find another reason again Hang around like a head on a leash – keep it all just a little out of arms reach I can hear’em through the walls for me Now I know why I can’t go in – all the blurs have a different set of keys again, but Broken-hearted musta wilted coz everything’s all tiled I keep a little place in the back of my mind I take a little trip when they use up my line But as soon as I can, I’ll find another reason again Oh yeah, keep a little place in the back of my mind Take a little trip when they use up my line But as soon as I can, I’ll find another reason again Oh you don’t wanna hurt me You Don’t Wanna Hurt Me YOU DON’T WANNA HURT ME ANYMORE Bring it on, one more time…
I’m the one with the skeleton face – I’m the one with the full nine disgrace I can hear’em through the walls for me Try to run but they always find me I never wanted it to end this way – I wish I had a little more to say, but Broken-hearted musta wilted cuz everything’s all tiled… I keep a little place in the back of my mind I take a little trip when they use up my line But as soon as I can, I’ll find another reason again Oh yeah, keep a little place in the back of my mind Take a little trip when they use up my line But as soon as I can, I’ll find another reason again Oh you don’t wanna hurt me You Don’t Wanna Hurt Me YOU DON’T WANNA HURT ME ANYMORE Bring it on, one more time… Take it away, oh take it away…again…
Never even knew what you meant to convey You handed us a retrospect ′til you didn′t have a thing to say No one questions you Even someone set out to do Now it′s nothing but dead and gone
LET′S GO
Better with a lie than the world′s ever seen You wanted all the recognition until you lost the means No one talks to you Even someone set out to do Take a number your time has come
CUZ YOU′RE ANOTHER ONE! YOU′RE ANOTHER SOUL TO FEED TO THE MAN′S MACHINE!
My excuses lay me down My emotions make me drown My endeavor takes blame At least I have a name
CUZ YOU′RE ANOTHER ONE! YOU′RE ANOTHER SOUL TO FEED TO THE MAN′S MACHINE!
Oh save us all again from a cynic′s Armageddon When your mind didn′t want to break, your rusty mouth consented I think you′re all afraid - too afraid to admit pollution Now there′s no easy way to avoid such a hard solution
Digital - did you tell the world today that we would say goodbye? Digital - did you tell the world today that we would say goodbye?
Here we go again with a brilliant overreaction My advice isn′t gonna change - dysfunction over fashion I think you′re all ashamed - too ashamed to admit your faults No daylight in the bunker - just darkness in the vaults
Digital - did you tell the world today that we would say goodbye? Digital - did you tell the world today that we would say goodbye?
There′s only one way out of this But do we have the nerve to try? Cuz there is no way out of this If all our answers say goodbye
Goodbye - there′s only one way out of this But do we have the nerve to try? Cuz there is no way out of this If all our answers say goodbye
Digital - did you tell the world today that we would say goodbye? Digital - did you tell the world today that we would say... goodbye? Digital - did you tell the world today that we would say goodbye? Digital - did you tell the world today that we would say goodbye?
I remember now, but I still have my doubts I think it′s gonna be today Everybody came, but it′s just not the same Why did it have to be today? Now my chest is tight - no, I am not all right It doesn′t have to be this way Why does it have to be this way?
I don′t know what′s wrong, It′s like I′m too far gone It doesn′t matter, anyway Fear is in my heart - just when I stop, it starts And I can never live this way
Freedom in a cage - no sun and too much rage I don′t know how much I can take Push it down inside, but it knows just where I hide I know that "normal" is hard to fake Bleeding into life - it′s like a thousand knives Are slowing turning me to this Why does it have to be like this?
I don′t know what′s wrong, It′s like I′m too far gone It doesn′t matter, anyway Fear is in my heart - just when I stop, it starts And I can never live this way
I lost again, today...
I don′t know what′s wrong, It′s like I′m too far gone It doesn′t matter, anyway Fear is in my heart - just when I stop, it starts And I can never live this way Living with a curse, somtimes it′s even worse It slowly kills me everyday Something I despise is gonna take my life I guess I′ll try again today
I′m not a victim ′till I let you take me down I′m not a target in the sights of your mercy I never asked for anything - I′M NOT ASKING NOW I WILL NOT BE AFRAID - I WILL NOT BE AFRAID
I′ve done this on my own, and I don′t care what you do to me I won′t hand over what is mine I′ve done this for too long to let you take it away from me It′s too late to stop me cuz i refuse to die (Solo - Josh)
I haven′t weakened just because I′ve shown myself I′ve taking everything except what′s for granted I′ll leave hypocrisy for everybody else I WILL NOT BE AFRAID - I WILL NOT BE AFRAID
I′ve done this on my own, and I don′t care what you do to me I won′t hand over what is mine I′ve done this for too long to let you take it away from me It′s too late to stop me cuz i refuse to die (Solo - Josh)
I′m not a problem ′till you make one out of spite I′ll give you Hell and Consequences for trying If you don′t want an enemy, DON′T FUCK WITH MY LIFE! I WILL NOT BE AFRAID - I WILL NOT BE AFRAID
I′ve done this on my own, and I don′t care what you do to me I won′t hand over what is mine I′ve done this for too long to let you take it away from me It′s too late to stop me cuz i refuse to die I′ve done this on my own, and I don′t care what you do to me I won′t hand over what is mine I′ve done this for too long to let you take it away from me It′s too late to stop me cuz i refuse to die I REFUSE TO DIE!
My face is horrid and I’m constantly slouching My place is lower and I’m constantly crouching I don’t believe it – I saw the man again And he won’t hear a word I say I have delusions so I’m constantly shouting I have compulsions so I’m constantly counting I don’t believe it – there goes my world again And I don’t understand a word I say Just because I’m paranoid it doesn’t mean I’m annoyed and Just because I’m not prepared doesn’t mean I’m not aware The smoke is infinite - I’m constantly panting The truth is imminent – I’m constantly shouting I don’t believe it – I took a chance again and People I don’t know won’t let it go I’ve got some problems – I’m constantly bitching I’ve got some rashes I’m constantly itching I don’t believe it – forgot the pills again I just woke up a million miles from home Just because I seem sedate it doesn’t mean I’m not irate and Just because I’m not immune it doesn’t mean I’m not scared of you Just because I’m incomplete it doesn’t mean I’m obsolete and Just because I’m out of view doesn’t mean I’m not like you
Reveal to me this ugly thing - I′m rusted metal by your head It′s gotten out of hand again - nobody sees it, but I can You thought of everything, I bet - but did you think that i might die? I haven′t really smiled in I don′t know how long, you know Something′s gonna give again - SOMETHING′S GONNA GIVE AGAIN
I tried to fight, but did you listen? Even after you′re gone, man, I′m finished I could never be your god, but then I don′t even think I want the job anymore
Say something, anything to me - I do believe, but I have doubts So many reasons to hold on - conflicting interest isn′t it I guess I′m better off in the end, cuz you were always there to blame I haven′t felt so bad in I don′t know how long, you know I can′t get away again - I CAN′T GET AWAY AGAIN
I tried to fight, but did you listen? Even after you′re gone, man, I′m finished I could never be your god, but then I don′t even think I want the job, you see I tried to fight, but did you listen? Even after you′re gone, man, I′m finished I could never be your god, but then I don′t even think I want the job anymore
What am I supposed to do now? How am I supposed to live now? All I ever did was try, but the story ends, so I guess I′ll have to die Where am I supposed to go now? (solo - Josh)
Go ahead and go away...
(solo - Jim) What am I supposed to do now? How am I supposed to live now? All I ever did was try, but the story ends, so I guess I′ll have to die What am I supposed to do now? How am I supposed to live now? What am I supposed to do now? How am I supposed to live now?
Remember all the times you bent our truth and crossed our lines? All things considered, it was just our normal way of life But somewhere in the middle, we got caught and dragged away So my tribunal brings us here so I can fall today
All - you want is soulless All - you got to break us All - I have to do is Stop - your fucking nonsense
I CAN′T BETRAY! I CAN′T BETRAY - MYSELF!
I stand before you as a victim, as the system rots I couldn′t focus, so I staggered when I heard the shots There are no labels and no rehabilitation here You are surrounded by the very fucking thoughts you fear
All - you want is soulless All - you got to break us HEAR ME!!!
All - I have to do is Stop - your fucking nonsense
I CAN′T BETRAY! I CAN′T BETRAY - MYSELF!
I watch the hope I had disintegrate before my eyes I take a minute and reflect on all your fucking lies Behind the door, you have two choices, but you don′t get to choose You can survive or you can die - either way you lose
All - you want is soulless All - you got to break us All - I have to do is
This fluid feels like pain - This stoic mood is all in vain I reach into the dark - I tear this other me apart How many years ago - How many deaths I can′t let go My flesh is temporary - My God, extraordinary
YOU - CAN′T - KILL - MY - MIND A man delivered... can never make his way in darkness I know tonight will end, but I won′t give this life away again
Sitting thorugh this same debris - Oh my father, call to me This smoke is in my blood - This home is just no good Save me from my bitterness - Give me up, I did my best Shock this system full of shit - Mock this fucker lost in it
YOU - CAN′T - KILL - MY - MIND A man delivered... can never make his way in darkness I know tonight will end, but I won′t give this life away I won′t give this life away - AGAIN A man surrendered... can never find his own forgiveness I know my life will end, but I won′t give tonight away I won′t give tonight away again (Solo - Jim)
This fluid feels like pain - This ruin feels like rain I reach into the past - My future′s fading fast How many years ago - How many I let go My flesh is all I have - My face is happenstance This smoke is in my blood - This life is not enough This life is not enough - This life is not enough
The girls on the streets look all sad in this gold encrusted little town Why is that? Isn’t this the town of dreams? Yeah, but it comes with a price It’s a town that never does anything and takes all the credit A place that promises so much and never has a thing to say Or a care in the world There is no memory here No dream for itself but the dreams of others And all over the world you talk about a place you’ve only seen in the re-runs Immortalized by its vice and deified for its carnage There’s money in the air there All you have to do is reach up and grab it. In basements, garages, parking lots, empty lots, school yards, town cars, Back rooms and more… Diamonds are fashioned from expectations and fortified on a steady diet, Of simple lives and red carpets The ejaculating zeitgeist in night vision Culture is a punch line in a motionless blood in the water The sharks here play games you can’t fathom But you flock here anyway On college money and credit cards Spend a week bullshitting yourself that it was all true, All of it… Just to watch in horror as it all falls into pieces into the gravity of reality The starry eyes fade as it dawns on you, Nothing is guaranteed You are a part of the great divide, the chosen, or the frozen Now your miles away without an egg, Your college money is a collage of debt And your credit cards are all snapped in fucking half. Time to wander a landscape in berethed of mercy This is now the back lot of your failed movie A waking dream re-written without your permission The real luster, the soft focus, the soap opera vision Is just the hindsight of a world who’s just been lied to Of sad surfs, and untouchable lords You took a chance didn’t you? The chance didn’t have a par for you this time around Maybe next life. And you can’t even walk home The girls on the street all look sad in this cardboard cut-out little town No wonder, that’s the only thing here that’s real The gold is for fools and paradise is lost But the hungry have never bothered with the cost Day by day they fall away like rose petals Like ink that won’t dry or fade It just runs wild down cracks and crevices, grooves and folds So I hope someone saves you, before you get cold I really do. Because the girls are on set in this little black book If you don’t believe me take a closer look. If you can..?
You won’t admit it, but it’s true – I’m happy without you I turned away and let your drama pull you in You always said I was a fool, but something carried through I never wanna see your face again So many problems left behind… I’m sorting out my mind This Idiot has turned into a better man I found my soul in someone else, who doesn’t feel like hell Who doesn’t wanna make me kill myself No! No! I have every right to hate you No! No! I have every right to hate you I was leaving, stop believing, then I end up right back in your arms Now I’m bleeding, fucking seething – I was through with you long time ago Some people suffer for no reason, but they’re the ones to blame So walk away, let it go and save yourself Before you tell yourself a lie, just tell that one goodbye How much more can you take before you fucking die? No! No! I have every right to hate you No! No! I have every right to hate you I was leaving, stop believing, then I end up right back in your arms Now I’m bleeding, fucking seething – I was through with you a long time ago
No! No! I have every right to hate you No! No! I have every right to hate you I was leaving, stop believing, then I end up right back in your arms Now I’m bleeding, fucking seething – I was through with you a long time ago Suffer…
Why - is everything so gray - is everything so strange Is everything so thrown together by mistake? Why - is everything contrite - is everything a plight Is everything so insincere and out of sight?
WHY - DOES EVERYTHING SEEM WRONG DOES EVERYTHING LOOK DRAWN DOES EVERYTHING SEEM BLASTED LIKE IT DON′T BELONG?
I wanna make it a way - I wanna make it a waste I wanna make it a gross misadventure I WANNA MAKE YOU ALL! I WANNA MAKE YOU ALL! I WANNA MAKE YOU... lie to me... lie to me...
When - did everything go bad - did everything fall flat Did everything decay and lose itself so fast? When - did everything succumb - did everything go numb Did everything lobotomize what it′s become?
WHEN - DOES EVERYTHING COME BACK DOES EVERYTHING RELAPSE DOES EVERYTHING SAVE FACE AND FIND ITSELF AT LAST?
I wanna show you the way - I wanna show you the waste I wanna show you the worst misadventure I WANNA SHOW YOU ALL! I WANNA SHOW YOU ALL! I WANNA SHOW YOU HOW TO... die for me... die for me...
I wanna give it a way - I wanna give it the waste I wanna give it the worst misadventure I WANNA GIVE IT ALL! I′M GONNA GIVE IT ALL! I′LL NEVER GIVE UP! Lie to me... die for me...
Now - everything′s a lie - everything′s your lie Everything′s a face inside another lie Now - everything′s a side - everything′s one side Everything depends on just which side you′re on...
Just this once, I will go to the front, I will let you all disagree! You won′t last, all you′ve got is the past, An overnight shotgun that fucked up the dream, No excuses and no surprise, The real McCoy is a look in your eyes! I don′t rate, they can alienate this American selfish everything!
We′re the breakdown, I will break ground, on original sin! Suddenly I′m on the right side, in the middle of nowhere again! I am in your hands, I don′t mind cause I don′t understand, I am in your hands, I want you all to tell me who I am! Just tell me who I am! Just tell me who I am!
Just in case, it′s an arrogant fate, Cause I know you all wanna see! Here′s a test and you′re a dire bet, No one feels like you and screams like me! (yeah) All confusion and all control, The real McCoy isn′t real anymore! I′m amazed at the innocent taste of America′s selfish everything!
We′re the breakdown, I will break ground, on original sin! Suddenly I′m on the wrong side, in the middle of nowhere again! I am in your hands, I don′t mind cause I don′t understand, I am in your hands, I want you all to tell me who I am! Just tell me who I am! Just tell me who I am!!
Somebody tell me!!
I am in your hands, I don′t mind I don′t understand, I am in your hands, I don′t mind, I don′t mind!! Oh, I am in your hands and I don′t mind cause I don′t understand, I am in your hands, I want you all to tell me who I am! Just tell me who I am! (tell me who I am) Just tell me who I am! Just tell me who I.. am! (tell me who I am)
Born and raised in this place called life I got a serious case of the clap Dirty fingernails killin′ and stealin′ I′m a bonified psycho and I′m ready to snap
Take a demon seed Smoke a lotta weed You can′t stop me Oh, hell no It′s greasy style And my shit for miles Come and get me Yeah, come on and get me, man
On the highway, I am thick as shit It′s just the seat is really killin′ my ′roids Motorcycles and a fifth of the beam I′m a double cammy shammy with a need to destroy, yeah
Super holy shit Lose the the acid tits You can′t stop me Oh, hell no There, you missed a cue Have a turkey Yeah, come on and get me, man
Haven′t let you in ′cause I′m in you Haven′t let you in ′cause I′m in you Must have been a bitch, must have been a pain Take me off the "innocent" Put me in your vein!
IT′S IMPROBABLE IT′S IMPROBABLE
Haven′t said a word ′cause you′re still on Haven′t said a word ′cause you′re still on Mustn′t take offense, mustn′t take a bow Used to be a derelict Now I have to live with it!
IT′S IMPROBABLE IT′S IMPROBABLE IT′S IMPROBABLE YOU CAME BACK, BUT I KNOW BETTER, BOY
Trip my light fantastic Rub me in your wound I′m not broken, I′m not plastic I′m no whore Used against me - use me up again
IT′S IMPROBABLE IT′S IMPROBABLE IT′S IMPROBABLE YOU CAME BACK BUT I KNOW BETTER, BOY
(sometimes I think I′m crazy; other times I know I′m not)
Somewhere between my tongue and cheek I can feel the hands on me Pulls me in so we are face to face I don′t wanna see it
Hold my head up, can′t avert my eyes Spots and rats on me, I don′t wanna see Claw the ground up, get me out of this Never wanted this - NEVER NEEDED THIS!
And you left me / and I left you And you left me / and I left you, too
Chair is stained and I can′t stay awake Bring forth evidence to keep me sane I can′t keep this riddle locked inside Seven ways to keep my secrets tied
Can′t believe this, I belong in chains Separated, it was me and something else Now I′m numbing, get me out of this Never wanted this - NEVER NEEDED THIS!
And you left me / and I left you And you left me / oh, but then I left you and And you left me / and I left you And you left me / and I left you, too
(Solo: Jim)
Arms stretched out, giving thanks to pain Spotlight looking down, I′m ashamed Kneeling with my forehead to the ground I can′t help but flinch before I′m found
I DON′T NEED YOU! Can′t you see behind? Doesn′t matter now - DOESN′T MATTER ANYMORE! Maybe made me, get me out of this Never wanted this - NEVER NEEDED THIS!
And you left me / and I left you And you left me / and motherfucker, then I left you and And you left me / and I left you And you left me / and I left you, too
SAFE! I JUST WANT TO BE SAFE! SAFE! I JUST - WANT TO - BE SAFE! SAFE! DON′T YOU WANT TO BE SAFE? SAFE! WHY CAN′T YOU LET ME BE - SAFE?
THIS ONE came from looking - THIS ONE opened twice THESE TWO seemed smooth as silk, flush against my eyes THIS ONE needed stitches and THIS ONE came from rings THIS ONE isn′t even there, but i feel it more because you don′t care
Yeah - CUT right into me Yeah - because I am made of SCARS Yes, I am made of SCARS
THIS ONE had it coming - THIS ONE found a vein THIS ONE was an accident, but never gave me pain THIS ONE was my father′s and THIS ONE you can′t see THIS ONE had me scared to death, but I guess I should be glad I′m not dead
Yeah - CUT right into me Yeah - because I am made of SCARS Yes, I am made of SCARS
GOD - DON′T YOU BELIEVE THE HYPE
...And I will find a way - everything you are I will betray Oh, I swear that I will find a way - everyhting you are′s inside me
THIS ONE was the first one - THIS ONE had a vice THIS ONE here i like to rub on dark and stormy nights THIS ONE was the last one - I don′t remember how But I remember blood and rain AND I NEVER SAW IT COMING AGAIN
Yeah - CUT right into me Yeah - because I am made of SCARS Yes, I am made of SCARS
I only wanted, only wanted just to touch you I couldn′t bear it, couldn′t bear it if you leave It doesn′t matter, doesn′t matter if I scare you I only wanted, only wanted someone else′s skin To feel you there Touch my face Keep me whole Help me see------ my life Give me your life I didn′t wanna, didn′t wanna be the first one I haven′t ever, haven′t ever been discreet It isn′t over, isn′t over by a long shot I didn′t wanna, didn′t wanna be the only one To feel you there Touch your face Keep you whole Help you see------ my life Give me your life
INCREDIBLE
Before I show you where the secret is I want to turn you into this I want to give you all my nothingness I want to cover you with this
See my life Let me see Give me - your life INCREDIBLE
Is this wrong of me? I′ve come so far, so fast I′m in the dark about a lot of things Seems so real - TO ME! I′VE CONSECRATED! I WISH THAT I COULD HATE IT I SAW MY BLOODY HANDS COME CLEAN
And I hear my wants and needs again, can you help me? And I hear a different kind again, someone stop me And I feel the strain inside my mind, am I crazy? And I need to shed my skin, reveal this monolith within
Visions plague my dreams - oh God, what beast did this? I couldn′t have What′s inside - OF ME? I′VE DESECRATED! MY GOD, I LOVE TO HATE IT! MY HANDS ARE BLOODY AGAIN, THERE′S NO REASON WHY!
And I hear my wants and needs again, can you help me? And I hear a different kind again, someone stop me And I feel the strain inside my mind, am I crazy? And I need to shed my skin, reveal this monolith within
(Solo: Josh)
And I hear my wants and needs again, can you help me? And I hear a different kind again, can you stop me And I feel the strain inside my mind, am I crazy? And I need to shed my skin, reveal this monolith within
Stuck to the dog, pissin′ out both ends I got a hundred lethal weapons that I call my friends Ain′t a person on Earth who could take my life I wish they would so a man could get some sleep at night But my design is a mixture of descent and decay I see a monster in the mirror fucking everyday Can a man ever wash his hands of blood? Perpetual deja vu, isn′t that enough?
Peel back the layers and see what I′ve become Satisfied? Now I feel nothing Stay away - I swear it wasn′t me!
See if you can relish if you close both eyes Every time I make an issue of it, someone dies Carried out like a hit man, set in stone Don′t know why I even bother to be left alone In my opinion, it′s a self-serving fucked-up phase Got a picture in my wallet that I keep, in case I Gotta go, gotta split, gotta make it to a higher level than this But I could be wrong, what I say is wrong, what I really want to say is
Peel back the layers and see what I′ve become Satisfied? Now I feel nothing Stay away - I swear it wasn′t me!
Run------ it doesn′t matter, I need all the miracles that I can gather Run------ I can′t pretend I put myself in idle hands again
Here′s how it ends, just a bit too soon River deep in all the shit I let myself get into Doesn′t anybody like it here? Blank looks, television drama and no fear Let another person fuck with your mind I bet you become the person who will fuck in time Man I just stopped caring, the music is blaring I feel you glaring, WHY WON′T YOU STOP STARING?
Peel back the layers and see what I′ve become Satisfied? Now I feel nothing Stay away - I swear it wasn′t me!
Run------ it doesn′t matter I need all the miracles that I can gather Run------ I can′t pretend I put myself in idle hands again
Can you take away every single day That we have given to another false prophet? Can you give us all a reason not to fall Before you take away another broken promise?
Show your pretty face - hide the bitter taste You′re still the rapist of an entire nation You wanna be the man? You gotta BE a man But you are nothing but a sad insinuation
How can we ever live this down?
Keep your fingers crossed - the truth is at a loss Big decision for an ordinary coward The only problem is your fuckin′ rhetoric We′re more in danger that before you took power
Now it′s just a game - god, you′ll never change You′d sell us out if you could only find a buyer You don′t give a shit As long as idiots are in your corner, you could set us all on fire
How can we ever live this down? Hou can we ever live this down?
You never wanted to be - they only wanted parody You want the world to be free? What the hell is free about it?
Now we have reached the end, just get it over with But this is building to an adament conclusion Come Whatever May, there′s going to be a day When we have figured out a plausable solution
Everything you′ve done is killing everyone A little smile on a homicidal bastard You wanna be a man? You better have a plan Another failure is a guaranteed disaster
How can we ever live this down?
You never wanted to be - they only wanted parody You want the world to be free? You only wanted the world... You never wanted to be - they only wanted parody You want the world to be free? What the fuck is free about it
Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochists to which I cater
You don′t need to bother; I don′t need to be I′ll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won′t let go ′til it bleeds
Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason; my flaws are open season For this, I gave up trying One good turn deserves my dying
You don′t need to bother; I don′t need to be I′ll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won′t let go ′til it bleeds
(Solo: Corey)
Wish I′d died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shell forgotten with its memories Diaries left with cryptic entries
And you don′t need to bother; I don′t need to be I′ll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won′t let go ′til it bleeds
You don′t need to bother; I don′t need to be I′ll keep slipping farther But once I hold on I′ll never live down my deceit
The world was on fire and no one could save me but you. It′s strange what desire will make foolish people do. I never dreamed that I′d meet somebody like you. And I never dreamed that I knew somebody like you. No, I don′t want to fall in love. No, I don′t want to fall in love. With you. With you. What a wicked game to play, to make me feel this way. What a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you. What a wicked thing to say, you never felt that way. What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you and, No, I don′t want to fall in love. No, I don′t want to fall in love. With you. With you. The world was on fire and no one could save me but you. It′s strange what desire will make foolish people do. I never dreamed that I′d need somebody like you. And I never dreamed that I′d lose somebody like you no, No, I don′t want to fall in love. No, I don′t want to fall in love. No I… No I… Nobody loves no one
Come one and all and see the broken man, talking to himself He sits and waits for something better, he′ll never find it here The people touch his hair and pinch his cheek; he can′t even feel it
There it goes again, he′s listening to someone He hears the bitter laughter And all he wants to know is
Why------ does any of it matter? (I can′t take it anymore) You′ve gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better
He wipes his hands on anything in reach, he never feels clean He shakes at night because his nerve is gone, every muscle hurts Come one and all and see what happened that broken man is me
There it goes again, I can hear it louder It doesn′t feel good anymore All I want to know is
Why------ does any of it matter? (I can′t take it anymore) You′ve gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better
NOW I KNOW I DISAPPEAR! I CAN′T FIND MY WAY FROM OUT OF HERE! EVERYTHING IS FADING ON ME! SOMEONE TELL ME someone tell me Someone - tell me
Why------ does any of it matter? (I can′t take it anymore) You′ve gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better
I don′t know how else to put this - It′s taken me so long to do this I′m falling asleep and I can′t see straight My muscles feel like a melee - body is curled in a U-shape I put on my best, but I′m still afraid Propped by lies and promises - saving my place as life forgets Maybe it′s time I saw the world I′m only here for awhile - but patience is not my style And I′m so tired that I got to go
What am I supposed to hide now? What am I supposed to do? Did you really think I wouldn′t see this through? Tell me I should stick around for you, tell me I could have it all I′m still too tired to care and I got to go
I get to go home in one week, but I′m leaving home in three weeks They throw me a bone just to pick me dry I′m following suit and directions - I crawl up inside for protection I′m told what to do and I don′t know why I′m over existing in limbo - I′m over the myths and placebos I don′t really mind if I just fade away... I′m ready to live with my family - I′m ready to die in obscurity Cuz I′m so tired that I got to go
Where am I supposed to hide now? What am I supposed to do? You still don′t think I′m going to see this through Tell me I′m a part of history - Tell me I could have it all I′m still too tired to care and I got to go (Solo - Josh) I′m still too tired to care and I got to go... (Solo - Corey)
Seed, gotta let it grow, why ya gotta watch when I let it feed? Better look into the mirror for the face you hide away, everyday But I don′t give a fuck; I let it roll - I smoke the old Gotta run, gotta rend, gotta maim, gotta make it through another maze STAY AWAY! Please: wring the blood from my hands Don′t pretend that you understand me I don′t even want you looking at me Motherfucker, GET INSIDE!
Get inside, get inside (motherfucker)
Christ, have you seen this guy? Make ya sick, gonna peel away all the impurities Cuz all you wanna do is keep curin′ me, but I don′t give a fuck I kill everyone You′ll be mopping up blood and guts and all the shit when I′m done Isn′t this fun? Gimme a gun and I′ll tell you all the secrets I hide BEFORE I RUN!
Please: wring the blood from my hands Don′t pretend that you understand me I don′t even want you looking at me Motherfucker, GET INSIDE!
Get inside, get inside (motherfucker)
[Solo: Josh]
Maybe if you look away, I can slip away, gotta get away (RUN, MOTHERFUCKER) Right now I stare at shit, I′m a heretic, but I′ll never give you none of it Tied up in the back of the lab, laid on the slab, got the gift of gab, what′choo want from me? I don′t even know I got a damn disease, but I KNOW YOU WANNA KILL ME!
Please: wring the blood from my hands Don′t pretend that you understand me I don′t even want you looking at me Motherfucker, GET INSIDE!
Freedom′s just a word today - freedom′s just a word When someone takes your word away, it′s seldom ever heard So take a sentence full of things you′re not supposed to say Carry on... but don′t write ′em down, or you′ll be gone
Love is just a song today - love is just a song When someone takes the song away, you seldom sing along So take those lyrics serious and sing your life away Carry on... but don′t write ′em down, or they′ll be gone
All we ever do is talk - we like to ride, but we never walk We make it so damn easy we get bored Why can′t anybody see - what′s good for you is good for me I can′t take your Silly World - I can′t take your Silly World no more
Peace is just two fingers now - peace was just a phrase When someone put it on a shirt, you knew to count the days So take those fingers, tape ′em up and shove ′em up your ass And carry on... but don′t try it now, cause peace is gone
All we ever do is talk - we like to ride, but we never walk We make it so damn easy we get bored Why can′t anybody see - what′s good for you is bad for me I can′t take your Silly World - I can′t take your Silly World no more We fight our instincts - we go to extremes
I am anti-everything man A scab on the lips of the Lord My caustic dismissal Is all I need to get you To fall on your sword
It′s easy to live fast It′s harder to live I woke up today with a gun Ignoring your history is killing your past You might run forever If death never lasts
So do me a favor Your behavior Is just the reason why There is no savior When you′re wasted Let′s face it There′s a side of you that knows you′re a failure Lives for a danger Feels like an enemy But looks like a stranger
The bell has rung on the Titans Everybody,give us some room Your so called set of fake morals I can′t tell the difference - is that an excuse The Matter at hand is a Matter of time A sad little kid with broken toys Your dogmatic license has kept you inside What will you do When you′re burning alive?!
So do me a favor Your behavior Is just the reason why There is no savior When you′re wasted Let′s face it There′s a side of you that knows you′re a failure Lives for a danger Feels like an enemy But looks like a stranger
So do me a favor Your behavior Is just the reason why There is no savior When you′re wasted Let′s face it There′s a side of you that knows you′re a failure Lives for a danger Feels like an enemy But looks like a stranger
I don′t mind my old dead story And don′t want to lie to you I know my Glory will never be the same as truth By now my only Enemy is you I won′t go slowly I′ll leave you behind I′ll leave you behind I′ll leave you behind I′ll leave you behind
I′m looking at you through the glass Don′t know how much time has past Oh, God it feels like forever But no one ever tells you That forever feels like home Sitting all alone inside your head
Cause′ I′m looking at you through the glass Don′t know how much time has past All I know is that it feels like forever And no one ever tells you That forever feels like home Sitting all alone inside your head
How do you feel? That is the question But I forget You don′t expect an easy answer
When something like a soul Becomes initialized And folded up like paper dolls and little notes You can′t expect the bitter folks And while your outside looking in Describing what you see Remember what your staring at is me
Cause′ I′m looking at you through the glass Don′t know how much time has past All I know is that it feels like forever And no one ever tells you That forever feels like home Sitting all alone inside your head
How much is real So much to question An epidemic of the mannequins Contaminating everything And if that came from the heart It never did, right from the start Just listen to the noises(Now I′m more, instead of voices)
Before You tell yourself It′s just a different scene Remember it′s just different from what you′ve seen
I′m looking at you through the glass Don′t know how much time has past Now all I know is that feels like forever And no one ever tells you That forever feels like home Sitting all alone inside your head
Cause′ I′m looking at you through the glass Don′t know how much time has past Now all I know is that it feels like forever And no one ever tells you That forever feels like home Sitting all alone inside your head
And it′s the stars... the stars... that shine for you And it′s the stars... the stars... that lie to you
I′m looking at you through the glass Don′t know how much time has past Oh, God it feels like forever But no one ever tells you That forever feels like home Sitting all alone inside your head
Cause′ I′m looking at you through the glass Don′t know how much time has past All I know is that it feels like forever But no one ever tells you That forever feels like home Sitting all alone inside your head
And it′s the stars... the stars... that shine for you And it′s the stars... the stars... that lie to you And it′s the stars... the stars... that shine for you And it′s the stars... the stars... that lie to you
Oh, when the stars... Oh, when the stars... they lie
I am walking through your streets I am looking in your windows I am elemental now You′ll never even know I′m there
I am watching over you I am living in the shadows I am just a word to you, but I am very real and cold Cold to all of this Cold to how you feel Cold to all your loose reason
OHHHH
I AM EVERYTHING I AM ANYTHING I AM AUTOMATIC I AM YESTERDAY I AM EVERYDAY I AM GONNA BE,,,
YEAH
I am all there is to know I am all that you′ve forgotten I am enigmatic now You never even knew my name I am dressed in tragedy I am by design immortal I am just the last one left but I am always here and old Old and very strong Old as all you feel Old as all the world around you
YEEAAAAAAAH
I AM EVERYTHING I AM ANYTHING I AM AUTOMATIC I AM YESTERDAY I AM EVERYDAY I AM GONNA BE,,, REBORN (This is the start of something) REBORN (This is the start of something) REBORN (This is the start of something) RE-BORN (This is the start of something)
I am just a secret now I am just a vague illusion I′m a lie you tell yourself that you never truely did believe I′m a wishper in the dark I′m a victim, and the killer I am almost ready now but you insist I don′t exist That I don′t exist That I don′t exist That I don′t EXIST
OHHHHHH I AM EVERYTHING I AM ANYTHING I AM AUTOMATIC I AM YESTERDAY I AM EVERYDAY I AM GONNA BE,,, REBORN (This is the start of something) REBORN (This is the start of something) REBORN (This is the start of something) RE-BORN (This is the start of something)