Stop my flight to fight And die And take a stand to change my life So savage with red desperation I clench my hands You draw your claws A hidden rage consumes my heart As fuelled by years of wasted time I close my eyes And tense myself And screaming Throw myself in fury over the edge And into your blood
Tear at flesh And rip at skin And smash at doubt I have to break you Fury drives my vicious blows I see you fall but still I strike you Again and again Your body falls The movement is sharp and clear and pure And gone I stop and kneel beside you Drained of everything but pain
Screaming throw myself in fury Over the edge and into your blood
Kiss you once and see you writhe Hold you close and hear you cry Kiss your eyes and finish your life Finish your life
Again and again Your body falls The movement is sharp and clear and pure And gone I stop and kneel beside you Knowing I′ll murder you again tonight
The ordeal has begun To oblige the unknown, within me
As I drown Cannot remember, cannot think As I sink, deep...
Near the monolith of doubt Creeps the fear The fear to lose yourself In the severe reflection
I don′t know A flashing moment that has frozen me My whole existence passed by Through the trusted eyes of a mirror But it wasn′t me I could see
This monolith of everything that I have been Is vacillated and aghast The inexorable time has taught me once again That my features will change and macerate me
The workadays were propping the bar quietly erasing the week and i was in a cornerbooth thinking (pretending to read) about the impossiblity of one to love unconditionally and the words that we drive into the ground... Their repetition starts to thin their meaning.
Then everything got frighteningly still as they entered and intersected the floor and i tried to choke my stare at the perfection that others would kill for. But all of the parts are the same on every face (few variables change). The differences pale when compared to the similarity they share
Finally there is clarity and there is purpose after all, but every night ends the same as i′m collapsing once more by your side. Finally there is clarity... this tiny life is making sense. and every drop numbs the both of us, but i alone am staggering.