How could I ever go back (ever go back) Back to the life Where I live amongst the dead (dead)
How could I go back To live amongst the dead
Those who have forgotten how to feel (how to feel) And have become slaves (become slaves) to memory And wishful thinking
But Your love has set me free As You′ve awakened every star That has been sleeping In the constellation of my soul
[x2] How could I go back How could I go back To live amongst the dead Amongst the dead
[x2] How could I go back To live amongst the dead
Those who imprisoned beauty I never want to leave Your arms So I wait in hope for Your embrace For Your embrace I wait in hope for Your embrace I wait in hope for Your embrace
Yeah
Illusions of what I thought was love Illusions of what I thought was love Now I have clear sight To see I′ve left nothing behind
You′ll complete me right? then my life can finally begin I′ll be worthy right? only when you realize the gem I am?
But this won′t work now the way it once did And I won′t keep it up even though I would love to Once I know who I′m not then I′ll know who I am But I know I won′t keep on playing the victim
These precious illusions in my head did not let me down when I was defenseless And parting with them is like parting with invisible best friends
This ring will me yet as will you knight in shining armor This pill will help me yet as will these boys gone through like water
But this won′t work as well as the way it once did Cuz I want to decide between survival and bliss And though I know who I′m not I still don′t know who I am But I know I won′t keep on playing the victim
These precious illusions in my head did not let me down when I was a kid And parting with them is like parting with a childhood best friend
I′ve spent so long firmly looking outside me I′ve spent so much time living in survival mode
Its′s my fault to pray for someone Praying for my happy wonder You′re my sex object You′re my sex object It′s so easy to love you and easy to hate
You′re my sex object
Illusions Reason unknown My creepy heart Turns to stone My feelings Unholy dreams My secrets My deepest fears
Abyss calls me Deeper deeper Stronger stronger Hideous feelings Are haunting me Deeper deeper Stronger stronger You′re my sex object You′re my sex object So easy love you And easy to hate
You′re my sex object
Illusions Reason unknown My creepy heart Turns to stone My feelings Unholy dreams My secrets My deepest fears