This morning I made the call The one that ends it all Hanging up, I wanted to cry But dammit, this well′s gone dry Not for the money, not for the fame Not for the power, just no more games But now I′m safe in the eye of the tornado I can′t replace the lies, that let a 1000 days go No more living trapped inside In her way I′ll surely die In the eye of the tornado, blow me away
You′ll grow to loathe my name You′ll hate me just the same You won′t need your breath And soon you′ll meet your death Not from the years, not from the use Not from the tears, just self abuse
Who′s to say, what′s for me to say...be...do Cause a big nothing it′ll be for me The land of opportunity The golden chance for me My future looks so bright Now I think I′ve seen the light
Can′t say what′s on my mind Can′t do what I really feel In this bed I made for me Is where I sleep, I really feel I warn you of the fate Proven true to late Your tongue twist perverse Come drink now of this curse And now I fill your brain I spin you round again My poison fills your head As I tuck you into bed You feel my fingertips You won′t forget my lips You′ll feel my cold breath It′s the kiss of death
A screaming match again Could this be the end A breaking point and I can′t bear it You wanna know the truth The map to life is long I′ve taken every wrong direction Writing on the wall Love once strong now falls I′m staring into space And drowning under my decisions
I wonder how you can sleep At night, having lied to these eyes You could feel the relief The lying awake at night Wondering nowhere the same time To know his face and his name Made me lose my mind I fell apart for the last time These eyes neglected to see it And thanks to you My conscious finally feels clean
I brought you into this You blame me over that We fight each others accusations You wanna know the truth The truth is I′m afraid Afraid of going nowhere always Writing on the wall Love once strong now falls I′m burning in the flames Covered with the scars of our love
I wonder how you can sleep At night, having lied to these eyes You could feel the relief The lying awake at night Wondering nowhere the same time To know his face and his name Made me lose my mind I fell apart for the last time These eyes neglected to see it And thanks to you My conscious finally feels clean
Lately, lately I just keep wasting, wasting To make me hate me, hate me Maybe we just don′t belong Again, is this the end
After what you put me through I feel nothing for you