I′m in the room without a light The room without a view I′m here for one more treacherous night Another night with you It tortures me to move my hands To try to move at all And pulled My skin so tight it screams And screams and screams And pulls some more Hanging like this Like a vampire bat Hanging like this Hanging on your back I′m helpless again
My body is cut and broken It′s shattered and sore My body is cut wide open I can′t stand anymore It tortures me to move my hands To try to move at all And pulled My skin so tight screams And screams and screams And screams some more
Hanging like this Like a vampire bat Hanging like this hanging on your back Oh it′s torture And I′m almost there It′s torture But I′m almost there
It′s torture But I′m almost there It′s torture But I′m almost there
My motivations unresolved Things are just never what they seem Apathy′s currencies deceit Pitch bending radiated dreams
The jackal′s wishing well forgotten Dark cloud sunrise The view of someone somewhere else is Burnt in my eyes
How long dug up remains How low the rotting fame How low to see right through Low long the hole i knew How low the clear eyed staind How long to set aflame How low to be set up How long and taken out
The ant-like karma from the crack in a hand Full painting on a mural in a foreign landfill Mind controlled by the pulley of the strings So remote the view from the puppetry swingset
My reservations have evolved Scenes once negated ushered in Mercy killings one to one defend Visionary criminals descend On knees all burning
A term of useless lifeless thought What a paid ride Alchemic jail cell vivisection Text subject day job
How long to pacify How low you still deny How low from up above
How long the creeping crown How low the tripping sound How long to kick back down How low the holy cheat How long the leap of faith
These revelations undermined Controlled belief in leads mankind Each penny sold and mesmerized We′re stoned Two fold reversal beckoning
The binding crayon words inverted Justice in travestia
We worship acid moans and curbside holidays Recycle shit we throw away in glossy packaged craze Maybe in a day or so i′ll stumble on that grassy knoll To set the record straight Announcing to myself: wake up
We kill everything that′s not tied down We euthanize but keep alive the lowest form of prison life So useful and experimental Treatment of the sick and dying What about the torture?
Why? Is everything starting to crumble? And all of my wrong was forgiven. I ask you why? I ask you who? Gave you the will to recover. When all of our love has been missing. I ask you why? I ask you who?
Now turn to me and explicame ya. (Explain to me now) Just speak to me te lo pido yo. (I ask you) If you live for me pues protejeme ya. (Then protect me now) Now tell me Did you ever ask the sky? Not to cry no more. To fly no more. Did you ever ask the stars? Not to shine no more. To fly no more. Did you ever think that we would still remain together for so long? Is it what we wanted all along? Is it what we wanted for so long?
How come we Have always held on to each other? Your here your gone and your leaving. I ask you why? And I tried but I Have never have thought that our passion. Would ever be hard to be stricken. Nunca pense. (I never thought) I ask you who?
Now turn to me and explicame ya. (Explain to me now) Just speak to me te lo pido yo. (I ask you) If you live for me pues protejeme ya. (Then protect me now) Now tell me Did you ever ask the sky? Not to cry no more. To fly no more. Did you ever ask the stars? Not to shine no more. To fly no more. Did you ever think that we would still remain together for so long? Is it what we wanted all along? Is it what we wanted for so long?
Now tell me Did you ever ask the sky? Not to cry no more. To fly no more. Did you ever ask the stars? Not to shine no more. To fly no more. Did you ever think that we would still remain together for so long? Is it what we wanted all along? Is it what we wanted for so long?
Life is hard when it has no meaning. I′ve never felt so low. No one to blame out but myself, so now I have to make things right. If not, I′ll just sink deeper towards the bottom. Where did it all go wrong? I have forgotten when. I′m always failing the trials I′m face with. I just hope that these tortured days will have an end. I′d give anything to forget the thoughts that plague me. What do you do when you want to forget a broken past? Fucking up is how your learn, I know, I′ve been here before. But when the truth lays out before you, it has you dying cold. Searching for a way out, I can′t let this last forever. Now i will confront what I′ve fought with for so long.