I hear you cryin′ for me But I see the anger in your eyes I want what will not judge me I need what keeps me warm inside A man without a purpose Stares from the mirror on the wall You think you know my problems - I think that you don′t Know me at all I don′t believe I suffer Disease as you proclaim And I don′t believe that I should kneel And hang my head in shame Held prisoner by a monkey Strapped on behind my back And while I sit ablaze The light is slowly fading Into the black So I... I′ve got to medicate myself again I′ve got to medicate myself again I′ve got to medicate myself again Cuz you don′t need me hanging ?®round One more drink and I will be drowned I know you hate to see me As I defeat myself this way You know you can′t control me You know I′m slipping day by day Down into my obsession Down in the hole where I belong And when the fight is over You will stay right here And I will be gone So I...
What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I sit here and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them redhanded? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness, Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? Because I can’t hold on when I’m stretched so thin I make the right moves but I’m lost within I put on my daily fasade but then I just end up getting hurt again
By myself (myself) I ask why, but in my mind I find I can’t rely on (myself) I can’t hold on To what I want when I’m stretched so thin It’s all too much to take in I can’t hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in
If I turn my back I’m defenseless And to go blindly seems senseless If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they’ll Take from me ’till everything is gone If I let them go I’ll be outdone But if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer Then I’ll be buried in the silence of the answer by myself (myself)
Chorus
How do you think I’ve lost so much I’m so afraid I’m out of touch How do you expect I will know what to do When all I know Is what you tell me to
Don’t you (know) I can’t tell you how to make it (go) No matter what I do, how hard I (try) I can’t seem to convince myself (why) I’m stuck on the outside (2x)
I can’t hold on To what I want when I’m stretched so thin It’s all too much to take in I can’t hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in (2x)
Runny nose and runny yolk Even if you have a cold still You can cough on me again I still havent had my fulfill
In the someday what′s that sound?
Broken heart and broken bones Think of how a castrated horse feels One more quirky cliche′d phrase You′re the one I wanna refill
In the someday what′s that sound?
- Spoken interlude in middle -
Most people don′t realize That two large pieces of coral, Painted brown, and attached to his skull With common wood screws can make a child look like a deer
I gotta pop up pop up Gotta get up every day Somethin 4 me and my family I gotta make decisions And be somebody Im growin up as fast as I can I gotta make some money Dont wanna live by their rules
In and out the day In and out the night Im a find my way Just 2 survive
I gotta ask myself Whats it gon be Am I gon save myself Whats it gon be I gotta ask myself What Im gon do Am I gon save myself Whats it gon be
Somethin beautiful inside of me Somethin wonderful inside of me Somethin beautiful inside of me Somethin wonderful inside of me
I gotta pop up pop up Gotta live up 2 the words Everyones talkin talkin I gotta be somebody And 4 my baby Im growin up as fast as I can I gotta make life better for everyone
All the ladies if you feel me, help me sing it now...
I can′t believe i believed Everything we had would last So young and naive for me to think She was from your past Silly of me to dream of One day having your kids Love is so blind It feels right when it′s wrong
I can′t believe i fell for four years And i′m smarter than that So young and naive to believe that with me You′re a changed man Foolish of me to compete When you cheat with loose women It took me some time but now i moved on
Cuz i realized i got Me myself and i That′s all i got in the end That′s what i found out And it ain′t no need to cry I took a vow that from now on I′m gonna be my own best friend
Me myself and i That′s all i got in the end That′s what i found out And it ain′t no need to cry I took a vow that from now on I′m gonna be my own best friend
So controlling , you said that you love me But you don′t Your family told me one day I would see it on my own Next thing i know i′m dealing With your three kids and my home I′ve been so blind It feels right when it′s wrong
Now that it′s over Stop calling me Come pick up your clothes No need to front like you′re still with me All your homies know Even your very best friend Tried to warn me on the low It took me some time But now i am strong
Because i realized i got Me myself and i That′s all i got in the end That′s what i found out And it ain′t no need to cry I took a vow that from now on I′m gonna be my own best friend
Me myself and i That′s all i got in the end That′s what i found out And it ain′t no need to cry I took a vow that from now on I′m gonna be my own best friend
Me myself and i I know that i will never disappoint myself All the ladies if you feel me Help me sing it now Ya, you hurt me But i learned a lot along the way After all the rain You′ll see the sun come out again I know that i will never disappoint myself
Jay Sean vs Jay Sean Me against myself and there aint no chorus so just listen m-m-m-mentor oh girl you look so beautiful with that moonlight shining on you i wanna hold you i wanna touch you and squeeza you and love you all night long, babygirl
Yo, i′ve heard it before, so save all the cliches, i really can′t belieive there′s no talent around theses days, jay sean with the same old shit, talkin′ about baby girl that and babygirl this, i seen you dancin′ around with the girl in your vid, poutin′ at the camera, smilin′ with the chessiest grin, what the deal?, whatever happened to keepin′ it real?, back in the day when you was rappin′ before the time of your deal (uh) and now that you got signed, oh it′s clear and it′s simple, you′re only makin′ music that you pretend that you′re into, come on, "dance with you" was never a hit fool, and what the hell is takin′ you so long with your next single?! Fix up! it′s been about six months and insults are everywhere, even your own fans think your shit sucks (i don′t like jay sean) And i know that you pretend to ignore them, it′s gotta hurt when you′re even gettin′ dissed on your own forum! Yeah i′ve done my reseach, back when you started fool, back when people thought you was the genuine article, genuine my arse, it′s just a whack imitation, the only thing different about you, is the fact that your asian!
(Well well) Well i guess it must′ve helped a bit, the fact that everything has an asian twist, includin′ music, i guess we cornered it, i′m surprised that simon cowell hadn′t thought of it, and there′s issues that i find myself placed with, bein′ pigeon-holed and accused of imitating, it′s a struggle and it′s so frustrating tellin′ me i′m tryna be the asian craig david
and i bet that just had your in tears, wasn′t that the reason you ended up shavin′ your beard?! i guess you couldn′t take the way that people would mock that, so it was off with the jaw line and goodbye to the sock hat, but you still bit your style with the fast singin′ of verse two in "dance with you" now you wonder why the critics slander you
Well you said you done your research baby, you didn′t look hard enough it needs updating, if you think, that i′m copying craig, listen to my 1994 demo tape, i was fast rapping , and singin′ back in the day, back in the fu-schnickens and Big L phase
Whatever, it seems you sold your sold to the game, your a fake, ′cos jay sean aint even your name, so how′d you come up with that? it aint unique after all, what are you like a cross between jay-z and sean paul? you′re better off with the name you was born, you little pansy, you really should′ve been called gay porn, so which ones your lover? richi Rich? or Juggy D? probably Rishi, he sees you as his bitch doesn′t he? wasn′t he the one responsible for launchin′ you career? like a while ago, i′m talkin′ like well over a year, you were studyin′ medicine then, but you quit that now, to do music, how the hell did you manage to flip that round? and how′d you tell your parents, you know how shit that sounds?! "Mummy, Daddy, I want to be a postar! SIT BACK DOWN..!!"
But never the less, i quit went ahead and progressed, had my eyes on a goal and wouldn′t settle for less
What d′you mean? you only got where you are cos of a gimmick! the whole indian thing was big and you were luckily in it, and don′t be upset if people don′t come to your shows, they′re not allowed out, ′cos half your fans are 11 year olds, Wow big deal, so you got to number 12, i′m not surprised if your mum bought half the copies herself, you know what? i′m tired man, i′m sick i′m bored of you, run off you little puppet, i hear Rishi rich callin′ you
I guess your talkin′ the talk, but you aint rappin for years, and it was me who got ya foot in the door, it seems that your ego′s been sufffering blows, ′cos you only get heard when you guest appear on my show, i′m not phased, if it weren′t for me, you wouldn′t be on this track in the first place!
Crazy, now what′cha doing? Just the same, well I think I′m right Crazy how fast you′re moving As our friendship pays for your lonely night
This is a conversation with myself
It′s okay to dance around it and have it your way Laugh about it, oh for goodness sake Don′t believe in anything that′s keeping you awake
I′m feeling all sentimental and feeling all thru my head I′m feeling all very sexual but feeling all by myself instead
This is a conversation with myself
It′s okay to dance around it and have it your way Laugh about it, oh for goodness sake Don′t believe in anything that′s keeping you awake Loverboy, lovergirl, You need a song to sleep to and morning to sleep thru And have it your way.
You better have it your way with yourself. You better have it your way anytime. You better have it you way with yourself and only yourself You better have it yours and baby you know that I′ll have mine.
Down to you You′re pushing and pulling me down to you But I don′t know what I want Now when I caught myself I had to stop myself I′m saying something that, I should′ve never thought Now when I caught myself I had to stop myself I′m saying something that I should′ve never thought of you,of you
You′re pushing and pulling me down to you But I don′t know what I want No, I don′t know what I want
You got it, you got it Some kind of magic Hypnotic, hypnotic You′re leaving me breathless I hate this, I hate this! You′re not the one I believe in With God as my witness
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself I′m saying something that I should′ve never thought Now when I caught myself I had to stop myself I′m saying something that, I should′ve never thought of you,of you
You′re pushing and pulling me down to you But I don′t know what I want No, I don′t know what I want
Don′t know what I want But I know it′s not, you Keep pushing and pulling me down When I know in my heart it′s not you
Now when I caught myself I had to stop myself.... I′m saying something that I should′ve never thought Now when I caught myself I had to stop myself I′m saying something that I should′ve never thought of you! I knew, I know in my heart it′s not you I knew, but now I know what I want! I want! I want! Oh no! I should′ve never thought!
From the walls of Tokyo down in London town′s a go-go with the record selection and the mirror′s reflection I′ll be dancing with myself
when there′s no one else in sight in a crowded, lonely night I wait so long for my love vibration and I′m dancing with myself
Oh, oh, I′m dancing with myself Oh, oh, dancing with myself when there′s nothing to lose and there′s nothing to prove I′ll be dancing with myself Oh, oh, oh, oh
If I looked all over the world and there′s every type of girl but their empty eyes seem to pass me by And leave me dancing with myself
So let′s sink another drink cause it′ll give me time to think if I had the chance, I′d ask the world dance I′d be dancing with myself
Oh, oh, I′m dancing with myself Oh, oh, dancing with myself if I had the chance, I′d ask the world dance I′d be dancing with myself Oh, oh, oh, oh
If I looked all over the world and there′s every type of girl but their empty eyes seem to pass me by And leave me dancing with myself
So let′s sink another drink cause it′ll give me time to think if I had the chance, I′d ask the world dance I′d be dancing with myself
Oh, oh, I′m dancing with myself Oh, oh, dancing with myself if I had the chance, I′d ask the world dance if I had the chance, I′d ask the world dance if I had the chance, I′d ask the world dance
Oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh yeah, in a sweat yeah, in a sweat yeah, in a sweat yeah, in a sweat yeah, in a sweat yeah, in a sweat SWEAT!
Dream my self alive I dream my self alive But you can′t deny There′s something dark Against the light All i can say It doesn′t have to be this way We′ll be chasing our tails madly See days pass like wildfire Right from the start I knew this world would break my heart
I dream my self alive Dream my self alive I dream my self alive Break my heart And dream my self alive What can it mean
I′m drawing pictures of the sea Right from the start I knew this girl would break my heart
Dream my self alive Dream my self alive I dream my self alive Dream my self alive Dream my self alive I dream my self alive
I was born in another world Strictly connected to a piece of my mind Nothing more than a little land It is a small cradle where I′m a kid I am the princess in there Nothing wrong in my fantasy world I am the king the nation No dictators or religions
No laws laid down for me I have my own liberty inside of me Nothing to lose I only fear
As you see I′m the only survivor in this land As you see I′m the only survivor in this land
When did I hear this wind before Change like this to a deeper roar I′m starting to bleed another way I just need some time to complete myself
These spotlights are here again I can′t see anything, I′m blind This nature of time and space Makes me sick of the situation
I couldn′t know if I If I will be strong enough for this I have to choose do I want to live here
As you see I′m the only survivor in this land As you see I′m the only survivor in this land As you see I′m the only survivor in this land As you see I′m the only survivor in this land
I couldn′t know if I If I will be strong enough for this I have to choose do I want to live here
As you see I′m the only survivor in this land As you see I′m the only survivor in this land As you see I′m the only survivor in this land As you see I′m the only survivor in this land
I′m good for nothing, I′m a fucking bad excuse The truth is that I just can′t be of any use So show me where the noose is and watch me when I die I′ve made so many knots that I don′t know how to untie I′ve tried every angle, tried to handle my emotions I′m strangeling myself up to the point of self implosion I′m drowning in an ocean full of thought so self abusive It′s a downward spiral, it′s the hate that hate produces
I make myself, so sick of myself x3 I hate myself
I′m stuck in a corner this is my own private casket Four walls around me I feel like a sitting target I can′t find the exit without asking for directions But I can′t find it in me, to ask you any questions I don′t like suggestions and I hate to take advice Cos′ that′s a sign of weakness, I can′t make that sacrifice The vice is that I′m selfish but I still need recognition I fear and loathe myself when I′m forced into submission
I make myself, so sick of myself x3 I hate myself
All the hate I hide in me is constantly misguiding me And all my mixed emotions slowly building up inside of me It′s like an evil guide in me is breaking down the pride in me I don′t know what′s right from wrong my feelings are dividing me
All the hate I hide in me Is building up inside of me And breaking down the pride in me It′s like something has died in me
I was alone,I was all by myself No one was looking, I was thinking of you Oh yeah, did I mention I was all by myself All by myself... All by myself... All by myself...
I went to your house,but no one was there I went to your room I was all by myself You and me had Such wonderful times When I′m all by myself, All by myself [repeat several times]
I was alone,I was all by myself No one was looking, I was thinking of you Oh yeah, did I mention I was all by myself All by myself... All by myself... All by myself...
I went to your house,but no one was there I went to your room I was all by myself You and me had Such wonderful times When I′m all by myself, All by myself [repeat several times]
So long Farewell Hello, to the new me The better me
That′s right My Life...
[Verse 1:] 21, and I′ve realized, Everything you want′s not meant to be. 21 then you qualify, To stand up to responsibilities. So I tried to prioritize By deciding what I know is best for me.
And then there′s always, love that tries to trip you up. You try to catch yourself before you hit the ground. But nothings promised. Friends are there to cheer you up, To give you strength and build you up when you are down. So I set sail emotion
[Chorus:] I say So long, farewell, My life′s moving forward. My ship has sailed, And I′m so glad it′s over. My heart is well, After all that I′ve been through I found myself.
[Verse 2:] 22, I hope that I′m, With someone who truly cares for me. If I′m not, I′ll be alright, I′ll accept the time I know God has for me. One day I′ll be the perfect wife. That′s my destiny, And I won′t be afraid to try though is always....
Love that tries to trip you up But then someone who sweep you off the ground, But nothings promised. I′m not gonna give it up Just because the last one let me down. So I set sail emotion.
[Chorus:] I say So long, farewell, My life′s moving forward. My ship has sailed, And I′m so glad it′s over. My heart is well, After all that I′ve been through I found myself.
[Verse 3:] I′m looking out for me, Taking care of my needs. Life isn′t guaranteed, It′s time to start living. It wont always be the same, Can′t be afraid of change. You wanna have your way, Demand till your Satisfied You lower your self esteem, You gotta live your dream. It′s all bout confidence, To let them know that you can stand up. You never try, Learn to express you mind. Sometimes you gotta fight, It′s your life so don′t you give up.
[Chorus:] I say So long, farewell, My life′s moving forward. That ship has sailed, And I′m so glad it′s over. My heart is well, After all that I′ve been through I found myself. After all that I′ve been through I found myself.........
It′s not so easy loving me It gets so complicated All the things you′ve gotta be Everything′s changin But you′re the truth I′m amazed by all your patience Everything I put you through
When I′m about to fall Somehow you′re always waitin with your open arms to catch me You′re gonna save me from myself from myself, yes You′re gonna save me from myself
My love is tainted by your touch Cuz some guys have shown me aces But you′ve got that royal flush I know it′s crazy everyday Well tomorrow may be shaky But you never turn away
Don′t ask me why I′m cryin Cuz when I start to crumble You know how to keep me smilin You always save me from myself from myself, myself You′re gonna save me from myself
I know it′s hard, it′s hard But you′ve broken all my walls You′ve been my strength, so strong
And don′t ask me why I love you It′s obvious your tenderness Is what I need to make me a better woman to myself to myself, myself You′re gonna save me from myself
I got your messages on my machine I never called you back at the time I got the flowers you sent to my work With a note suggesting coffee sometime
I realise you′re thinking ′bout me But I′ve been avoiding you You don′t seem to see what′s obvious But it′s time some truth broke through
CHORUS I′m not your lifeblood I am myself I am not your oxygen You can breathe as well This is obsession This is addiction And how sadly you′re mistaken Your beating heart I′m not I am myself
This is not about the way you are You were a friend when you had my trust There′s notthing wrong with you, as far as I know You just think you need me way too much
But this has gone too far I′ve seen you parking in my street at night Hoping just to catch a glimpse, or talk with me But what you′re wanting won′t ever be
CHORUS I′m not your lifeblood I am myself I am not your oxygen You can breathe as well This is obsession This is addiction And how sadly you′re mistaken Your beating heart I′m not I am myself
Yeah this has gone too far I′ve seen you taking photographs of me Don′t you know you′re scaring me, this has to end You gotta give up this fantasy, oh
CHORUS I′m not your lifeblood I am myself I′m not your oxygen You can breathe for yourself This is obsession This is addiction And how sadly you′re mistaken Your beating heart I′m not I am myself
For hearing all my doubts so selectively and For continuing my numbing love endlessly. For helping you and myself: not even considering For beating myself up and overfunctioning.
To whom do I owe the biggest apology? No oneas been crueler than Iave been to me.
For letting you decide if I indeed was desirable For myself love being so embarassingly conditional. And for denying myself to somehow make us compatible And for trying to fit a rectangle into a ball.
And To whom do I owe the biggest apology? No oneas been crueler than Iave been to me.
I′m sorry to myself. My apologies begin here before everybody else. I′m sorry to myself. For treating me worse than I would anybody else.
For blaming myself for your unhappiness And for my impatience when I was perfect where I was. Ignoring all the signs that I was not ready, And expecting myself to be where you wanted me to be.
To whom do I owe the first apology? No oneas been crueler than Iave been to me.
And Iam sorry to myself. My apologies begin here before everybody else. Iam sorry to myself. For treating me worse than I would anybody else.
Well, I wonder which crime is the biggest ? Forgetting you or forgetting myself... Had I heeded the wisdom of the latter, I wouldave naturally loved the former.
For ignoring you: my highest voices. For smiling when my strife was all too obvious. For being so disassociated from my body, And for not letting go when it wouldave been the kindest thing.
To whom do I owe the biggest apology? No oneas been crueler than Iave been to me.
And Iam sorry to myself. My apologies begin here before everybody else Iam sorry to myself. For treating me worse than I would anybody else. Iam sorry to myself. My apologies begin here before everybody else Iam sorry to myself. For treating me worse than I would anybody else
[Intro] Ayo Before I start this song man I just want to thank everybody for being so patient And baring with me over these last couple of years While I figure this sh-t out
[Chorus - Kobe] Is anybody out there? It feels like I’m talkin to myself No one seems to know my struggle And everything I come from Can anybody hear me? masteroff.org It guess I keep talkin to myself It feels like I’m going insane Am I the one whose crazy?
[Bridge - Eminem] So why in the world do I feel so alone Nobody but me, I’m on my own Is there anyone out there Who feels the way I feel That there is then let me in and let me know I’m not the only one(?)
[Eminem] I went away I guess to open up some lanes But there was no one who even knew what I was going through Hatred was flowing through my veins On the verge of going insane I almost made a song dissin Lil Wayne It’s like I was jealous of him cause the attention he was gettin’ I felt horrible about myself masteroff.org He was spittin and I wasn’t Anyone who was buzzin back then coulda got it Almost went at Kanye too God it feels like I’m goin’ psychotic Thank god that I didn’t do it I would had my ass handed to me And I knew it but proof wasn’t here to see me through it I’m in the booth poppin another pill tryna talk myself into it Are you stupid? You gon’ start dissin people for no reason? Especially when you can’t even write a decent punchline even You’re lying to yourself, you’re slowly dying, you’re denying Your health is declinging with your self esteem, you’re crying out for help
[Chorus - Kobe]
[Bridge - Eminem]
[Eminem] Marshall you’re no longer the man, that’s a bit of a pill to swallow All I know is some wallowin(?), self-loathing and hollow Bottoms up of pill bottle maybe I’ll hit my bottom tomorrow But I must be talkin to the wall though I don’t see nobody else ( I guess I keep talkin to myself) But all these other rappers suck is all that I know I’ve turned into a hater, I’ve put up a false bravado masteroff.org But Marshall is not a egomaniac that’s not his motto HE’s not a desperado he’s desperate it’s startin to bottle inside em One foot on the brake one on the throttle Fallin asleep with writers block in the parking lot of mcdonalds But instead of feeling sorry for yourself do something about it Admit you got a problem you brain is clouded you pouted long enough It isn’t them it’s you you f-ckin baby Quit worrying about what they do and do f-ckin shady I’m f-cking going crazy
[Chorus - Kobe]
[Bridge - Eminem]
[Eminem] So I pick up myself off the ground and f-ckin slam before I drown Hit my bottom so hard I bounce twice suffice this time around It’s different them last two albums didn’t count Encore I was on drugs, Relapse I was flushing em out I’ve come up to make it up to you no more fucking around I’ve got something to prove to fans I feel like I let em down So please accept my apology I finally feel like I’m back to normal Let me formally reintroduce myself to you for those of you who don’t know The new mes back to the old me and homie I don’t show no Signs of slowin up, pullin up, blowin up, all over no mo My life is no longer a movie but the shows aint over homos I’m back with a vengeance homie weezy keep ya head up TI keep ya head up, Kanye keep ya head up Don’t let up, keep slayin em masteroff.org Rest in Peace to DJ AM Cause I know what it’s like I struggle with this sh-t every single day
(T.I. Talking: Still ain′t forgave myself.. damn It′s a lotta fucked up shit that go down man.. You don′t even know the half..)
[Verse 1] Man I been in and outta trouble since an adolescents Spoiled rotten, dead fresh, wit no daddy present I got two uncles, Quint and Man and they keep me straight 7 and 8, I′m countin money while they movin weight My daddy send me clothes and always tell me come and see him I say aiight but still I feelin like my momma need him They sendin letters home from school, nobody read mines And plus my uncles, doin 10 years F.E.D. time Then I started rebellin, began crack sellin Tha littlest thang on the corner wit a Mac 11 After school I hear my momma holla homework I say aiight ma, but look I got my own work Started interactin wit fiends at the age of 13 Now my momma findin rocks in my socks, glocks in my toy box Like damn, why do trouble come to me like this But on the real, it ain′t even have to be like this (fuck)
[Hook] Mistakes made on this road to wealth I still ain′t forgave myself Ay, what I am today I made myself but I still ain′t forgave myself For runnin to the grave getting closer to death I still ain′t forgave my self For anyone who ever wondered how I felt I still ain′t forgave myself
[Verse 2] At 14 man, thought I knew everything I′m slangin slabs, trappin hard, movin heavy Cain I bought an ′85 cutlass on some dane-a-danes Now I′m the shit, huh, the motor blew in 30 days Hardheaded man I ain′t listen to anything I′m getting money so, I′m right and I got plenty game Besides why I need school, Im′ma be rappin momma If that don′t work, then I guess Im′ma be trappin momma But hey I promise Im′ma make it cause I′m damn good Im′ma get us out this hood and off these can goods School just a white man game, and it′s ran good At 16, here′s my introduction to manhood Blue lights behind me, damn what I′m gonna do Cause I got 2 pounds of weed and a 3.80 too I guess everything′ll be aiight if I just keep it cool How ya doin officer, what ya mean why I ain′t in school Can you search the car?? Yea but, I rather that you didn′t Besides it′s just a waste of yo time cause ain′t nutthin in it (Laugh) I guess that′s when I seen, that I ain′t know shit When stuck in a place wit freedom I ain′t gone get.. (Damn!)
[Hook] Mistakes made on this road to wealth I still ain′t forgave myself Ay, what I am today, I made myself But I still ain′t forgave myself Guess these the chances ya take, when dealt the cards I was dealt But I still ain′t forgave myself For anyone who ever wondered how I felt I still ain′t forgave myself
[Verse 3] Outta all the niggaz I was wit when I was doin wrong 3 in the fed, 1 doin life, and 2 dead and gone Knew there was more to life than sellin blow and chopper bustin But what′s the good in knowin′ better if I ain′t tell ′em nutthin I knew I coulda told Cap not to kill shawty Put down the gun, get in the car let ′em live shawty You′ll probably get locked up, and I′ll probably have a deal shawty Naw, I ain′t scared, I′m just telling ya like it is shawty Coulda told Endae, Quint, and Kern, man ya covers blow Leave that country town alone, yall needa come back home Bankhead and J-Rue, I just feel like if I was wit ′em They woulda never got killed that night if I was ′em Seem like I coulda done mo′, said mo′ Why all my partners gotta be dead or in the fed fo′?? All the time, I just wish that yall could ball wit me Sometimes at night I close my eyes, and dream that yall wit me (damn.)
[Hook] And even though they say I cant blame myself I still ain′t forgave myself For all the mistakes made on this road to wealth I still ain′t forgave myself What I am today, I made myself But I still ain′t forgave myself For anybody who ever wondered how I felt I still ain′t forgave myself
And yea they say I cant blame myself But I still ain′t forgave myself Fo the mistakes made on this road to wealth I still ain′t forgave myself Guess this the chance that you take, when dealt the cards I was dealt But I still ain′t forgave myself For anybody who ever wondered how I felt I still ain′t forgave myself (Ain′t Forgave myself)
[Talking] Yea, for anybody who ever wondered how I felt anybody who ever wondered what′s wrong wit me, here it is.. 3 16′s of what′s in the heart of T.I.P. This song is dedicated to everybody who ain′t here wit me Cap, damn.. you fucked up shawty, but when you get out if I live to see it, its gone be on again ya know what I′m sayin And we ain′t gotta worry bout goin to jail shawty we legit now Ya know what I′m sayin.. Cern, Quint, Endae, yall gone get out man and when you do I′ll be there shawty.. always Bankhead, J-rue, I′m sorry man, some shit I cant change When I get up there, we gone ball again, open the gates shawty let me in.. we gone ball. J-Rue man I know money ain′t worth a friend shawty.. I fucked up bad man.. I still ain′t forgave myself My momma, sorry I ain′t graduate but hell we rich now it don′t matter. My uncles shit, it don′t matter either.. yall back. Well hell.. My Lil′ boy (music stops) you betta not do the same shit I did
I don′t have no one, but me myself and I, listen, I gotta get some work done man, I ain′t come in the studio just to chill, na na, this nigga swizz just flew out, this nigga ne yo sleep, so I′m a go over to this mp and see if I can come up with my own track to keep it movin′ yea let me try that, aight, find these drums, yea this knockin, yea that′s crazy right there, yea, I′m feelin that, ok, let me add these high hats, ok, I think I′m gettin the hang out of this joint man, aight, I′m a make this beat myself man, now let me add this scratch, ok and the crash, breakdown, add this 808 drum and get it knockin a lil bit more, that′s crazy, I′m feeling this track right here man, all I gotta do is spit somethin crazy, it′s a wrap...
[verse 1:] I′m in the zone all by myself, I′m alone all by myself I′m on my own, But homes I could set the tone myself, And make the track that I could rap on myself I wrote the rap myself, did the track myself, went in the booth produced that myself, I did the bass did the claps myself, did the drums snares and the high hats myself, uh I play each sound I′m banging out beats now, the only one with heat now holdin the streets down, I paint pictures everybody could see but besides god I ain′t got nobody but me...
[hook: x2] I′m in the zone all by myself I′m alone all by myself, But I don′t need nobody else, but me... and god...
[verse 2:] I wanna thank my fans, good lookin for the mail, Cause I was goin through it when they put me in the jail, they put me in the cell, just me and the rats, and my relationship with god is what kept me relaxed, DA will say anything except for the facts, and they had alot of evidence except for the gats, Before they prove you guilty they will treat you like a criminal, they tried to give me first degree they said it was intentional, I had to get shit together on my own, the media was talkin like I′m never comin home, me and my mother used to talk together on the phone, she said keep your faith and you will beat this case, yup
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[verse 3:] I gotta clique that′ll grip steel for me, I gotta squad that′ll ride that′ll kill for me, But I argue and fight with my own mother, and now a days you can′t even trust your own brother, So make sure you keep your enemies the closest to you, cause your friends will the ones who put the toasters to you, that′s why u gotta watch your surroundins, cause niggas that can swim love watchin you drownin, so only real niggas chill with me, but ain′t nobody gonna pay my bills but me, see, you might got a crew that can help, but if you want it done right u gotta do it yourself
I could walk this fine line between elation and success, but we all know which way I′m going to strike the stake between my chest. So, "You have to prove yourself". You′ll have to prove it to me.
So now you′re waiting up for him... You′re wasting time every time
Whoa, I can′t do it by myself. [x5]
I can′t wake up to these reminders of who I am: A failure at everything... 18 going on extinct. I know my place it′s nowhere you should roam.
So now you′re waiting up for him... Still wasting time, yeah, every time Yeah
Listen now, I found myself in you, I cannot lie, I carried all this load, I´m alive I found inside of you, where I belong I carried you for so long
Now you can′t give up, not when you′ve come this far though you face it all alone, seek your trust inside within Now you can′t give up, look before you wake when your standing all alone, find yourself inside within
So you make it of your own solution I know I´m heading where I always will go
Listen now, I found myself in you, I cannot lie, I close my eyes to awake, loved you either way the way to make forever seem like one day Will I remember you for so long?
Now you can′t give up, not when you′ve come this far though you face it all alone, Seek your trust inside within Now you can′t give up, look before you wake, When your standing all alone, find yourself inside within
Noone listen to myself what can I do I believe that you are alright, can I listen to yourself what do you do? You are my love forever So, you make it on your own solution I know I´m better off alone without you
I guess there′s always something, you try to heal and leave behind you′ll find a way, you′ll turn around although easy ways can′t be found Not when we′ve come this far
Now you can′t give up, not when you′ve come this far though you face it all alone, Seek your trust inside within Now you can′t give up, look before you wake When your standing all alone, find yourself inside within
So you make it of your own solution I know I´m heading where I always will go
No I′m not the man I used to be lately See you met me at an interesting time If my past is any sign of your future You should be warned before I let you inside
Hold on to whatever you find baby Hold on to whatever will get you through Hold on to whatever you find baby I don′t trust myself with loving you
I will beg my way into your garden I will break my way out when it rains Just to get back to the place where I started So I can want you back all over again
Hold on to whatever you find baby Hold on to whatever will get you through Hold on to whatever you find baby I don′t trust myself with loving you
Who do you love? Who do you love? Who do you love me or the thought of me? me or the thought of me?
Hold on to whatever you find baby Hold on to whatever will get you through Hold on to whatever you find baby I don′t trust myself with loving you
Hold on to whatever you find baby Hold on to whatever gets you through through Hold on to whatever you find baby I don′t trust myself with loving you I don′t trust myself with loving you I don′t trust myself with loving you I don′t trust myself with loving you